Indigo, Crystal, Normal Or Just Weird?

Greetings everyone! So, I wanted to ask someone this ''kind''. I am not sure what I am, the thing is I match a lot of characteristics for indigo or crystal but I still don't really know. Since I analyze literally EVERYTHING I have been analyzing myself as well. So I guess after a while I realized that I understand almost everything about myself except that ''one part''. And that one part was the weird part. It's very difficult for me to explain this (sorry about my English by the way). Since I was very young, I was so passionate about nature. I talked to animals and could spend hours just sitting in the garden or by the lake thinking. I felt so amazing in the nature and it hasn't changed. If I could, I would just become part of the trees, the waters and the air. My biggest fantasies from childhood and right know always were and are being at a beautiful harmony place in nature. I was fascinated with the ocean and my biggest dream was beaing in a beautiful turquoise lagoon where I can dive and search for minerals and stones haha. I was fascinated with crystals always crystals and minerals. One more odd thing about me is the passion for people. I mean, in a way when I like someone or am in love, I just want to hugs the and I want them to hold me (I feel the love right now writing this haha x).I really like helping people. I honestly feel joy when I can help someone, but I feel that people don't understand that, like, even on omegle or chatroulette (I go there when I'm bored) when I see that someone is unhappy I do everything for them to realize that they are beautiful and have a place on this earth. I have social anxiety and depression so I am considered as quiet and sometimes weird (because I don't stand up for myself) so I don't like the people in my school because they are so ridiculously immature and shallow sometimes. I have been tested for intelligence (because I suffer from eating disorder and, I believe that all these problems came when I moved from my beautiful childhood to another country where people are different and even rude) and my results were very high-over-average intelligence and my maturity was over eighteen when I was thirteen. I am very empathic and when I was at hospital because anorexia the doctor asked me for suggestions about the work of the clinic, I was very thrilled. My mom says I have always been special because I was advanced as a baby and young child. I remember very early childhood (from under a year of age). I am 16 btw. I feel that absolutely no one can really understand me except my mom and an old healing therapist. When I decide to tell my opinion in school even the teacher looks at me like I'm a weirdo or an idiot (because I stand up against their stupidity (not all of them, but most of them think they can say and do whatever they want because they are teachers). My mom is pretty intuitive and emotional. I can talk to her about deep things (we do that a lot haha, she is my best friend). I have blue eyes with a dark ring around the blue and a little yellow around the pupil, people very often notice that and say they are beautiful. When I was younger I wanted to become a none lol, and I remember that I was amazed by the Asian culture because of their spirituality. So, that would be most of my unique characteristics BUT, there are the ones that are NOT. I believe that I am not really indigo because I believe that they are more intense in the being different thing then me. I don't see any auras and am not really intuitive, but I am very sensitive and emotional. I like parties but some ambients and colors make me anxious and make me even panic (that is one thing that the therapist at the hospital found very interesting, I still don't know where it comes from) .My mom is pretty intuitive but skeptical, I also remember that one night after I was shaking and hysterically crying (my dad is an alcoholic) my mom came to my room, didn't say a word and just held me for a few moments. I calmed down right away and felt her love, and I know it wasn't placebo. She also had a out of body experience and saw a demon or something. And I also remember being fascinated by astronomy and just looking at the stars. I have never seen any ghosts or paranormal, my dreams sometimes come true, but that's all. However, PLEASE remember that all of the above may sound a lot more special then it is. My aura colors are sensitive tan, crystal, indigo (in that order) as primary, secondary and thirdaly colors. I am not a hundred percent positive about the colors because I took a 98 question test written by some spiritual psychologist or something, and all of the three got the same points except 1 or 2 of difference between the tan and crystal (which was the same as indigo). I thought that maybe you can be partially crystal or indigo (like half indigo, half ''normal'') haha. I am so sorry if this was too long, but I hope someone could clear it up for me! Thank you so much in advance!<3