Receiving Answers And Thoughts

What happens is if I think about a question, any question and I think about it almost like it's a Google searching my mind. I ask the question (example thinking to myself) what did my someone do or what's some things outcome in the future. Then I can use a radio or an TV to get the answer. (TV example) I take my remote and I shuffle channel surf up or down or anywhere while thinking about the question, I stop on a random channel doesn't matter, and if I listen to key words being said within the first 3 comments or less the key words spoken on whatever the thing I stopped on such as food network. Sports center, whatever it will tell me answer to the question repetitive thought in my mind, (it's not selective hearing or is it?) but this happens so much in a truth it's scary and it works with the radio if I scan while thinking about my question and stopping the scan when fully understanding my different question as that's all I think about. Stop and wait the person speaking isn't always straight forward some time it is, yikes. But the key words when put together an answer. I do not have to actually know the answer prior of asking. Also I can hear peoples thoughts. It's not as fun as it sounds because they are almost always hurtful thinking from that person. Also yet say I am in line and I all of a sudden hear a girl or guy talking in that persons actual voice saying something about me without ever hearing there voice before, in their actual speaking voice. Could I use this gift 4 good? Is it a gift? I know it's true only because how often and true things are. I have been trying to ignore all of it and it seems that it's fading away because I am not trying to catch these things anymore. But some days are stronger than others. Also I have tried to do this on purpose but it started to get me paranoid and weird and I know I could make it intense when I want if I tried. Though it seems that maybe I am thinking what I want to hear because of maybe a selective thinking process or maybe just thinking what people are thinking and filling in my own blanks and thoughts. But honestly there have been so many things that have happened that it would be so stupid to ignore or think my mind could make it up and allow myself to acknowledge it that way I want because as they say the world doesn't revolve around me. I can't possible think a certain way and have people somehow without a word have them play out what I was thinking. I never tell people this just my mother and a close cu sen. This website seems to get a lot of good feedback and I am hoping someone could help me out (telling me what's going on and the possibility of this happening to someone.) thanks.