My Psychic Abilities

My name is Savanah and I am 16. Ever since I was 5, I have had psychic experiences. When I was 5, I started having premonitions, feeling other's emotions. The biggest one I had at that age was when I was in my kindergarten classroom, and I was sitting at one of the tables. Then very suddenly, I got a sinking feeling in my stomach, like something really bad was happening. I felt a lot of sadness, and I heard people screaming. Since I was only 5, it scared me, but I was keeping it to myself. Then later that day, I found out about 9/11. My mom had a premonition about 9/11 two years before it happened. She told me she went to New York for business for a day, and she got to go to the top of one of the towers, but I can't remember if it was 1 or 2. And she told me that when she got up there, she felt like she couldn't breathe because she saw a lot of thick smoke and debris. She heard people screaming too. So I learned that I get my abilities from my mother's side. My older sister Maria, is sensitive to the paranormal. She hears ghosts, and senses when they're near her. My aunt Claire and my Grandma usually talk to her. I'm so scared of ghosts, that I think I shut down that ability since I had it for a while. So I don't have any abilities with the paranormal anymore. Since I'm 16 now, I'm trying to master my abilities at predicting the future, and feeling emotions. I'm a little weak at future seeing, I am trying to figure out how I can get better at it. As for feeling other's emotions, I want to teach myself how to not feel them when I don't want too. And recently, for about a year now, I have been having this ability to hear people's thoughts. Like, really hear them in my own head. It's like it would feel like my own thought, but with the other person's voice. I don't even need to try to master this, because all out of nowhere, it just started happening. I find it amazing to hear what others are thinking, but I just don't understand why I am all of a sudden capable of such an amazing ability. The best I can compare my ability to is (corny enough) Edward Cullen from Twilight. When I try to explain that to my best friend Kat (short for Katarina), she laughs at the comparison, but she believes me. I find it ridiculous comparing myself to a fictional character, but it's the best I can compare it. If you have any advice for me, email me at SaviStarr1931@hotmail.com. Thanks! <3