Grandma?

Before my Grandmother died she always told me she would be there with me no matter what happened, so when she passed away while I was at college it really hurt me. The last thing she said in the hours before she died was my name and asking for me in the end I sent a picture via text and she smiled and passed away.

Months passed without any events but then I went home near the end of the summer, when I got home things seemed oddly quiet and I felt alone and empty like something was not there that should be.

One night my sister and I stayed up late crying and talking about my Grandmother and what she meant to us, during which she went to her room and came out with my Grandmothers engagement ring, she handed to me and told me that she felt my Grandmother would have wanted me to have it because we had been so close. Instantly when I held the ring I felt an odd peace/feeling settle over me almost comforting me so from that day on I started wearing it on my neck.

During the hurricane that recently happened I was laying in bed listening to the rain and wind slam against the side of my apartment I was afraid so I held the ring in my hand and asked my Grandmother to watch over me and keep me safe. I dreamed that my grandmother came to me in a 14 year olds body, she told me that she loved me and was proud of me, also that she was there to watch over me.

That was almost 2 weeks ago, then there was today. I joined a meditation group to try to help me get rid of some stress and also to help myself relax, I was sitting there and about 25 minutes into the session the woman asked us to all think about a painful experience in our life or a moment when we felt afraid, I thought of when I received the news that my Grandmother had passed away.

Calmly I let the image of me crying while my dad broke the news to me enter my mind, I thought of my grandmother and how much I missed her when suddenly I felt a hand firmly pressing on my shoulder just like how she used to grab it when she would go to stand up, I opened my eyes and broke my concentration but no one was near me so I tried to brush it off and regain my serenity. I closed my eyes again but felt oddly cold, I opened my eyes and saw that I was surrounded by an orb or ball of light and there was a sea of black movement trying to get to me but the light kept it away I blinked and it was gone.

I got home, very confused as to what to think about this, I went to my room and changed then went to go downstairs to make some supper, I swear I saw a black human figure on the stairs when once again I blinked and it was gone. What is going on? All this in one day and I have no explanation for any of it. Is my Grandmother trying to contact me?