It all started when my mother and father moved in, about 14 years ago. My father would go to work all day, and my mother would be the stay at home house wife. There would be times my father would go on a business trip and my mother would hear these strange noises. As soon as she had me, it kept happening and she felt fearful, she played the Surahs of the Quran and they stopped for a while. When she didn't, they would come back. One time, around midnight, my mother was in the bathroom washing her hands or brushing her teeth and suddenly a black shadow in shape of my father passed very quickly from the door of the bathroom to across the hallway, considering my bathroom is in my hallway. She quickly ran to the bedroom and asked my father if he passed by, and he was in his bed the whole time. From then on, she kept playing Quran over and over as she started having my siblings. But sometimes they'd tell her to beat us and abuse us often. She recited and attended to religion a little more. Then suddenly, one night, she had a dream of demons all around and a blonde haired soldier with a gun. He looked like he fought in the World War. He told my mother "We surrender" and when she woke up she felt puzzled. Now I feel like I've inherited some sort of 'sensitivity' but its worse.
Every night if I look out my window I see outlines of deep red and shadows at the corner of my eyes, I also sometimes see children. I heard the aura color 'deep red' represents anger? Well, I live in a stressed home, with constant depression, yelling, and out of no-where-influence. I'll explain the influence, my mother would be angry out of nowhere, there'd be too much yelling. I admit, I had a habit of slapping children, but then I stopped, I got rid of it. Then years later! I was fighting with my sister, and out of nowhere I slapped her, just like that. Very hard, too, I felt as if someone had taken control of my hand and slapped her. I know I didn't. It soon leads me to depression.
I've also heard voices for about four times, the first one with lights ON, but since I share a room, my sisters were asleep and I was trying to relax and sleep. But suddenly I heard a baby's cry by my giant window in the middle of my room. After a year, the second came. It was when I woke up one night in the middle of the night, children speaking about clowns. I felt deeply frightened and soon went back to sleep. The third, was when I was in my room, I started getting real nervous then I decided to see if I could, for the first time, talk to my guardian angel and ask him to heal me and protect me. Then I heard children giggling and talking softly. Then later I felt at ease, I felt as if someone was actually protecting me. Suddenly I had a quick thought or 'sense' that a giant big, demon like, shadow was standing next to my bedside. The dogs outside suddenly started barking. I yelled for my father and he took me to the living room to sleep. The fourth, may not really count, but I list, just in case. I woke up suddenly to my sisters breathing, her breathing sounded like her whispering my name, it kept going over and over. As if someone wanted something but trying not to scare. But it sounded just EXACTLY like my little sister.
I started studying the paranormal, and noticed I had positive and negative energy eating me. Every time, I'd get near an animal and feel sad they'd scream at me, and go crazy and even feel scared sometimes. I think this is almost about all that I've experience, If I remember anything else, I'll be sure to post in the comments. Thank you all for reading.
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