I've Always Wondered Why I Was So Different, Indigo Child?

By QuestToFindMyself
(1 stories) (1 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2012-12-20
Country: United States
State: Iowa
Category: Am I Psychic?

Ever since I can remember I have felt different, left out, and wanting to go home. I'v never felt at home anywhere. I have never experienced seeing auras or ghost or anything like that. But I have felt presence of others.

I can read people like books, No one can really lie to me. I have dreams that come true quiet often. I think differently then everyone around me. When I was younger I always had imaginary friends, I always had my mind going and creating new things. Trying to show ones around me how to see things my way because I did nor nor do I like the way others see things. I tend to be an animal person, they trust me as well as children. I connect deeply with others (Try to).

I am not sure how to explain somethings that I just KNOW! People around me do not want to hear any of this. So I have just stopped trying to explain myself. I want someone to understand me. I get so upset with the world at times and it drives me mad. I can never sleep at night, I always get frightened of being in a bedroom alone. My nightmares have always been horrible. I'v always wished to have just one normal dream or none at all!. I'd love to find more like me.

If you think I am an Indigo child. I'v been diagnosed with depression, add. I always feel as though I am something more and something special, I am 19 with two children. If anyone out there can help me understand this more and help me figure out if I am an indigo child. Please help me. I know I am different. But I am not sure in what way.

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indigo_archer (1 posts)

7 years ago (2016-10-28)

All that you're saying is accurate to my own experiences, as an empath with an array of different abilities. I definitely feel the pain of those dreams, I also suffer chronic nightmares. However, these can be prevented with clearing energies of your home as well as within yourself. You'll get used to being able to read people, and once it becomes second nature it might become useful. And although feeling the emotions of others is a heavy burden to bear for empaths and indigos of today, you will eventually learn to let those energies pass through, and how not to make them your own. Transmute those negative feelings into something positive, and send them back to their source with love. Please don't feel alone, simply look for signs and your angels will assure you of their loving presence, as they will never abandon you.

theo (1 stories) (7 posts)

10 years ago (2014-03-24)

Sounds like you need to focus on being a good mother and taking care of your kids best you can. Don't try and be an oppressive person with your ideals, as that just doesn't go over well. In short, basically every single person thinks their view is the right one and that their logic is truth.

Seeing or chasing 'ghost' could be extremely detrimental to you and your kids, and there's plenty of time in your life to go 'crazy.' Besides, I don't think people realize just how hellish it can be to experience ghost or spirits- it doesn't cure you at all, but in fact the opposite. Just love your kids and yourself- peace inside leads to peace outside.

Higherfire (1 stories) (8 posts)

11 years ago (2013-01-07)

Hello QuestToFindMyself, If possible I would like to do your astrology chart. I would need your Birth Date, Exact Birth Time, City/State you were born in. A name is not needed. I have done research on Indigos and Birth Charts for awhile now and have discovered similar traits between all Indigos. I may be able to give some insights on how you feel and direction of life. I don't want to take over the thread but if anyone else who feels like an Indigo could post their information I would love to make comparisons. Or email me at higherfire [at] gmail.com Much love~

PatrixieKuchiki (guest)

11 years ago (2012-12-28)

Just because you feel different doesn't mean that you are automatically an INDIGO CHILD. There is a lot more to these matters than common knowledge, so I suggest taking a look at some other terms that may rhyme with what you're experiencing via Google.
Such as:
(1) You could be a Lightworker. There are different types to this, all classififed clearly by Doreen Virtue. One example is my being a "Wise One"
(2) You could be an indigo child,yes,or may be what they call crystal child (or something like that).
One thing's in common with all of these types id ever someone is one:they all feel this sense of difference from the world, as if they're meant to do something "life or world-changing".

One thing we're sure for now is you definitely are PSYCHIC. A fellow Empath and budding ClairSentient as well.
Also,before I end this comment of mine, I just want to assure you that you are not alone. You never are. You have your spirit guides with you and us:fellow psychics who are also like you, who are also on the way to spiritual enlightenment and spiritual discovery. This plae, this site, is just one of the many proofs that feeling different and psychic doesn't equate to being INSANE. In fact, life is much more appreciated once we rediscover our spiritual gifts. ❤

jhdreamer (1 posts)

11 years ago (2012-12-27)

You are definitely not alone. I feel similar things but have learned to only be around certain people when my spirit can deal with there spirit without moving my emotions down with there emotions. What helps is to understand what you are, and why you are. It took me a long time to feel my spirit to know when, what, and how to be around certain people. I say certain people because each event can be a different feeling as you know. It took me a lot of silent listening within my self to know God within me to feel what I want. At least this way you can have the peace of KNOWING and you can still read people like books without feeling there garbage.

Panthalassa (guest)

11 years ago (2012-12-27)

The traits you have mentioned are some of the most common traits of Indigo Children. I'm an Indigo Child too, and I've always had the same traits as you. You ARE special. Indigo Children are born with at least 1 mind power, but we lose our powers over the years because we listen to everyone that keeps saying "psychic powers don't exist". Most common powers Indigo Children are born with, are Telekinesis, Electrokinesis (not mentioned on the website) and Clairvoyance. I suggest you to start practising a mind power. Most Indigo Children tend to learn mind powers faster than average humans. Then you will understand what's so special about you. Hope this helps.
Cheers!

UnknownAbilities (4 stories) (29 posts)

11 years ago (2012-12-23)

Wow I never knew what an indigo child was but your post made me curious. It's unbelievable how accurately it described my life and the way I acted growing up. I was a smart kid who did mediocre in school do to boredom. Also I have a big problem with authority. I also feel very different from everyone around me but I got really good at pretending. I'm very social and good with people because I can see them inside out and I know what they want to hear. Use your skills of reading people to make common ground with them. Best of luck.

Godlywork (7 posts)

11 years ago (2012-12-23)

You are a child of God. Get with him. You are special but God is the only one how can tell you what your gifts are for. Read Hebrews in the Bible. It talks about gifts. Your not alone you should be and will be working for God soon. Lucky You.

Rosetta1 (1 stories) (76 posts)

11 years ago (2012-12-22)

I also believed myself to be an Indigo child, but then I am also the descendant of witches and Nephilim. So you could be labeled as many things, depending on who you're asking. WHat do you believe in? And also, all Indigo Children are not usually labeled with depression. In fact, some are considered life's great optimists (or pessimists, depending.) You definitely could be labeled as a medium. All that in the end is up to you. Though anIndigo child would be a great definition of what you could be known as. Now that I have said what I wanted to say, I would like to know your opinion on what I have said, if that is alright with you of course. ❤

lv1medium (1 posts)

11 years ago (2012-12-21)

your a empath for sure meaning you feed of of other peoples emotions which explains why you can read and connect with people, this could also explain your depression you could get "overwelmed with other peoples emotions" rule of thumb to prevent this don't own other ppls emotions. I don't know
what your religous belifes are (I know I can't spell very good sorry) but have you ever researched wicca? Its about the only religion that can explain this kind of stuff. I too had the feeling that I was missing something like there was more to me then I knew. I would see and feel crazy things all the time I finally had a breakdown and had to talk to some one who happened to be a wiccan witch (not a bad thing like so many people think, actully a beautiful thing) and she help me realize that I am a medium and that its a gift even tho it scares the crap out of me. Point being your not alone and I would highly suggest doing research wicca is a great starting point. Hope this helps

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