To be honest, I'm not sure if I have the gift or not. I've had three specific experiences I can recall that I think may have been some sort of vision. But, well, I figured I'd share them with you all to get another opinion. If I do have it, it's not something that's developed much yet.
~ I had a vivid dream that my boyfriend gave me a book. I never told him because I didn't want him to feel like he had to get it for me. But, a week later, he did.
~ Last October, I awoke in the middle of the night with the horrible fear that there was something wrong with my cat. Even that she might be dead. It was all I could do to keep myself from running downstairs to check on her. I convinced myself that I'd been dreaming. That she was fine. And I went back to sleep. And then... a week later, she died of an enlarged heart she hadn't even had before.
~ Then. This is the kicker. I had a dream that I was in love with a boy I didn't even know anything more about than his name, and that he was in love with me. It was not a normal dream. This time, when I awoke, I believed in it with every fiber of my being. And no, I hadn't even had a crush on him before. I'd never noticed him at all. The dream was incredibly vivid. I was freaked out. My heart was pounding when I awoke. I could NOT let it go. My friends thought I was going crazy. And I honestly thought maybe so too. I mean, suddenly I was in love with a boy who, to my knowledge, had never noticed me either before. It was ridiculous to expect something to happen because of a dream.
But, a couple of days later. My boyfriend and I broke up. The same day we officially ended it, the boy from my dream started talking to me and we became friends. After a couple of months, he asked me out.
We aren't together anymore. And here's the thing. My vision in the dream. I remember every detail precisely. The feeling that it will still happen is... still incredibly strong. I'm not sure if I should trust my gut instinct that is telling me we're meant to be or if I should try to let it go. (he broke up with me a couple of weeks ago). Maybe I've been a fool. Maybe I've been reading into this whole thing too much. I don't know. I only know that I can't shake the feeling that. That I'm right. When I toss away the skepticism and the analytical thoughts trying to make sense of things. When I really just listen to what I feel to be true through and through, deep down. I feel that. It's just gotta be.
All of these experiences. I feel have opened up my mind and heart more. I'm more aware of the presence of God than I've ever been before. I used to try and deny His existence, actually. And I have no doubt of spirits' existence, I'm just more curious the more I learn. If I can, I'd like to develop this. Whatever it is. As much as I can.
So. What do you think? I'm either psychic or psycho. Not sure which yet. Even if I'm not. They're still pretty strange coincidences, eh? Haha. Thanks =]
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