How Do I Focus This Gift

I have never had anything like this happen. Three years ago I became disabled, my life slowed from active to nearly non active. I was on the phone with a friend that lives 1000 miles away. Her daughter came into the room complaining she lost her phone, suddenly I saw were it was. I told my friend it was on her bed in plain sight and she said she had looked, I told her to look again. She got up and went into the room and there it was. The child hasn't stayed in the room all summer due to she thinks the dolls she got when her grandmother passed were watching her, so we are both baffled the phone was there, but it gets more weird. As soon as she found the phone, I saw a picture of the bottom of her bed were the covers would be hitting the floor. I told her you're going to think I'm nuts, but there is something there that someone is looking for but overlooked it more than once, so she humored me and looked. There was a lottery ticket that was bought the day before. She asked her DH and he said yes he lost it and couldn't find it. Now I have these pictures, like in a kids view finder, over and over. At the same time that happened, at night I see balls of light and something peaking around the corner with my peripheral vision. I actually see it move back and forth. I don't feel it is bad, matter of fact it makes me feel comforted. That should scare the heck out of anyone. This started this past Sat. My friend says I have a gift, but I'm a skeptic of everything, or at least I was. Is it a fluke? What do these pictures mean? Most important, have I lost my mind and if not how do I focus this gift if it is meant to be. The pictures started Sat and continue. And all are when I am totally wake. No dreams or nightmares