Random Abilities

A little about me first; I am 16, currently in high school, and very experienced in abilities. I can project to the spirit world very well and do many things there using energy. I am strong, but it's not like I am some amazing god or anything, just have had a lot of practice. I've fought off negative spirits and some other people who have projected to me. I know it sounds bad, but they were some friends who I ended up fighting and disagreeing with. I have precognition, energy manipulation, projection, telepathy, empathy, and some other things I have no real name for.

Ok, now on to the real story. I was at school one day, as normal, and talking to some friends while walking down the hallway. Everything was average and normal, nothing to tip me off. I reached my class and sat down, started chatting with another friend when a pressure in my mind started to increase. It wasn't a force pushing inward, rather a pressure pushing outward. I got a serious headache from this, but didn't have any medication. A few class periods later had me sitting in Spanish class with a raging headache, worse than before. Suddenly my mind felt like it expanded rapidly and a type of 'opening' feeling. I didn't know what was going on but the pressure disappeared and was replaced with the feeling of several consciousnesses pressing up against my own. Picture it like everybody's mind had a bubble, and all of their bubbles where clouding around my own bubble. It made me sick to my stomach and returned the headache, but it was more of a dull ache then what it was before. I muscled through it and got used to the feeling abit before I tried to reach out and 'read' what, as it felt, was being forced on me. I'd reach for one mind and get flooded with sensations and memories, idle thoughts, and so much information that I couldn't distinguish one from another. It hurt, a lot, honestly. So eventually I gave up and tried to block it. Didn't work out so well for me, still felt everybody's minds pressing against my own.

In response to this, I reverted to my old method of occupying my own mind. I grabbed a book from the library and started reading. What I found shocked me. When I touched the book and started reading, I felt more information pressing into my mind, but the way it was coming from was different than before. It came up through my hand. I found as I read on and on that I knew what would happen next, as if I was there and doing it myself. I experienced the scenes the author described as if I was really there, in that book, with that character, sharing everything. Yet I knew what was coming up next, even if the character didn't. This created even more pain and nausea. By this time I just wanted it all to stop, badly. So I set the book down and tried to make it home.

Once I got home, I ran to my room and closed the door. I sat down on my bed and did a type of mind meditation, and immersed myself in my room's familiar energies and that of the friends I normally talked to. After this, I was able to calm myself enough and stop the constant pressure of minds and relax. Of course, the only minds pressing against my own were my family's at the time, so that helped me a lot. I also had friends and some spirits help block the ability with energy. They did no permanent damage or anything, just helped me a lot.

Has anybody else experienced such a thing? I know I sound crazy, but it really did happen. It was one of those things that one doesn't really forget, ever.

Hope none of you think me insane, lol.

-Aracnia <3