Please don't think I am crazy. My father thinks I'm lying but my mother thinks I am a part of a legacy. I come from a long line of women who are able to tap into the other side. My great aunt could see auras. Another aunt could see into the future. My grandmother could see spirits. My mother never got any ability and neither did any of my sisters.
I am 18 years old and I feel myself losing my ability. When I was 6 years old I started having dreams of reading newspaper headlines. Weeks before the event actually happened I would have a dream of what the headlines would say. It was very simple.
When I was around 10 it changed from just headlines to full on articles and details of what had happened. One of the most vivid ones was the cave in with the coal miners in Virginia. I was reading a yahoo news article in my dream and the day after the cave in happened I actually was reading it like in my dream. It is a lot like that déjà vu feeling.
Once I became 12 it changed to watching television news and I could hear the narration of the news report. I saw/heard the first news of New Orleans flooding in my dream through my eyes when I saw the news a week later.
I transitioned when I was 14 years old to looking through the eyes of the actual camera crew on the scene of the disaster when I was having these premonitions of the future. When the Philippines started flooding from tropical storm Undoy I saw through the eyes of the helicopter pilot that was flying over head.
I usually had dreams of future disasters, but I would forget about it or I could not figure out what or where it was until after it happened. It has changed recently to just glimpses of what I would say or listening to someone I would talk to and the conversation would happen later on like déjà vu. I am sure it is not just coincidence déjà vu since I have had more than 50 in my entire life time to be just coincidence. I feel like I am becoming less sensitive and the intensity of the premonitions are fading. What is happening to me? My older relatives had their ability until their death around 80 years old, but why is it fading when I am 18? Can I do something to make my sense strong again?
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When I close my eyes and just think a bit I can see outlines of spirits better but not by much. I really try to concentrate but I always end up falling asleep.