Past Revisited

In July of this year I had a dream about an ex-boyfriend from 13 years ago. In the dream I told him "You know, I loved you".

We were together for over 5 years, it was a tumultuous relationship lots of ups and downs. We struggled to stay together, but finally broke up after he began to have an affair with a married lady at work.

By September, I began to have flashbacks of our time together, it was kind of nice to remember the good times we had together. As of today, the flashbacks/memories, transportation back in time, dreams and everything else in between are happening every day and night. I am not sleeping soundly and there are new dreams of he and I together. There is always a mention of the price of something in the dream... The first dream like this "we were traveling in a bus or a train and I saw gasoline prices, and I asked him how much he had paid for fuel... Seems like I knew he had paid more than the price I had just seen", the most recent dream "I asked a man what was the cost of something". Another dream scene, I have also saw a long white bridge that seem to arch high into the sky. For some reason, I did not think the dream would take me to a bright illuminated building (green and blue lights) in the distance. I have tried to go back to the dream bridge, so far I had not been able to find it again.

I have psychically tuned communicate with a ex-fiance in the past. He was sick and prayed to talk to me once again. I have, also, been contacted by a college friend who had transitioned to the other side.

I have spoken to a couple of people about this already, one thinks he is accessing (astral travel) me, because he realized what he had done and the marriage to the lady is not working, others think he might be sick and ready to transition to the other side, and a mentor thinks this is just purging/healing the past between us.

I am an Empath with a number of psychic gifts, who now feels totally overwhelmed by this situation. I am so emotional at this time, I know longer trust what I am perceiving... Because I do still love him and yearn for some aspects of our relationship.

I would like to know if anyone else has every encountered or heard about a situation like this before. If yes, how did you resolve it or how did it end? I know, no two situation are the same.

Contacting him via email, or telephone is not an option, for a number of reasons. Plus I am not sure if this is just my stuff and do not want to contact a married man who was once my lover, and friend.

Any suggestions or thoughts will be greatly appreciated.

Conundrum