No One Believes Me

In 2007 I became pregnant with my second child, from the moment I found out I knew something was going to go wrong. I had a stomach wrenching feeling that would not go away, previously I had had a complication free pregnancy with my first child so there was nothing to suggest that anything would be wrong. This feeling got so strong that I eventually went to see my gp who assumed I was crazy and sent me to see a psychiatrist, they assessed me and told me I had ocd. I knew this was not the case but as all my assessment were fine nobody was concerned. Sept 2007 following a normal pregnancy my baby was born with no complications, however he failed to breath and despite the staffs best efforts he did not survive. Everyone was shocked except me I had know all along, following test and reviews no cause of death was every found. Since his birth I have continued to just feel strange things, for example I know if someone is going to contact me before they do! Recently I got in touch with an old school friend, for some reason I have a very strange connection with this guy and a friend has suggested maybe I have known him in a previous life. Although I really don't know anything about him I feel that I must protect him and care for him, there have been a number of times that I have known he has been in the same building as me about an hour before I have actually seen him. At the moment this connection is really freaking me out, I know when he is going to contact me before he does, and my feeling towards him as so strong (not in a sexual/love way) at the minute I really don't know what to do to break this connection. Could I be psychic? No body believes me...