When I was in college, use to read tarot cards. I was actually quite good at it. However, I began to fear my ability to read them and cast the skill away. Over time though, I missed the control I had.
It has been several years since I have used them.
This leads to the heart of my story. I do not know exactly if what I am is psychic. I have a great skill for reading the emotions of people. I can tell exactly what people are feeling when they come into the room. Although, I tend to "capture" for lack of better words those emotions. It is as though, I mirror them on to myself and I feel emotions that are not mine. This is quite frustrating because it sometimes leaves me with being unable to distinguish my own emotions from other people's emotions.
I am wondering if this is something that is exclusive to me, because I feel very lost with how to handle this situation.
The other side of my story is that I can feel charges of energy on the air. I am very sensitive to when something is happening in my world that is negative. I could be having a terrific day off from work when I have this horrible feeling. So much so that my hands will start shaking and I will feel physically ill. Only later to find out that my project went wrong. Although, it is not exclusive to work related feelings, however I seem to only be able to pick up negative experiences.
Recently, I have had this feeling like that air outside is charged. It has a feeling to it that leaves me feeling kind of dazed. It is different then anything else I have experienced before. I ran though my usual routine of checking on the lives of everyone else whom is important to me. However, there was no problems. The feeling has faded. However I am left feeling uneasy about what caused that emotion.
Partly out of fear of my own abilities, I come to you today. I do not know if you can advise me. I can understand if you think it is farfetched because I know how it sounds. Thank you for taking the time to read this, I am honored.
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Amulet, and pray, or use incense to set the item.
Clearning it at night and resetting it.
Other individuals use meditation to align with
Higher energies. Set their intent by
Visualizing or imagine by sensing/feeling a shield.
The shield can be one, or many layers.
Some individuals say when using layers of shields they
Feel cut off. And if that happens use a clear bubble, or
Clear wall.
In essence when we are empathies we are much
More suceptible to energies.
The law of transference comes into affect everytime
We interact with another human being.
Which can be during our day job, to include counsiling, or
Sensing stress of the people around us.
With this interaction I believe at the end the energy will go into a recycling system and close into mother earth. But that is my thoughts, I believe others
Have different methods.
I have found that Fossil is a good stone to clear myself, and as each of us is quite unique. Others have recommended Black
Obsidien, but with Black obsidien one has to fill it with another stone, since the Black can bring out our shadowy self.
I prefer to use clear crystals, to bring in light
To rebalance.
Another method when sensing thoughts/emotions, is to
Ask, "Is this my thought"?
If it is not mine I send it to the universe for love and light for healing.
During the day say affirmations that you only hold
Loving, and helpful thoughts, Fear, anger have no place in you. Make it short!
Good journey