Control

Hey guys,

I don't know if I'm different or what, but lately I've been getting a lot of flashing lights around me. A few years ago I noticed they would gain intensity in my presence, and now just recently they will now flash completely off, like it burned out only it doesn't. It comes back on. My phone does so many crazy things I'm not going to list but now I'm having a problem hearing people even though they hear me.

I don't know what I am, I'd like to know how I can control it better so I can exist better and perhaps what I am. I was told and vaguely remember that as a child I had a lot of trouble sleeping, and on one occasion, I had violent dreams and said I can see, hear, and feel them, soon after my mother found items in my brother's room that were unwelcome in our house. Just recently, I was almost attacked by a white owl. He flew down to about 15 feet in front of me squared up with me and stayed hovering there flapping his wings for about 5 seconds. After I yelled at him he flew away, but from time to time

I'll hear a few close by hooting but I can never see them in a tree.

I've had dreams that come true, shortly after having them, and sometimes feels like years sometimes. If I walk into a completely new place sometimes the feelings I get makes my vision black out for a second. I've seen and heard a bunch of crazy stuff, but this is the few things that have stood out to me the most. Thanks to anyone with help anything will help. Most people I speak to don't believe me or think I'm crazy

- Chris