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Hollow Energy

 

So far as I know I'm an empath and also an indigo child lately I have been able to sense the energy of other more frequent than usual even to the point that it sickness me. But what I don't understand is why I can't feel my own energy neither my friend can, I know it sounds kind of weird but I feel kind of empty not because of depressions I just feel hollow like I ran out of energy for some reason. I can't make people feel my energy like when you are kind of sad and you want to cheer someone up I can't cheer anyone I even make them more depressed. For a stupid reason like 5 years ago my best friend and I tried like pushing stuff with energy and she actually made it at that time I thought it was a trick but now I really see she can "grab" energy and push it while I cant.

The really weird thing happened like 2 months ago it was during the English class and I swore I could see like a shadow touching my classmates going one by one and taking his time with them I thought I was going crazy and when it came to me I was like I'm doomed! But it didn't touch me it just passed by but my friend that also has psychic abilities "saw" it to so I knew I wasn't crazy. But why did it left me out am I just not worthy? Or not enough energy or feelings, I don't know but it really kind of upset me. My friend also often said that I have like a barrier that no one can sense not even her so that's why no one feels my energy, and I know I'm not making a barrier not even unconscious so is there another reason why no one can sense my energy? Why I can't myself?.

So why is it that my energy is so hollow? That's the only word I can find for it.

Thank you

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quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-25)
I could only imagine.
When I'm watching a movie and I get really into it and it's at an exciting part my kid comes up to me and asks me a random question and I try to pay attention to the movie and try to pay attention to my kid. A headache sometimes would start but I have the blessing of a remote. I could stop it and pay attention to one thing only.
If I was in your predicament I would probably wish that my brain could think faster. I would go through a body cleans or get rid of toxins in the body (like the little vinegar stickies you put on your feet from Japan or if you really want to go through a thorough cleans go with Hulda Clark's ingredients for body cleans) and drink more iced tea with ginkgo biloba or ginsing and take one iron pill with vitamin c every other day to help more blood flow to the brain.
❤ Qt
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-24)
[at] Rookdygin Well thank you for your advice I may try it in like 4-5 months when the snow melts >.< I'm really not lucky with this thing am I?
RookDygin (5 stories) (324 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-24)
Assatsu,

If the bath in salt water is not your 'cup of tea' try walking barefoot in the grass. Picture your negative emotions flowing out throught the bottom of your feet while positive energy enters the top of your head.

The 'Earth' will ground the negative and disperse it as part of the 'natural cycle' that we are all a part of.

Respectfully,

Rook
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-22)
[at] quixoticqt Lol well your brother is like the opposite of me. I don't feel pain and I eat way less than I should but I have the perfect weight lol, I think its probably because I feel empty the most of the time and food doesn't fill it so that's why I don't eat much. XD and for the headaches every time I "see" something I see it through one eye and keep seeing what's going on right now with the other one I think everyone would get a headache because of that
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-22)
[at] EagleClaw ok thanks I think I understood now. I think I may try the things you said but I really gotta think about it the bath thing actually sickness me (like a lot of other stuff >.<)
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
*ding* lightbulb.
I get it now. I read your other story and that's when I understood about your seeing what's going to happen.
My brothers an indigo child, in a different way though. He can't see things like you can but he goes threw a lot of pain is the best way I could put it.
He eats ALOT! If he could he would eat 7 big square meals a day. Guess it keeps up his energy. It seems like he would be fatter than me but he's not. Wish I could give him somma my fat though *laugh*.
My brother gets headaches but not from that. Don't really know why. He says gatorade helps him when that happens, or chocolate, or coffee one of his favorites is those chocolate coffee beans.
❤ Qt
Eagleclaw (386 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
Hi,
Precognitions are very different than your aura. Ex. When you hugged the guy. You felt his aura and what he is about. And, because you hugged it was close contact. Auras only expand if you are meditating, in an emotional or highly charged state, performing healing and/or spiritual enrichment techniques. Auras can also decrease by sickness, emotional stress, unbalanced thoughts, trauma and energy vampires/spirits. Your aura stays pretty normal size if none of the above is affecting it. That's why it is always important to do the technique because it will make your aura stronger. There are many times that our aura will be drained but we must remember to rebalance it again. Your aura must be cleaned also. When you take on others feelings they sort of attach to your aura like dust. Sit in a hot tub with a half a cup of sea salt for 20 minutes. That will clean your aura. Do that once a month or every other month. The aura increasing/decreasing does not effect your precog abilities. I hope I explained things good enough for you.
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
[at] Quicoticqt: I get visions when I'm not doing anything aka school so that's when I almost go nuts because of them. Thats why I can't meditate without getting a headache really fast. And my friend does HAVE a barrier but it still touched her so I don't think I have a barrier. And you didn't offend me don't worry^^
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
[at] Eagleclaw Ok thank you I will try^^ The weird thing is that if my aura is so "low" how come I almost went crazy one day because of precognitions (1st story)? Shouldn't my aura em...field? Like expand at that moment?
I apologize for my bad english.
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
OH. Sorry.
You get visions when you meditate? Amazing. I'm sorry if I offend you but when and if I get visions I cherish them. I know I'm not still but my spirit is active and your right, when I'm done being in the spirit world I get very hungry.
While reading your story I had a feeling that that shadow wanted something of the other people that helped them in their daily lives. Whatever is yours is rightfully yours, you shouldn't want to give it away. You having the first thought "I'm doomed" is correct.
I know you are an atheist and if I offend you for what I think why it didn't touch you then I'm sorry. And I'm sorry for saying sorry to much.
When I first read your story I thought the reason why it never touched you is because you have a protective barrier around you whether you want it or not.
I have one for myself from my dead grandfather. He was a powerful watcher and he blessed me in infantry so that I have one and it will stay with me all my life until I die and even passed down to my next generation from the point of when they are conceived.
Your kin who loved you or grandparent, greatgrandparent very much from the bottom of their heart is the one who could have given it to you. It could be a generational protective barrier. I have a child and now she has one as well. I can't feel it. My daughter can't feel hers. It's a barrier that if it trusts whatever can penitrate and walk in and out of it and not feel it. I just know it's there.
*smile* cool. That energy thing is awesome.
❤ Qt
Eagleclaw (386 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
Hello,

I believe that you are experiencing a very low aura. Your aura is probably working at the bare minimum. Every living thing has a aura. An aura can expand from 10 inches to 20 feet from the body. If I had to guess, that may be why you were passed by. No energy. That shadow probably sucks the energy from others. Be happy he passed you by.
So, I'm going to tell you how to feel your energy field. First, put your hands together in front of you about chest high as if you are going to pray (Yes, I know that you don't pray). Next, very slowly begin to pull your hands apart and keep them parellel to each other. In about 1 inch apart you should start to feel a sensation. You will feel heat,vibration,tingling or maybe another feeling. What you feel between your hands is your own energy field. Practice this technique and you will notice that you can hold the feeling when pulling your hands further apart. The more you can expand the feeling/energy the more your aura will become stronger. So, try it you may like it. You can also teach your friends how to do it too.
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
[at] Quixotic My classmates were like just turning around when it "touched" them nothing else, I don't think I'm jealous I'm just bothered by the fact that it didn't touch me. I really would lie to know why for some reason 😕 and I can't meditate I just can't stay still even if I want to then I start getting visions and well that's not being still anymore and I'm an atheist so praying could be crossed out of the list.
Assatsu (4 stories) (12 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
[at] BelovedSuki: Ok I if I may ask what's that way to "release" that hold. To be honest I'm not bothered by feeling "hollow" but my friend is.
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
What kind of feelings did your classmates get after the shadow touched them? I'm confused. Were you scared of the shadow or were you jealous of your classmates because they got touched and you didn't?
I would think if you wanted to change your "hollowness" you would have to take some alone time and pray. Meditate. "The best prayers are heard from the closet."

❤ Qt
BelovedSuki (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
6 years ago (2011-10-21)
In my experience, it is not that you are hollow or have no emotions, I too can feel peoples emotions but they can not feel mine, and I had ask the same question. So with that I did some experiments and found out that my feelings aren't hollow they are just hidden, some might say that "If you show your feelings it might make you weak." but that is not the case.
Please do not beafraid because you can not feel your emotions or anyone else, your soul or angel is not ready for them to show yet.
but there is a way for you to release that hold...

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