He Stole My Shields And Now I'm So Confused

By RawrGirl
(1 stories) (19 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2013-01-28
Country: United States
State: Arizona
Category: Psychic Medium

So my entire life, I've always been able to see spirits. My parents realized what was happening when I was 3 and playing with my dead older brother. (And by playing I mean I would push a car to him and he would push it back.) He stayed with me until I was about 11. He went everywhere with me, and taught me how to use my powers. How to shield myself so that spirits I would see would stop touching me, and so that spirits with bad energy couldn't come to me. He taught me how to make spirits leave if they got out of control. He taught me common courtesy for spirits. He taught me how to control the fact that I drain people when I get upset. Now I can control when I take, or give energy. He taught me how to recognize energy when I saw it. He taught me how to stop my energy from calling out to every spirit in the state. And he taught me how to tell the difference between my own emotions, and the emotions of others around me, which I felt as my own. He taught me everything I know. And then he said I was too dependent on him, and that I had to learn to be strong on my own. That was 4 years ago. I called for him. Constantly. Nothing, he wouldn't come to me.

For the last 2 months, there has been someone playing games with me. It ran in the corner of my vision. Would show a flash in a mirror, but wouldn't let me see it. Today it was doing it really bad, always in the corner of my eye. All I saw was a flash and him touching my face and all my shields were gone. Disappeared. And they came flooding in. Hundreds of spirits, sitting in front of me wanting my help. Screaming at me. Touching me. Once they touched me it was like I went into some kind of battle mode. My energy was just pouring out and forcing them back. Finally they left. I knew it was my brother who touched my face. I would never forget his feeling. Then he comes back saying that I still have much to learn, and I have a new gift developing and disappears again. And I can't get my shields back up. Whats happening to me? I feel like I've gone insane. I mean what other gift could it be? I see ghost, control energies, and can tune into peoples feelings, even change their feelings. I don't know what to do.

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RevSilverson (103 posts)

11 years ago (2013-02-04)

there are hundreds of psychic protection methods you can research online and then pick the ones that appeal to you most. You will know intuitively which ones to choose- you don't need brother's help for that. What works for me may not work for you- it's a very individual choice.

My experience with lost spirits visiting- in a lot of cases these are spirits who don't understand that they are dead. People who died with any kind of mental impairment (drugs, alcohol, alzheimers etc) have a hard time crossing over- this may be what you need to learn to do to fulfill your spiritual destiny. Learn how to cross them over into the spirit realm where they can find peace and love. Whenever I am contacted by a lost spirit I take the 5 minutes to get them into the Light. Usually I call to one of my spirit helpers to connect with the spirit and guide it into the Light. I would want someone to do this for me- so I ALWAYS assist other spirits in this way.

Love and light

IslVoter (257 posts)

11 years ago (2013-02-02)

RawrGirl--

I think the lesson you are learning IS to be able to trust in yourself and not depend on your brother.

This is more a process of you blocking the light by your pain at not having your brother available. I've had a few lives in which to learn this lesson. I tend to depend too much on mentors and not trust that I myself have the abilities. So, I would be able to perform spiritual tasks with them present but would BELIEVE I couldn't without them.

This seems to be similar for you. Concentrate less on WHAT lesson will come next than on allowing yourself to function "alone" (knowing, of course, that you are never alone). As I said, I suspect this is what the lesson is in itself, but only you will be able to know this.

You know you have power. It doesn't depend on the presence of someone else. He (your brother) also needs to move on with his own development, which may not be assisting you so much. He will always be involved, but he is moving on as well. You would want him to do that, wouldn't you? See it as his trust in your to move on under your own direction.

Good luck--but you don't need luck, just trust in the protection of the multiverse. You are always safe as long as you believe you are.

Isle - Lora

TheOtherSide (1 stories) (19 posts)

11 years ago (2013-01-31)

and if you want to help those earthbound spirits, it is easy. First, you could finish their unfinish business. Example: want to speak to love one and tell them good-bye. Then do so. Second, you make boundaries. Cleansing your home with sage or salt for boundaries. They will for sure not enter your home. YOu could search online on cleansing homes with sage or salt and it will appear. Third, you could help them cross over. This you need to be blunt with them. Let them know they no longer belong on earth. They must cross over. Follow the light. The only way they see the light is if they are willing to let go of earth. Letting go of unfinish business. Letting of pain or sorrow. Or whatever reason that they are attach to the earth. Assure them to follow the light and they will be ok. This is the best option because they not only will never bother you again, but you have help them escape ongoing cycle of same dang crap for years and years. Some may feel they are trap and don't know how to move on. They are only trap if they mind believe that they are trap just as humans are only depressed if we believe they are depressed. Lastly, you could cast them out even evil entities. There is Mantra for it but I won't teach you that because if you use it wrong, you might be the victim and open many doors to demonic entities. But you use it right, even demons will bow down to your instructions. Good luck! Hope I have give you the answer you are looking for.

TheOtherSide (1 stories) (19 posts)

11 years ago (2013-01-31)

I can tell you that your shield will never leave you if you know how to depend on yourself and believe on yourself. Find a quiet spot, close your eyes. Imagine a circle around you. YOu are in the center. That is yellow and somewhat translucent. That big orb is so strong that it is impenetrable. No negative energies or demonic entities could enter. The only that could enter is the one you give permission. The shield shall follow you where-ever you go. It will not leave you even when you sleep or when you are unaware of it. It shall protect from all spirits good or bad. You are now at a calm place. Slowly open your eyes because you know that that circle will never leave you and will always protect you. Do this meditation and no spirits can bother you in your own space or come near you. Remember when doing this meditation, say mentally of those what I have type in here. You have the power to tell spirits to leave your home. Command firmly with in the name of christ. Spirits will listen if you believe in Jesus to help you. NO need for your bro to guide you. Jesus will guide and help you.

WhitePhoenyx (1 stories) (13 posts)

11 years ago (2013-01-30)

Well maybe when you learn it you can protect yourself but I don't know why you can't protect yourself.