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What Does My Experience Mean?

By nisha1121
(1 stories) (8 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2012-05-31
Country: United States
State: Texas
Category: Visions / Trances / Altered States

I was visited by a spirit of some sort, not sure, though the experience felt as if I knew the spirit and wanted me to know it was there. I had little experiences before, though nothing quite like this one. One night I had went to bed and fell asleep, then I woke up, sitting up at the end of my bed facing the wall, then my body started to walk out of the room as if I was possessed, though I was awake, but had no control over my own body but my mind. My body walked in front of an mirror, my arm felt like it was floating, as I saw it in the mirror, in the air waving like it wanted me to know it was there. It scared me at first then something told me I shouldn't be scared so let it happen and my body started to walk to a door that leads to outside and I open the door. When the door fully opened I felt it leaving my body. When I had knew I had full control again, I ran back to bed hoping it was just in my head. The next day I started to read how to get in contact with your guides, and I gave it a shot but nothing happen until a month later. I was visit again but in the early morning around 6 a.m. My boyfriend had just left to go to work, I'm home alone. I can't really explain this experience but it told me "I have or am the light". I don't know what that means but right after it told me that I had nightmares of spirits attacking me. This experience had scared me away from my guides and I'm afraid I have lost my abilities, so I'm trying to get back in contact with my guides again though I haven't had another experience since then or anything unnatural.

I am 20 now and all this happened when I was 19. I have been trying to figure it out what "I have the light" or "I am the light" means. When I was a little girl I couldn't see them but could hear them and I always had dreams and could feel them. When I was supposed to learn how to talk everyone found out I couldn't hear then I gained my hearing when I was 5. I had lots of lost in my family, I am the 10th out of 11. Two of my siblings past, one at birth the other when I was 3, she was 6 at the time. They had died and I was born in the same month. My mother passed when I was 16, she had also passed in the same month as my other 2 siblings did In June, around the same time my sister did when she was 6. I don't know it all seems weird to me. And deep down inside it feels like it was my mother causing these experience, because her and I were very close; then the rest of my siblings were. She was also the only one that knew and understood my ability. I really hope someone can help me find the answer to this meaning.

What does my experience mean?

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destineelynne (guest)

12 years ago (2012-06-04)

Now that you have explained it more, I think you may be right. They were trying to open your eyes to what you have been doing. "your are the light" that could very well mean that you have life in you and you need to take care of it. I think you are right about everything you have said... Good Job!:)

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-04)

I told some of my other family members about these two event and the believe that this could be an unnatural event, I have done more research on he light meaning. She may have mean "life" because in the spiritual word "light" means life. So she might have scared me way form death and taken way my grief. Bc I haven't feel that anymore and I haven't seek that anymore, Since then. I feel greatful of my life since that event though I'm not scared to die I just don't want to die now.

And excuse my mistake in my last post. When I said; I got by
Boyfriend" I meant "my boyfriend."

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-04)

Ha. I'm fine now. I don't need all of that. I'm not an addict or anything. I'm an "sober" person, I had even got by boyfriend to stop as well; Since that event" And I Don't Have Nightmares!. I never really do, never really had an nightmare in my life, so scarry movie and stuff like that don't bother me... I can tell the difference between my dreams and what is not an dream ok... First off. I thought I was sleep walking at first, my boyfirend does that's if he drinks to much. So I thought that what I was doing the same thing, though I had woken up and could remember what happen and I had full mind but not body control, I even seen him sleep walking so I kno how he sleep walks. And I didn't really went to bed, bed. I grab an cover from my couch and ran to the bedroom and lad on the floor... To Make sure it really happen or if it was in my head...
My boyfriend woke up in the morning and ask me; why I'm on the floor?" I responded; I guess I slept walk. I told him that becuase he doesn't believe in these things.

APsychicTouch (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-04)

Also, and this advice comes from the grandmom part of me... Please see someone for your depression. Depression should never be treated with drugs and drinks, they make depression much worse and if you had done so much as to have blacked out 3 times in one night, that's not at all good. Drugs give many BAD nightmares. Please see someone for your depression and grief. You have a long, wonderful life available to you, much to learn and much to do, not to mention future children. Are you planning to go back to school? I get that for you. You have much to accomplish and great joy ahead, but you need a helper right now, a good counselor. I say this all with much grandmom love!
Robin

APsychicTouch (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-04)

May I recommend grief counseling to you? There is a book called "The Grief Club" by melody beattie that is very good, but a group where people talk about handling grief might be helpful to you. I THINK (I'm no expert or doctor) but I THINK you are having nightmares perhaps due to fears of death and your mom's passing. Have you had anyone do a reading for you to contact your mom? Are you able to contact her? Ad for you being a light? I've never heard of that. (But I'm not a person who knows about such things). It sounds to me like depression, fear, grief, added up to nightmares. I'm not there, could be I'm wrong, but what do you think?

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-03)

Or maybe. She healed me. Around that time, I was into some bad party habits, drinking a lot, bc I was still depressing over my mother passing. I didn't really care what happens to me or to my life at the time. And after the first experence, it woke me up because I had gotten really mess up that night to the point I had blacked out 3 time. And when; to me felt like an possation" wanted me to know it was there, happen. It woke me up and I stayed sober since then but after an month of being sober I had the other exepience; of it saying that; I have the light" and I don't feel the same as I did before that morning. I don't feel that depression any more. Could this be it?.

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-03)

See that's the thing. It said " I had the light" then it attack me. She didn't feel like an harmful spirit to me, And I wasn't doing anything befor that day, I am a very relax person, I don't do much reading, I'm an deep sleeper so I sometime don't see my dreams, but when I do they usually mean something. And I knew I was a wake becuas I was trying to fight my eyes open the hole time. It happen in the morning when my boyfriend left to work. But I hadn't had an other experience since then beside one time after that and it was 3 months after that. My question is... Could I be an light or some short of energy, spirits could use?

destineelynne (guest)

12 years ago (2012-06-03)

My suggestion is to sternly tell it to go away... Make sure it understands that the questions it has can be answered by entering this light. But, I know that this always doesn't work. Just let me know if anything else happens!

APsychicTouch (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-03)

I want to add that I'm not making light of your problem. I had dreams like this when I was 22-24, too and I still remember how terrifying they were! It seemed so real and I was just as scared as you are. I know it's hard, but please, watch a funny show, read a very short one-page blessing type thing (like a chicken soup story) and drink something calming, chamomille gives me nightmares so I use milk.
Try it a few nights and let me know if it helps at all!

APsychicTouch (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-03)

This sounds to me like just a nightmare. Feeling like you are out of your body is a very real scientific thing that happens sometimes as you drift into a deeper sleep, especially if you are ill or have been doing a lot that day, or maybe even exercising before going to bed.

Astral projection is something you practice and you know you're doing it. (Or so I've been told.)

Spirits are loving and don't do "evil" to us. If this is a ghost of a departed person, you can simply tell it to go away. You don't need special powers, all humans can just tell them "You are dead and lost, I'm sorry you're lost, go find your family, because they aren't here. Go to the light and leave me alone."

I have a grand daughter your age. She stays up late reading, she'll exhaust herself because she wants to finish the book. Then she wonders why she has a fearful dream like yours with out of body feelings.:-) it's normal. Have a glass of milk and go to bed early.
Blessings to you,
Robin, A Psychic Touch

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-02)

I did ask it's name before it had attack me, But it did not sound like my mothers name, so I believe it's not my mother. I couldn't understand what her name was, so I didn't catch it. She had said it to fast. Her first name was long. That is all I can remember.

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-02)

To be honest... I don't know. Each time I really try to think about it, I start to get light headed, and dizzy. And when I repeat the story I start to choke up an cry, And my panic attacts starts up. I don't know, I can't tell if she's been around me for so long, or if she is my mother. Things had happen to me all the time, every since I was an little girl. I would wake to water running, wake up to someone watching me, sometime I feel like the right in my face when I open my eyes. Or my rideo has turn up at night, tapping at my window. Foot steps running around my room, saying my name. I could feel if it's an negative energy or an good energy, sometimes. I feel safer in light or if someone else is by me.

destineelynne (guest)

12 years ago (2012-06-02)

okay. This woman honestly sounds like she is almost taunting you for her own enjoyment. Maybe she is possibly a negative spirit and your mother is warning you of her. There are so many things this could be. While this is going on do you have any sense of strong emotions? Anger, Sadness? If so, this may help. Because those emotions are more than likely the spirits emotions. Do you see things in a different outlook than you would regularly see them?

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-02)

Oh after I had seen my hand in the mirror weaving my head had turn to look at my hand then had turn back looking back into the mirror again, and then my hand floated back down and then my body went to walking to the door... I was walking like you would have seen in an movie. After that, For about an week or so didn't really look like my self when I had looked into an mirror and my family notice that my face looked different, they said; I had looked like my mother".

nisha1121 (1 stories) (8 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-02)

Is it possible, she could have used me to pass over? Because; I forgotten to minchen this in my story" when she had told me "i had the light" right after that she did something to me but my body had went into shock, I couldn't even open my eyes, and then all of the sudden it felt I was trap in the cornner of my bed yelling at her what does that mean and what light? But I was in darkness and couldn't see past the bed. This felt like an outer exepericence, then I felt like I came back to my body, and I try to open my eye I could barely open them, then I seen an out lined figure of her then I heard an baby crying and I seen her ran out of the bed room going tours where I heard the baby cry.

destineelynne (guest)

12 years ago (2012-06-01)

I know from personal experience that spirits will do some pretty weird and scary things just to alert you that they were there... I suggest you pay close attention to your dreams... They can give you more information than you may know... If your mother really is the one causing this, then maybe your dream signifies that she is warning you of something rather evil, that you may need to be aware of. When it comes to things like this, you have to be sure to recognize every little thing as a clue to helping you reach answers... Hope this helped.

IslVoter (257 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-01)

I don't know Nisha, but the first experience sounds to me more like an out of body experience where you were trying to full get out of your body. The "arm" that you saw wavy in the mirror might have been your astral body arm, or other of the energetic bodies. [Honestly, I find this part confusing but many say there are different energetic bodies. Only one can't go too far from the physical body.]

So, the sense of freedom you felt might have been being out of the body and into projection.

In order to have conscious out of body experiences takes some skill and practice. Is it possible your mom and other passed siblings are helping you to get there so they can communicate with you more fully?

Isle- Lora

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