I have been followed by spirits for quite sometime. I'm a college Senior at 24 and have been experiencing these type of paranormal things for over 5 years. When I was in high school I use to be able to read the mind of a boy in my class. But I was in denial about this.
The spirits now can definitely hear my thoughts and it seems like the seem to be playing some type of ego one upping game with me sometimes. They comment or repeat back what I am thinking. Some are sweet and tell me I'm beautiful. I feel like sometimes people in my school cafeteria or co-workers are picking up on me as well. I sometimes hear them and distinct people I know when I think of them. The voices have told me I'm "spiritual" but I don't know exactly what that means. Some call me the country where my Dad is from, although I'm a full-blown American. I know I'm not schizophrenic and the medication I did take doesn't work.
I use to see full blown shadow figures- I went numb from the fear and prayed not to see them. Now I just see blotches of light or dark. I believe in angels, I know some of them are positive, but its hard to distinguish sometimes.
Most are insecure and jealous of my inner strength and will sometimes try and attack me with pricks of pain. It goes away when I yell back at them- silently or verbally and chastaize them and flick it off- kind of like a countering.
I see golden energy coming off of me alot- especially the stronger I get. Is there some sort of game play out there that I wasn't clued in on? I just want a tutorial on what this all means.
At one point I saw a human form in my cats and experienced and energy shift in my room- it was quite unsettling! By energy shift- I saw my bed disappear before my eyes and I ended up in the next room!
I don't know what to make of all this- any ideas? How do I keep my thoughts sheilded so I'm not exhausted listening to other peoples nonsense chatter and feeling so exposed. I just want mental privacy! Thank you! I appreciate all the help and advice!
~Dee
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For example:
If you hear a creepy sound like someone scratching on the door but know one is there, what color would you see and how does color, sound, and feelings play? Then if you see an aura, what sound would you think of. Stuff like that.
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Http://www.scholarpedia.org/article/Synesthesia
Http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synesthesia