I can only really begin when I was about 13, that's when the migraines and seizures started, but as far back as I can remember I've never felt alone, like I'm being watched. Seeing things in the corner of my eye I could never explain. I used to tell my grandfather about my dreams that were to become reality, all he could tell me was that it was a family trait, the ability of clairvoyance. I only half believed these claims until about two years ago when I started getting intense emotional feelings out of nowhere, that were always linked to someone around me.
The migraines became more severe, and the seizures more painful, but with it seems to have come the developement of a gift. My dreams have begun to point things out for me, and show me the wise decisions. Also, I began to sense that more is around me, always feeling someone there, or seeing a person or animal just out of eyeshot.
I've always been sensitive to those around me but its starting to become too intense. It's draining to feel not only my emotions, but the emotion of a time or place. I'm 21 years old, everything has just strengthened with time. Sometimes its hard for me to just get through the day.
The reason I'm writing this tonight is because of something that happened today, and completely threw me off guard and exhausted me. I was sitting between my boyfriend and a friend of his, and all of a sudden I felt this overwhelming sensation of complete and utter fear, which had gripped me so tight I thought I would vomit. My vision faded, as did my boyfriends voice and I was left seeing flashing red and blue lights rimmed in black, with black shaddows moving and low murmuring.
I can tell you now I have never been so terrified in my life, so that for an hour afterword I was left trembling and gasping for air. Noone believes me and I know what I saw. I just was looking for some advice on how to handle things like this. I've never experienced anything more than just an emotional feeling and this really scared me. Can someone please help me?
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