How To Develop My Powers

I am really troubled by some of my paranormal experiences. I am not easily scared, I am a usually candid and trusting person.

Here is one example of one experience:

One evening while I was out of town, I wished to ask a close friend to stay overnight at her place. I parked my car at her apartment building and wanted to ring at her door. But I stopped, terrified, ran away and rented a room in a hotel instead. Three days later, I learned that another tenant in that apartment building was arrested for first degree murder of a neighbour. When I heard the news, I felt as if I was hit with a blunt object on my head. At the trial, the evidence and autopsy results revealed that the cause of death was exactly that: violent blows with a blunt object on the victim's head!

I wish to learn how to better protect myself from bad things I sense are happening in my life and to better identify them earlier, so I can react sooner.

Like in this case:

At work, I was sensing a new colleague was sabotaging my work. She put on a friendly demeanor, but her laugh was strange. I had been working in the office for four years before her arrival and had an excellent relationship with my colleagues. Strange things started happening, I could not understand what, nor how come I felt more and more isolated. I knew this new colleague was the cause, but I had no proof, until recently.

When I finally found out the truth, and had proof of what she had done, I was in total shock.

I would like to learn to be better connected to what I feel, to better identify the dangers and negative influences that I sense, and to feel the answers, the solutions.

I know I have that power, but I feel that I am not giving it a chance to manifest itself.