Wow... Where do I begin? The past one and a half years I'd say where very eventful for me I'd say. I won't get into everything because this will be way too much information at once. So let me just stick to something more recently, that started in September 2012.
In September of last year I was making some changes in my social life (university etc.) that made me feel more in peace with myself and took a lot of pressure off of my chest. One month after that, it was half through October and I had dreams for a whole week, every night that I remember until the present day like they were a bunch of movies I could re-watch whenever I want. And the next day they always happened to came true. The dreams where of banal things but still. For example: I dreamed of having a long talk with a friend of mine I actually (in reality) haven't heard of for 3 months due to a fight. The next day when I looked at my phone between lectures I saw that that same friend called me twice.
Although my (as I call it) "week of dreams" stopped some of my dreams are still coming true but weeks or months later, just not the next day. For example: I dreamed that I was in the car with my Dad. He was driving and suddenly he kept pressing his right hand against his chest, while making a painful face. When I asked him what's up, he said that his thumb on his right hand hurt like crazy. Then I woke up. Weeks later I almost forgot about the dream... Until my Dad picked me up from the train station and when I got in the car I noticed a huge band-aid on his thumb (right hand) and when I asked him about it, he told me that just before picking me up he was chopping wood and he almost cut up his thumb.
Another thing that happened twice until then is that, a friend talked about someone I clearly didn't know and have never seen nor met before. All of a sudden I could see this person distinctly in my mind, like a Polaroid picture. It's weird I know. And one time I just woke up in the middle of the night and had such a Polaroid like picture of a man in my head. Have no idea who he is until today.
What's also been happening to me is, that I started to feel and relate to other people's emotions, especially the negative ones, which seem to drain me and I feel a heavy pressure on my chest and my heart starts beating really really fast. This also happens (just way worse) when i'm in the middle of a lot of people. Every time I'm on the subway or train I just want to get out! Side note: I'm not claustrophobic! If I were this wouldn't be weird at all and as I said this started happening only recently.
Because all of this happened so fast I had a lot of questions because I was losing sleep over all of this and a co-worker of mine told me about this woman she goes to since 5 years or so. She's a psychic medium and works with energy. So I called her because my co-worker told me many things that sounded like she was legit. When I went to hear she kept telling me the following over and over again... And I know this sounds weird but I'm just telling you what happened because I'd like to get some more opinions on this... So this is what she kept saying: "You are very special. I've never seen anything like you. You will be able to do a lot later in life, once you won't be so new to this." Obviously I was confused when she said that, but even though I was I knew I could believe her. (which means I definitely believe her that she believes what she thinks, but because this is so weird to hear I'm having trouble believing the whole concept) She also told me that because I'm so special is because my number is 12 which is the highest and means that you are living your last life. (I was loving the optimism right there) And then she tested my chakras with energy and the said that all my chakras where open, which apparently is very rare. So now as I am new to this and even though I read a lot about all of those things because I want to know more, I still have questions and it would be nice, if you could give me some advice or your opinion on this:)
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