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I like hearing about your experiences and I am more interested in your projection encounters because I too have faced encounters much similar to your descriptions. When Projecting I always place protection in energy manifestations of shields and white cleansed energy to surround my body and environment about 360 degrees expanding about 20ft around me. If your not already placing protection then I recommend you do so, if you don't know how then I would be glad to help you out and anyone out there who have similar experiences.

One of the biggest reasons why I recommend protection is because it can also play a major factor in seeing the wrong stuff in perception because certain energies can distort what we focus on pursuing to see. Being grounded with positive energies is always important with every spiritual activity we pursue.
WolfBeast in Contacting Lucifer
I highly doubt that this is that last of this, negatively charged spirit creatures normally don't just drop a connection once it has been established. Your on his radar how, be careful. 😐
het [at] stellarjourney, I know it has been 7 years but I would really like to talk to you sometimes, if you have an email or something, it so nice to see that there are more people like me 😁
MoonInsideMe in I Want To Feel Free
i literally I just bursted into laugh not because this is funny, but because I though I was the only one that felt those things, I guess we are not alone after all, I just wish I knew you all in person so I wouldn't feel so alone ❤
[at] thatguy how do you contact with angels? And how do you get answers? I mean I have tried but I think I don't know how to do it
Check the pinnus of your ears for hematite or bumps of glass. If you can not feel inside the Pinnus then you have been tagged. This means that someone has tagged you. It could be a glass bead or hematite. It is not pleasant to hear everything around you and is used by gangs and Guardian Angels.
hey I'm kind of new to be an empath and trying to learn all I can. Any chance you could give me a shout at rondallrae [at] and maybe explain to me about how u do this?
A couple more things...

See if you can put the feeling in one part of your body, and move it up and down, like from your head to your toes.

Also watch for feelings in your general brain area. In addition to the feelings in my chest I get strong feelings from the area right behind my eyes. I didn't realize this until fairly recently, when I started becoming more aware of my feelings.

Also, on your spiritual journey, watch for feelings of tension in your head kind of like a headache. For me this is an indication that something's happening in my head, at the unconscious level. Whenever I get these very light-grade "tension headaches" I know something in my brain is changing.

I'd start by recommending Carl Jung for reading, because there's a tone in your narrative that really resembles Jung's. I'd probably even recommend "The Red Book", by Jung, which had an extremely profound effect on me. I regard it as an extremely spiritual text, for the proper types.

It's your reference to that feeling in your chest. You're very aware of your feelings. That's what makes me think you'd really get something out of The Red Book.

I'd say about a year ago I really started becoming aware of my feelings that way. It started when I got involved in some political activism in a way that seemed to be really over-the-top risky. I live in a very rural area, and I publicly campaigned against a branch of the federal government in a very disrespectful way, and needless to say made a fair number of enemies.

I'm a graphic design artist and I started meming this particular branch of the government, and it's like I was really on my game. It's almost like I was possessed. And I got this really incredible thrill from doing it, which was mixed with a strong fear, but my feelings were really intense, and that's when I started noticing the feeling in my chest.

It occurred to me that up until then I'd been blocking those feelings in my chest... Or maybe I'd just never felt it wanting to come out so strongly. And that's when I started doing something where I focused on it and allowed it to come out and spread throughout my body. It dawned on me that up until then I'd never really been feeling my feelings all the way.

Come to find out, most people don't feel their feelings all the way. Life amongst other humans requires that we suppress our feelings a lot of the time, and it becomes a constant habit, to the point that we don't really feel most of our feelings.

So, I believe what's happening to you is that you're feeling your feelings. And the visualization of your feelings seems to accompany that strong feeling of your feelings. It's an indication that you're in a very spiritual, or intuitive mode.

My spiritual modes come and go. I like them very much and miss them when they're gone. During those times I literally feel alive. I mean, it's a genuine feeling of aliveness. Sometimes it just comes on me. It comes on me fairly often when I smoke weed. It can come on me at different times, and it's definitely better when it comes on me at different times.

Sometimes it feels like I need to do things to create that feeling of aliveness. Like just earlier today I engaged in another round of activism against that federal agency. And to be clear, I take a completely non-violent approach. I just use my wit and my graphic design skills to really make my points. But I really turned it up a notch today. And then after that I sent emails to some other government agencies with some ideas for battling terrorism on the internet.

I mention that because I strongly suspect I'm bipolar. I've never been diagnosed, but I've studied a lot of psychology, and if that was someone else's story I was reading, I'd suspect them of being bipolar.

So welcome to being bipolar! And I really mean that. Being bipolar is definitely very interesting.

I'm just guessing you talk very fast, and smoke weed?

Just a feeling I have.

I talk so fast sometimes that other people can't understand me. I type so fast sometimes that other people can't understand me:)

Whatever it is people like you and I have, it can definitely be a good thing. You just have to learn how to benefit from it.

A couple of authors for you to check out: Thomas Troward, PD Ouspensky, and of course Jung. "Leaves of Grass" by Walt Whitman, if you can stand it. Emerson is great, and you can find most of his essays in audiobooks on youtube.

Eckert Tolle is another good one. "The Power of Now" for sure.

The spiritual journey you're talking about is a combination of educating yourself, contemplating, and willfully changing yourself. It's an awesome journey to go on! It was painful for quite a while for me, but it seems like I'm past the painful part now.

The painful part for me was getting over some relationship issues. I come from a really screwed up family. I've finally come to understand that my Mom and Dad were/are both very emotionally ill. I won't go into the details, but will tell you that pretty much every member of my family hates each other. There was just never much love in my family because of the issues my Mom and Dad had.

It's weird because it seems like it just slipped through the cracks. I was a pretty screwed up kid, but few people ever said anything. It's like everyone around me (including my Mom and Dad) were all pretending like things were normal, but things weren't normal, and to this day my Mom and Dad don't realize that things aren't/weren't normal, so it's really kind of a head-trip.

So anyway, I've had to accept the fact that I can't really love any of the members of my family, because love isn't something we seem to be able to have for each other. I really hate my Dad. I've done very poorly in romantic relationships because I have pretty serious trust issues and am truthfully too much for most people.

I don't have many friendships and for the most part feel very alien. I actually wrote a post about feeling alien here:

I don't believe I'm from another planet, but I did find the book "The Wanderer's Handbook" comforting in being able to relate to so many other people's stories. There are actually quite a few people like you and I. It seems like there have been a lot of stories lately just like yours.

Anyway, this is getting long. Let me wrap it up by saying that my advice to you is to read and educate yourself more than anything else. I've found that to be the catalyst in the process. Journal and write to yourself, and if you're 420 friendly, write down your experiences when you're high and read them the next day, and give them credence, because a lot of times when a really depressed person gets high on weed, their "highness" really only brings them to normal level.

If this makes sense... A person who spends a lot of time really depressed, and then gets high, is often only bringing their emotional baseline to what's normal for most people.

I guess the main reason I go on about smoking weed and getting high is because I get the strong sense that you do.

And don't be afraid to read some Occult literature. It will help to broaden your perspective.

And with that I'll let you go.
quuuuueeeeen in Psychic Or No?
I just know who lies, idontknow how I do it but I just look at their eyes and know the answer. Btw, thank youuuuu so much. I need help too since I am depressed and idontknow if it's because of being clairvoyant. My vision is kind of gray too, i'm confused. Thank youuu. 😭
I was 6 years old when I first experienced an Etheric Spider. It was quite early in the morning, when I decided to get in bed with my mum, who's bed was quite close to the wall. She was 8 months pregnant with my brother. As she shoo'd me to get more sleep, I looked up and noticed a large spider in the corner of the ceiling alomost staring at me. I vividly remember saying 'mum there's a big spider staring at me, it's scaring me'. In her half slumber she replied 'will you just sleep!' So I did. Next thing I know, my eyes are almost forced open, only to see a massive spider on my chest! I scream madly, kicked my mum off the bed. We searched that house that morning for the spider and NOTHING! My mum went into early labour that day and had my brother. My 6 year old mind was convinced it was a real spider.

Fast forward some years and almost the exact spider started appearing again, from the age of about 17 - when I started partying - and usually after a few nights of drinking. To me, they were real spiders that just disappeared, or I just decided not to pay them too much attention and told nobody.
Throughout my 20s, whenever I was overtired, I was awoken by this spider, it would taunt me, sometimes hanging from a web, or sitting on my chest. Every single time I'd scream and run for the light switch, turn around and see nothing.
I'm in my 30s now and after last night's experience, decided to google this. The SAME spider paid me another visit at 6am, again - forced to open my eyes, only to see it climbing the dresser to my right, I sit up and watch (full daylight) it climbed over my makeup bag and go behind the dresser. It's definitely a hairy tarantula type spider. I scream and wake my partner who just thinks 'not again!'. 🤔 I check my clock and realise I still have an hour before my alarm goes off. I manage to get back to sleep and all I dreamt of was spiders, lots of them!
At work today I've been extremely unproductive, lacking energy and focus, so I've decided to find a way to stop this from happening instead of trying to get some work done. I now know that they aren't actually spiders, but something from a different realm, that mean no good business being around.
I've decided (after watching a youtuber caled bigH1122) to say the following when it occurs 'Only those in the highest order of light may be in my presence' x 4 times. And then say out loud 'ASSAT' which means the lightest of lights. I'll then ask Archangel Michael to cover me with the blood of Jesus and protect me and my loved ones.
I hope this works. I'll also sage my house this week-end.
We live with my mil who is very negative and draining... Just a side note. Lol.
SkittyKittyCat12 in Psychic Or No?
I'm a little like you, but the difference is, I have a very specific set a visions.
1. I always see the visions during the day.
2. My twin brother and my mom both have dreams like you do.
3. Mine usually predict something that will happen a day to a couple hours from then.

I'm 14 years old, so know you're not alone. My friends always say 'oh, it's just a coincidence.' Uh huh. A coincidence that I know exactly what's going to happen before I even know any of the facts of that day.

What's it like when you feel or see something that happens later on? Does it feel like time stopped? Or is it just a fleeting feeling? I want to know if we're similar in that regard.
SkittyKittyCat12 in I Don't Belong Here
Well...hmmm. I have a few questions.
1. When was the first time you felt like this?
2. What is your earliest childhood memory?
3. Is there anything you remember that seems like it takes place somewhere other than Earth?
4. What are your dreams like?
For me, it's kind of different. When I'm either very angry or when I'm lying to my parents and I get all nervous and etc, the walls start shifting for me, but no tunnel. Maybe it's a type of portal or something to an astral dimension. 😊
Hmm, maybe he was tickling you to get your attention? I have no idea. Maybe next time, you should try talking to him since your parents can't hear you.
The blue light could be a few things, here are a few that I know and have experienced. You want to think about what you were feeling or thinking in that moment and from that you'll get a gut feeling about what you experienced:
1. Archangel Michael -> He protects and defends people who love God, google for more information
2. Past loved one or spirits - Deceased loved ones could have been around you
3. Christ consciousness -> Blue flashes of light appear when truth is spoken, heard or thought

You're on the road to being clairvoyant, congrats!
Hate being right. I really do. I have had a message over the internet that a relative of ours has died. As I said before he does not usually do such a thing and especially as it was not 'his voice.' Also I noticed that my mother began wearing a red rag on her wrist (I always laughed when she did this, always putting it down to her eccentricities). My mum kept saying she saw her dead sister in her home. And wearing the red rage is a Voodoo thing to ward off evil spirits. Now I know why. Really not negative thoughts or law of attraction. But just plain 'warnings.' I hate being right I really do.
Dear Izzy,

I really understand how you feel about being deeply connected to a narcissist.
I experienced exactly the same thing for 1,5 years.

In the beginning, when he started to approach me and love bomb me, I sort of feeling him. I sensed that he was in pain within him. I felt his pain and I was drawn to him magnetically. During our relationship and his abusive treatment towards me, I always felt him. I knew when he was sleeping, I knew exactly when he woke up, I knew the moment he checked on my text, I sensed it when he was thinking about me, I knew when he was worried or anxious, I knew when he was excited, and I knew when he was having an accident without him telling me. While we lived more than 1000 km apart. I had the confirmation of what I felt and he didn't realize it. I also knew when he was lying, but I just stupidly ignored it.

At that time, nothing I could think about us except that we were meant for each other. And he always said so. The connection I felt was so strong like I'd never experienced before. It made me very curious and then tried to find the answer of what was happening with us. Then I believed that we were twin flames as many sites talked about that the signs are so similar. Only that time I didn't realize that ours was actually abusive. I didn't realized that he abused me emotionally. But when I believed we were twin flame, I tried hard to cope with the fact. It means working hard to make the union possible. That I started to learn meditation. It didn't work in the beginning. But I always tried to think positively when I was in pain and so much hurt by him and tried to heal myself.

In the end, still believing that we were twin flames, I felt the urged to clear my negative energy and raise my vibration since it was said that was needed for union. I meditated again, this time intensively. You know what happened then?

Energy healing is true and work for me. My anxiety and pain reduced abundantly. This made me able to see and think clearly. Gradually, I began to see that our relationship was completely one sided. It was not balanced. I always give and he always takes. And I began to think that if he really loves me, he won't make me miserable. I've been in love before and my previous ex was a normal guy and his treatment towards me was nothing like my narcissist ex. I realized this very clearly.

I keep doing my energy healing intensively. And as this is progressing, I feel that wonderful feeling of self love. Before, it had been difficult to imagine and to grasp what it meant by self love and how to get there. I know from so many articles I read that empaths and narcissist are both wounded people. Narcissist is hard to cured because the parts needed for that has been destroyed. But for empaths, most cases was that deep down they are insecure, feeling unworthy of love, and co dependence. These issues need to be healed first. I realize now this healing happens when we found self love and are in tune and aligned with our spirit. I also tried to find another answer now as to what had really happened. I came across information about false twin flames and unhealthy relationship between an empath and a narcissist. Almost all the traits fit with the truth.

Then I prepared myself to say goodbye to him. And surprisingly enough, it was quite easy. He refused of course, but I stayed calm and insisted. My preparation was that energy healing and developing my self love and spirituality. You know when I said goodby to him, it was almost without pain.
I continue my healing though. I don't want to feel him anymore, it would distract me again. I found a way to cut the emotional bond with him using guided visual meditation, and another meditation for forgiving and letting go. I did this several times that finally I don't feel him the way I did before.

I can't sense him anymore now in daily basis. I don't know he's sleeping or awake, I don't know what he feels or he's ok or not. Only from time to time I will feel reckless and anxious and that was the time he tries to text me. Only that.
When he text me, I reply using Gray Rock method (a method to talk with a narcissist) cool and nice and firm. He tries to take me into long conversation by saying something that would make me ask question. But I can see his attempt and don't take his bait.

The wonderful thing is that it is all quite easy to detach from him when we are in our true self. It's true that I still don't understand about that strong connection with him and why and how it can happen. But the most important is it can be stopped. All that co dependency and insecurity have disappeared. The bond has been cut stop. I ended this relationship just a month ago and he is still doing his hoovering tactics now, and so far, I can handle it quite easily. I don't feel anxious or scared or worried. Instead, I feel so happy with myself, I feel fulfilled and loved and worthy. I'm happy with the way I am, I forgive myself, and I know God and the universe love and forgive me too.

I think you can also find a way to free yourself from his impact. You can find a way that is suitable and works for you, so you can feel relaxed and avoid getting along with a narcissist again in the future.
Magickyg413 in The Headless Man
I don't believe this man is trying to deceive harm.
If you heard a random voice saying scooby doo then hes trying to communicate with you using telepathy (speaking and listening with the mind) since he describe it as him.
Contact me at my email, I can help you out on how to speak to him clearly and answer whatever I can.
Universeteachings [at]
It could be a symbol. Look outside the norm and you should find something about that flower. It could be a guardian, an angel, or a god. There are many interpretations of flowers but you must feel it in your heart to know the truth.
KiwiSquid in Psychic Or No?
Getting very vivid dreams like the one about holding hands with your classmate, seeing visions, Seeing spirits, and seeing the "raining glitter". Notice how almost everything you experienced is associated with sight and nothing else.

You're a clairvoyant which means you have clear seeing. You should look into it there are many websites and books that'll help you out.

I'm very curious about knowing when someone is lying or not though. Can you be able to tell me the whole process on how exactly you can do that?
Is your emotional health really 'bad' or are you just not conforming? People have been groomed a hundred ways to feel low about themselves for not fitting into a shallow and mundane system. The fact that you are questioning what is happening around you, seeking deeper truths and keeping your mind open sounds like a solid path to me. Don't let others label you. Follow your heart and you'll find peace in a very non-peaceful world.
Thanks for sharing.
starsofclay in Seeing Walls Moving
something similar happens to me. I noticed it when I started practicing for aura viewing and just open eye meditation, trying to keep my eyes still on one exact spot and then relaxing them a little. I pick a spot on the wall, preferably a mark on the wall like a nail hole or something so I know for sure I am keeping my eyes on the same spot. No matter how hard I try to keep my eyes on the spot, it moves out of view. It will move up, right, left, all around, until I realize that I'm not even looking at the spot any more, but to the side of it. It becomes very frustrating, but I assumed it was an optical illusion, and/or eye micro-movements. Sometimes it does appear to be breathing in and out.

One frustrating thing is that if I keep having to put my eyes back onto the spot after it has moved out of view, then it defeats the purpose of relaxing my eyes. Perhaps it gets easier if I keep trying?
PsychicThoughts in Seeing Walls Moving
[at] Raisin
Yes, it does sort of look like that...
Reallt Sorry for the late answer >.<

PsychicThoughts in Seeing Walls Moving
Sorry for being so late... 😢
I know it's been more than a year since I posted it. But, I was REALLY busy in school. And, I really appreciate your help!

And, the things you've described above like, lights are brighter, etc. Are happening to me without me making any kind of effort towards increasing my power or anything which helps them grow.

Yes, I do have lucid dreams... Once or twice in a month...
Thanks for the help!

Ask your daughter what she sees, feels, and hears often times children know more than is when it comes to the spirit world.
Hello ~!

Well I personally think that you have abilities/powers but you just need to control them:)
Check for hematite sticks in your ears or around your ears. These will enhance sound and cause people to hear voices from electronic equipment around them. It is a tactic used by gangs and sometimes the Guardian Angels. Peace out.
AnneV, it almost scares me to know there's someone who thinks so close to the way I do. I've been called a cynic and a pessimist many times before. But then, I ask, what good as has all this unrealistic optimism done for us?

Mankind's propensity for turning blind eyes has resulted in disaster after disaster. Take the case of the Titanic. It's unsinkable. Well, since it can't sink, there's no point in getting carried away with the lifeboats, eh? Just sit back and enjoy the ride, knowing nothing bad can happen...

I've been posting in a lot of places and I can't remember what all I've said, and where I've said it, so hopefully I'm not repeating myself. But if you look at the Big Picture of Life on earth, you'll see that every species was engineered with the goal of thriving. Species have been succeeding in that goal for a long time, like in the case of the cockroach, the crocodile, shark, snake, etc. And it was all fine and well for those species to thrive. May they thrive to the ability of their habitats to sustain them...

Then along came a certain bipedal primate with opposable thumbs. And among those hairless apes, every 1 in 100,000, or maybe 1 in 1,000,000, happens to be very intelligent and figures out how to put those opposable thumbs to use in ways to give him or herself, and all of the other hairless apes, a serious advantage, and conquer nature.

Next thing you know there's 7 billion of us, doing the same thing, more or less, that we've been doing all along: breeding. And now in the luxury our great technological advances have afforded us, we can build civilizations, and conquer civilizations, and round our own by the millions and slaughter them... And the possibilities just never end.

The success of every species up to this point has been measured solely in its ability to survive, and thrive. But now we're at a point where, in addition to being able to thrive, a species must be able to see the Big Picture, and understand the purpose of Life, and recognize an intelligence at work in the universe. This intelligence created Life and sculptured it throughout the ages; it progressed it, in the carrying out of a very specific purpose.

Collectively, the human race sorely lacks the ability to see the Big Picture. By its nature the human race only wants to thrive; it wants to increase its numbers, regardless of how long it will be able so sustain itself; with no concern for the fact that the resources it depends on (petroleum being a very critical one) are being rapidly depleted.

This tendency of the human race, to keep breeding, and advancing, with no thought of the future, is encoded in the human genome. It's human nature. No government ever formed has been able to battle this, and no government formed ever will be able to (and none of us would like that kind of government, so that's a good thing). You can reason with people all you want, but they're still going to keep on breeding, because that's their nature.

I don't think the human race has evolved at all. If anything we've devolved, especially if you consider the construction of the pyramids and other "Wonders of the World". They're called "wonders" because to this day, we have to sit and "wonder" what advanced technologies our ancient ancestors possessed, which make most of us look really stupid compared to them.

That said; I mean, the fact that our basic nature, allowing us to thrive, in some twist of fate, now threatens our very survival, I do believe there's hope. I mentioned this in another post, but we are starting to see people in possession of a more "global" or "universal" consciousness. Some great examples are The Buddha, Jesus, and in more modern times, Eckhert Tolle. These are people possessing a profoundly different consciousness, which is in accordance with the Grand Design.

The question, of course, is whether or not these higher forms of consciousness will be able to establish themselves here on earth and eventually eliminate greed, ignorance, unrealistic optimism, egotism, etc., giving us a hope for a future.

The realist in me isn't giving us high odds. Although, I don't believe that Life on planet earth was meant to stop, or halt in development here. It may take some doing, and I'm sure plenty of suffering, but I believe there will be an evolution in the human race, to a new species, who above all else, will live in accordance with Nature and the Grand Design.

Just my three cents...
Auralee, like you I don't believe I'm actually from a different planet. Though I recently read "The Wanderer's Handbook" and was blown-away by the stories of people who knew exactly what you and I (and others who've commented) are going through. I'll add that most of those people are very intelligent. They've recognized themselves as being very different, and I believe they subscribe to the idea of having a sort of "alien soul" the way other people subscribe to beliefs in God and other deities--as a way of making sense of it and putting things into perspective.

I believe in a higher power, though I'm still trying to figure out what to call it. I was born and raised a Christian and abandoned the idea of God being a spiritual being in some far-off place a long time ago. I've actually had to drop my use of the word "God" altogether because of the negative imagery it conjures as the result of my childhood.

My upbringing really soured me on the idea of God, religion, higher powers etc. For a long time. But here in the last few years I've become very spiritual, and now really want to get to know what most people call "God". I've studied Eastern Philosophy, Christian Mysticism, Occultism, etc. I feel like I'm getting close.

Not too long ago I had an epiphany, and became aware of a definite intelligence in the universe. For a long time I was a hardcore skeptic and refused to believe that Life in the universe was anything but accident. I won't go on as to how I know that's there's a definite purpose to all this, but I do. It gives me hope, which is something I've tended to lack throughout my life.

I don't know what my role might be in the Big Picture. When I think about the evolution of life on earth I sometimes see myself as less than a speck, considering how many trillions, and trillions of organisms have existed and contributed to the further development of life. I'm yet one more living organism...

In simply living we're all contributing to the further development of life, but the human race is at an unprecedented place on the evolutionary ladder. First, we've become so successful as a species that our success now threatens our survival. Second, members of our species are recognizing this, and feeling compelled to do something about it. Though, those of us recognizing it, and feeling compelled to do something about it, are in the vast minority. But I do see the existence of this small group as an indication of, once again, a definite intelligence in the universe.

Thanks for your reply!

I noticed someone mentioned age as a potential cause of the alienation you feel. I'd say that's possible, though I detect something more from your story.

First it sounds to me like you're very mature for your age, and being surrounded by typical teenagers, I can understand how you might feel non-human, where teenagers are really kind of their own subgroup of "human". Their hormones, immaturity, and the fact that their brains aren't fully-developed (at the physical level) could make them seem pretty foreign to someone more grown up, like yourself.

But again, what you describe sounds like what I'm experiencing now, at over twice your age. My feeling of alienation didn't really set in until I was about 25, and has steadily intensified, and is now at an all-time high. I'm 40 now and have never felt more non-human.

I suppose it was about ten years ago that I started using the word "alien" to describe my experience. I didn't use it in the literal sense. It was just a feeling of being fundamentally different. And I don't mean in regard to basic tastes, preferences, etc. I mean, more in the way I see the world.

I've done a tremendous amount of research in the areas of psychology, philosophy, and spiritualism. I could go on and on about the things I've studied. But the topic of "consciousness" is what I've found most useful, in understanding my situation.

I'd recommend the book "Cosmic Consciousness" to you, and anyone else experiencing what you've described (by Richard Bucke). It was written in the early 1900s and is now in the public domain, so you can find a digital copy of it for free.

The book describes the development of consciousness, through the process of evolution, from animals to humans. Also through the development of of the human mind, from birth to adulthood.

Another early 1900s Russian psychologist named PD Ouspensky discusses consciousness, though he's quite a bit harder to read.

The idea is that consciousness can vary in degree from species to species, and even among members of the same species. The majority of animals are considered to have "simple consciousness". Humans are probably the only species to have "self-consciousness" (some studies suggest some of the more advanced primates do, to a lesser extent). Self-consciousness in this sense is described as an awareness of oneself as an autonomous entity, separate from our environments.

PD Ouspensky describes "self-consciousness" not only as an awareness of ourselves, as individual entities, but as an awareness of our conscious processes. Someone in possession of self-consciousness, according to PD, would be able to observe their conscious processes, almost like a separate person, observing from the outside. PD describes this type of consciousness as being rare, and I agree.

That said, and I think that most of the people who describe a feeling of being alien, or non-human, have this form of self-consciousness. It causes them to see the world very differently from ordinary people, and makes them feel very different themselves.

Not only do a lot of such people possess this form of self-consciousness, but I think they're also beginning to develop a more "global consciousness". I'd describe this as an awareness of oneself as a mere part of the bigger picture. It completely changes the way you see the world.

For a while I believed it would be vain for me to think I might be in possession of such higher forms of consciousness. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized I was, and it helped me to accept this.

What's the significance in this? I mean, what's the significance in having a higher form of consciousness? I really don't know, though I believe these higher forms of consciousness are evolutionary traits and are just now starting to emerge, as a means of helping life move closer to perfection.

I think these forms of higher consciousness have developed to counter-balance the effects of greed and egotism in the human race, which are threatening the survival of the human race and many other species. I think they're good things, though they seem to cause their possessors a lot of suffering.

Honestly, there's so much to be said on this topic that I could write a book about it.

If you, or anyone else is interested in hearing more of my thoughts on the topic of consciousness and corresponding feelings of alienation let me know, and I'll write an essay and see if I can get it published here.

I actually just finished an essay where I discuss compassion, and the way I see it as being an evolutionary trait meant to assist in the "Divine Effort" (as Ralph Waldo Emerson calls it).

I can see I am not the only one with this visions and with trouble sleeping at night, also at a younger age 4 Or 5 I used to see this shadows when the lights were out! Have dreams with monsters, dreams I would never be able to get out unless someone would wake me, they were too real and I was deep in them, the most common I would be falling constantantly and endlessly, in the streets I would hear my name! Echoing in the middle of the noises I had trouble focusing but I could remember things my mom would always say "it's impossible you were too little but yes it happen somebody must have told you" let me describe my worst dreams: at the age of 4 or 5 a dreamt being in a rollercoaster "never had seen one before" and a giant monster worm like was chasing me eating the rest of the trails.

At the age of 8 at midnight I was in my bed asleep and suddenly I stud up and lots of ghosts came to my room sorounding me and passing to my body! And yes I have trouble sleeping on the dark! Sometimes I have no option,

I am 26 now and this past Midnight I saw things I could not explain, I was asleep but I am not sure if I was, I think that if I would close my eyes I would see my room the same as it was! I was asleep and I felt a force like I was being pressured agains my bed I could see nothing but some forms appeared in the shadows and some objects in my room where also being moved! I forced myself out and pushed myself out of that situation! When I looked at the screen of my laptop and I saw a green thing with tentacles and two eyes, when I turned the screen on it got smaller but it was still there. Two shiny eyes, I know it sounds crazy but I felt like sharing this experience!

One good advise do not do Kundalini Yoga if you don't want to see shadow people. I attempted and had an out of body experience! And I looked straight out of my house and saw a shadow man looking back at me, this was last year and when I went back to being me I could not move for some time and I was freaking out.
This may be weird. Someone else told me to look at your profile. I too have this feeling. I am meant to meet someone that's south. I moved to the lower 48's and still this mystery man is still south. I've never had a good relationship. This man probably doesn't know I exist. Still this feeling never left. I understand
Hi there, I know that it's been a long time since the last posting but I thought I'll add in my experiences and hopefully share something useful and maybe get some insights too! I've recently been seeing lots of dark and white "shadows" out of the corner of my eyes and only a few days also started seeing them across my frontal vision. I do see human-like figures and also dark "spider-like" creatures which seem to like crawling along door frames. All these started occurring when I started watching "The Dead Files" where the medium Amy Allen and her partner Steve investigates hauntings mainly in the US. I also starting "sensing" more of them appearing before me when I'm doing my household chores. I don't know whether this is all just a figment of my imagination so any info/comments/advice from anyone reading this blog would be nice.

Loolum, I've also this "being" that's been attaching to me for a few years now. I sense it's a malevolent spirit that's been attaching to females in our family line for generations and I've been trying to get rid of it since then. Have you any luck getting rid of yours since the last posting?
I understand that you invited the spirit world by use of a pendulum so you didn't develop natural psychic abilities to meet them but I wonder is everyone successful in meeting spirits by the medium you have mentioned if it is rare then you should be very lucky.

So you meet random spirits and they are completely unknown to you. Many spirits of departed are in heaven and I think some return to our world at will or they are simply destined to stay in our world even after death.

I did see a blurry image of a good looking girl who haunted me in my apartment and she was in love with me. So do you see those spirits the same way I saw and I assume you talk through your mind with them and the spirit voice can be heard clearly inside your head.

There is a spirit I cannot see and he is capable of taking possession of my body and moves my hands and feet at will but I am taking total control of my body but still he manages to shake my hand violently and make me drop things I am holding. He speaks inside my head all the time. I have no idea where he came from and I don't know how to send him away. He is also capable of erasing my memory and makes me lose focus on what I just did. I think he is some kind of wizard for he brought a dead actress to be with him. So she also became part of my everyday life.

I want to say one thing if you meet spirits of younger person and ask questions they will lie a lot and play with you and in the other hand if you go for spirits who are very old and matured they will answer you very well since they are too old to hide anything from you and take pride at it. I think by now you must have asked them many question and got some answers.

You see spirits very clearly standing before you as you said you saw a gypsy woman with blue eyes and you also experienced coldness and unpleasant smell in your room. So they appear and vanish before your eyes just like that.

Hope to hear from you soon.

I have had exact the same experience about the same age!
Waking up in the night and waiting for her to come.
First I was scared and put my pillow over my head but it did n't help. Instead I was sitting in the center of my room and there she was in the doorway. White women, white curly hair, white face (no facial recognitions) and tall.
I remember that I wasn't that scared after a while. My parents room was also next to my room about 3 meter.
When I asked I wanted to go to my parents room she brought me to my parents bedroom and lay me down on bed in the middle.
I had this experience back then so many times that I was aware that I wasn't sleeping or dreaming. I could even control most things when I was dreaming Except when I was aware of the white women. I remember a other one but she had red/ orange hair and she did had kind of a face. She wasn't scary but I had bad feelings and felt like I had to avoid her.

Hope you could contact me
(I couldn't find a place4 PM u)

LibraDragon in I See Weird Blobs Help
Hello, maybe its the city that is located near a boundary or portal for another dimension.
Since I am not a expert you can dismiss my theory, but look for another possibilities and meditate while asking for an answer, the more simple the question the faster will come the answer.
Ps:The answer come in various forms, words, sound, image, intuition.
[at] Redd24 No problem, yeah fear is definitely one of the things that they would use against us. I have experienced sleep paralysis on many occasions as well as lucid dreams where demonic entities would show and tell me things that wouldn't make much sense. I guess they were just some of the many tactics that they use in order to manipulate us into giving in. I was lucky enough to have gained a better understanding about the things that take place in this world and I want to share it with people to make them aware of the fact that (as you know from your own experience) it's all very real. I would be happy to hear from you as I may be able to give you some guidance and possibly find a way to help with your situation.
A lot of people in this world need to understand that many of us are here to pursue a bigger purpose in this world. Sitting at home doing your homework, playing video games, or just socializing with your friends are only momentary things in our lives as we need to seek deeper within ourselves to truly find the guidance of what many of us are meant to pursue in this world.

I yearn in passion and ambition for a Grand Adventure in life that will change everything of what I accept of reality and myself as a person to be better for what's to come in the end. A true life change is completely necessary to truly move forward in the ways that are needed and I feel that many people in this world approach the bigger change like putting their toes slowly in the water first until they feel comfortable and when they feel like engulfing the rest of their body in the water slowly. Sometimes when we see true value in something that can change our lives forever, we need to delve completely into it where before hand we come to understand what our purpose is and where this new path will bring you.
I truly understand, what you are saying. My family for years has acknowledged I was different. I have had very odd things occur, the synchronicity of time happens to me all the time (no pun). I don't feel as though I am an alien, but I feel alienated from most people. It has taken years for me to make peace with who and what I am, and believe. Make peace, knowing you are different. My friends know me to be extremely good with animals, dogs adore me. It is as though I can feel their feelings. Thoughts.
I also feel people's energies, which lead me to believe I too am an empath. Sometimes it can be draining. I've had some amazing things happen, which I'd love to share in a journal someday. But I think my time is coming to a close...I've been studying aura, and practice yoga, connecting with a deeper sense of spirit. The world we are in, is sad... People appear to be getting dumber,,,,there are pockets of people that I feel are open, loving and spiritually attuned, but the divide is so wide.
I do believe in God, a higher power... I believe in angels, spirit guides, and that heaven does indeed exist... Some how it all ties into being spiritually in tune with God...God, in itself is something for me, unable to describe, like we as people are standing so close to the painting we can't see the whole thing, only grasp a small part... I wish you peace, and love in your's hard being empathic.

I only recently have found that time with nature, my dogs and those that accept me, is what helps... Though I love God, I'd rather be in a kayak, on the water drifting through, seeing the trees, breathing fresh air, watching the blue sky, than in church. I love the stars, the moon, the dirt under my feet... I camp as often as we can... I try to plug in to nature... I love books, but people not so much.
When I feel their anger, I feel scared. When I feel their sadness I too feel sad. I sense darkness in spirit sometimes and it really unnerves me. I keep crystals on me, and a rosary, though I am not catholic. I practice" due no harm, "which if only all people could learn those three little words, there would be no hate, no trash, and maybe a chance for what's left of this world...

...I have small amount of psychic ability, like I can feel, an emotion of a loved one, long before I see them... I once had a reading done, that lead To a great deeper awareness for me, she said I should be a healer, because my light is so bright. I hope one day to work with dogs, abandoned ones...

Hope some of this makes sense, you are not alone, wishing you peace and prayers, as you navigate your way, learning to embrace your gifts, and differences, you are not alone.
PraveenNewman in My Psychic Life Part 1
Hello Lauterb,

It is very nice to hear from you and also thank you for your guidance. But I can assure you that these messages are real you see their language style can be distinguished and they talk based on their life events and experience. I saw them individually and I encouraged them to post message promising them that their message will reach all over the world and they expressed great interest and took time to talk to me. Right now Christopher reeve and Robin Williams are watching me writing this letter to you. I like them both for they are good in making humor. Robin Williams make me laugh a lot. One thing is I can meet them only if I have a photo of them I can't meet a person if it is a painted portrait of him or her. So I cannot see people like Beethoven, Mozart, Marie Antoinette queen of France for example. Another thing is they should be good in English so I can record their message. You see I don't talk to them by moving my lips just using my mind alone I communicate.

But I do have a mischievous ghost of an old man who tries to take control of my life but I give him nice scolding to behave properly and I don't know how to get rid of him but he is with me for more than a year. Sometime he gives advice about how to deal with people and another thing is he somehow pulled a spirit of a dead actress (whom I cannot identify) from heaven to be with him every day so she is also following me. I get into fight with her all the time. She says that she wants to return to heaven but the old man is not letting her go. She died in 1969 when she is only 26. She is heavily outdated when it comes to today's lifestyle. She as the seriousness and mentality of 1960 and I like only today's woman.

But my favorite moment is when I watch movies with Walt Disney along with some dead children I also invited children from Victorian era too. Everyone excited to watch today's cartoon movies. I have promised Walt Disney that we will watch hundred animated movies to make a record. I have to tell you I am an animator by profession.

It is said that frank Liszt the musician speaks little English but he speaks English very well. I invite many musicians to listen to work of various musicians. They can hear music even when I listen through head phones.

Thanks to internet I am able to pass their messages around the world. People with this kind of power hundred years ago can't do much to communicate. Thank you for sending the link to the book you have mentioned I will read it very carefully. 😁
Dear Praveen

It is nice discover you mediumship, I am medium too, I can write a message and I have tons.

I would like to alert you about your exercises of getting messages; first, you are not able attest if all those messages where written by the authors you indicated. My mediumship started at age of 16 and today I am 54. From my knowledge those prominent people would not identify using their own names and their message should be much more elaborated and elevated and with a high purpose.

Unfortunately, some and most probably you are just dealing with one spirit and this spirit is making fun with you!

Pse check below question:

103. Ninth Class - Frivolous Spirits. - They are ignorant, mischievous, unreasonable, and addicted to mockery. They meddle with everything, and reply to every question without paying any attention to truth. They delight in causing petty annoyances, in raising false hopes of petty joys, in misleading people by mystifications and trickery. The spirits vulgarly called hobgoblins, will-o'-the-wisps, gnomes, etc., belong to this class. They are under the orders of spirits of a higher category, who make use of them as we do of servants.
In their communications with men their language is often witty and facetious, but shallow. They are quick to seize the oddities and absurdities of men and things, on which they comment with sarcastic sharpness. If they borrow distinguished names, as they are fond of doing, it is rather for the fun of the thing than from any intention to deceive by so doing.

By the above description, I strongly recommend you not do this alone, or at home!

Above is from The Spirits Book, you can check and learn more about at:

I strongly suggest you to study very carefully this book and others from same site in order to prevent a future problem whit spiritual world.

Any doubt fell free to contact

Good study
what can I say. I can be your guide for a while until I teach you how to be an elite in this field. Would you like training?
I can provide kujiin and reiki training. All I need is an email.
All the best. And remember I need an email
Hello ~!

Maybe because of the orbs and spirits around you and the overall situation made an impact on you. Fear has a lot to do with changing your mindset and your way of things. Fear probably triggered the dreams? Just a suggestion!
Next time, try having piercing thoughts, instead of trying to speak out loud. Concentrate real hard on what you want to say and send it telepathically.

One time I woke up in sleep paralysis, and I thought my partner had turned into a half tree and his fingers were growing wooden spikes reaching out to grab me. I was absolutely terrified and had to wake myself up, which was hard. Once I woke up, I realized how I tricked myself into thinking that was happening, and wished that I could have stayed in paralysis and attempted astral travel. In fact, I was so terrified, I think I put up a block and I haven't had sleep paralysis since... Which is unfortunate because I really want to astral project.
EivindStarseed in Seeing "invisible" Energy?
Thanks:) It feels really good and right:) I can't wait until it develops further:)
Kate1785 in I Feel The Future?
Hey there. New to this site and not sure how to start my own post. But I need somebody's help understanding what's going on with me. For over 15 years I get this weird feeling, it's indescribable, it's like a huge balloon or something very big that is hovering over me. It happens when I think about other people. The last time I got it when I was thinking about my ex boyfriend and kind of thought through our last conversation. All of a sudden this feeling of something big came up. As soon as I start thinking about somebody else or something else - it disappears.

It's a very strange feeling and doesn't happen very often but when it does it's overpowering, strong feeling of something huge.

I feel silly even asking about it but I would like to know if there's anything similar other people experience.

Thank you for any kind of help in advance.

I never experienced sleep paralysis. Maybe some dark energy or spirit has manifested itself in your room were you sleep so these can be reason for not getting peaceful sleep and experiencing night terrors at regular basis. I had room in a rented house were a dark energy caused people to get bad dreams when they sleep in that room. Do check my post I have collected some message from people living in the world of afterlife. Take care. 😁

There are certain things in my life which I want to keep it as secrets. I can't hear other people voice in my head but what I can do is I can make my voice heard in everyone's head. Anyway do check my post here. Take care. 😁
You are fine and not suffering from any sort of illness so be strong. Take care. 😁

I see you are experiencing strange dreams and it appears to be too real until you woke up I see. Check my post here I collected messages from people living in the world of afterlife. See you. 😁
PraveenNewman in Instant Psychic Visions

So your hear people voices and sounds. My ability is to see people from after life and communicate with them. Do check my post. Take care. 😁
PraveenNewman in I Feel The Future?

Maybe you had a little bit of experiencing the future. As for me I can see and communicate with people from afterlife. Do check my post. See you 😁
PraveenNewman in Southall Rail Crash, 1997

Its very clear that you had a premonition but you can't do anything to save their life. What should happen will happen. Anyway I am a guy who can see and communicate with people from afterlife. See you. 😁
PraveenNewman in Spirit/animal Activity

I can communicate with animals too they act very different with me more like a person with emotions but they pretend they are very dumb when they see others. I went to zoo all animals were paying attention to me. I think they see me as one of their kind. I learnt one thing always bow to the lions they are the king of the wild and it will not tolerate people who act bigger than them. Apart from this I see and communicate with people from afterlife check my post I recorded a message from J F Kennedy. See you 😁
PraveenNewman in I Feel Very Alien
If you feel alien then add me in I think I am one of them for I see people from afterlife and talk to them. See you.
PraveenNewman in Top Hat
That's a nice story. I see spirits from after life and talk to them so you can start believing in them. Also check my post for I even recorded some message from them. You will be reading messages from people straight from heaven for the first time in your life. See you. 😁
PraveenNewman in Where Do I Fit?

It is very interesting to read everyone's story here. I can see ghost but I prefer to rather call them people from after life since they are real as person in mind and spirit and I also communicate with them if you have time do check my post I collected some nice messages from them. Thank you. 😁
Cougar! I have also heard a hushed voice call me only at nighttime, either my name or mom! It's happened maybe 5 times and only when everyone is asleep.

If you see colors or lights surrounding a person, perhaps it is an aura. We emanate colors and energy around us, but most of us don't see it. Also I believe there is an electricity to us, I have had many electrical things occur around me. (popped light bulbs).
It may be easy to feel this way if you are young, as in high school.

You don't really get to blossom until you get past that stage. My advice is for 2 things: 1) to start writing, and 2) get into education. Both these things can open up your mind and perspective, which can be so limiting in your youth. Expression is a great thing to have, and to find you.
Yes thank you! I agree. I think that fits. I don't see visions, but a thought will pop in my head and reference something. For example, something popped up in my head, as a warning about someone, and I got a call regarding an issue with this person soon after! This stuff happens a lot.

I was told once I had an Indian (NA) guide, but either way I do think it is some type of protector. I appreciate this communication!

No -The messages don't appear on my computer! It's always words, messages, thoughts, or the order of how things come up. As for the internet, I feel I've communicated with someone who is a type of celebrity figure who I've "supported". I'm off that site now.

I think as a child I could've been an empath, but as I got older had to get stuff done!

Thank you:)
starsofclay in Where Do I Fit?
If you aren't seeing visions, I would look more into claircognanze or perhaps you are receiving messages from your spirit guide, especially if some of the messages appear on your computer or maybe the tv. It may seem silly to some but if they mean something to you and back up things that you have been thinking heavily on anyway, then it could definitely be your spirit guide or your higher self. Follow these rabbit holes and see where they lead. I too went to a pshycic and she explained this to me.

Also, the fact that you block people could very well mean that you are an empath. You just will never develop that side of you further until you learn to stop blocking. I do the same thing. We sound very alike in how you described it.

I am a psychic I see and communicate with people from afterlife. I guess you have found a purpose with your life. God loves and cares for everyone. Take care. 😁
I am a psychic I see and communicate with people from afterlife. Maybe its just a dream or it can be real too. Take care. 😁

I am a psychic I see and communicate with people from afterlife. I don't think you have schizophrenia. 😁. You are perfectly normal and healthy. Take care.
I am a psychic I see and communicate with people from afterlife I communicate using alphabets and numeral board. I see you use some sort of pendulum to meet spirits. So what kind of spirits you meet some random unknown people for I choose whom to meet. Take care. 😁
PraveenNewman in The Tunnel Between Life
I am a psychic I can see and communicate with people from afterlife. I don't believe in rebirth since it means leaving the peaceful heaven and returning to this painful world once gain since people I meet are still happily in heaven since they died even after many centuries. So you had a astral projection of some sort and it was a dark place with a candle light I see. 😁

I am a psychic I can see and communicate with people from afterlife. If you think you are alone I can be your friend. Take care. 😁
Hi I am a psychic I see people from afterlife and I communicate using a alphabet and numeral board. I can communicate with your brother too but I need his photo. Good luck. 😁
Hi Panthalassa,

From my experience I can tell you ghost can do lot of damage to ones life but it depends on what kind of ghost it is whether a good one or bad one negative ghost can appear in a black form. But I don't know why you see burnt people. I am a psychic I can see people from after life I can communicate with that guy but I need his photo to do that. Good luck. 😁
There is no doubt that you are followed by a ghost especially if they appear blurry and the face is not clear to see. I had this experience of living with a young female ghost when I was staying in a rented apartment alone for many years who was totally in love with me. I like her very much too for she was very supportive and caring for me. I am psychic and I can see people from afterlife. Good luck to you. 😁

I believe some ghost can randomly pick on someone and manipulate ones mind. You see I had a friend who said he was stalked by a ghost of a very old man who keeps telling things in his head which was very annoying to him and the old man never told him who he was, where he came from or at least tell his name. The old man can get inside my friends body and deliberately made his hands shiver or make him walk against his wishes. That his story.

I think Gail is a good spirit and felt very happy to read your story. I am psychic I can see people from after life. Good luck to you. 😁
I read your story I don't what those lights mean may those colorful light can be a sign of good. If your hear voices then it can be dead people from afterlife trying to get close to you or may be actually getting inside your body when the voices are louder. Anyway I am psychic I can see people from afterlife and even talk to them. If evil spirit gets inside someone they can ruin ones life for they do tricks like make you forget what you are focusing and confuse your mind and trick you into submission. Take care.
I read your story what I understood is some guy named Hunter is stalking you everywhere even in your dreams. And you think he his actually a demon in human form. Well the whole story sounds like full of terror and horror. I am a psychic I can see people from afterlife and I am here to post messages from them since I can communicate with them. If you think I can help you in someway then do tell me. Good Luck. 😁
PraveenNewman in I Don't Belong Here
Hey I can be your friend if you wish. I think you are looking for someone who can understand you. I am a psychic I can see people from afterlife the interesting thing is I collected some message from them may be I can get answers you are looking for. 😁

The same thing happened to me as well! You're not the only one. Everyday, I'm surrounded by teenagers like me at school. They're all chatting, gossiping, playing around, fooling around, and sometimes I just stare and I feel like I don't fit it. I feel alien. I feel like I'm from another galaxy. I don't understand others, or more specifically, "normal humans." I don't usually care about the girls at my school who recommend me to wear makeup, the girls that invite me to sleepovers, and more. I feel like I'm trapped in this tiny bubble that nobody understands. Others try and act like they understand (they think I'm bipolar which I'm not lol).

I feel the same way as you do. But I don't question it because I know I'm different and I'm not afraid to show it. I'm not letting fear wrap up who I want to be on earth, I'm me, alien, human, star child, whatever it be.

I hope this helps! ❤
Hmmm... Well first off I'll start by saying that you're by far not the only one who has ever felt that way about life and existence. I, for one, felt a lot like that at times when I was growing up. I guess you could say that in some ways I'm the black sheep of the family, but at the same time I have many things in common with very... Errr specific members of the family.

Maybe you should look into starseeds. It could very well be that your soul isn't originally "human". I think if you start there you might find what you're looking for with a little digging.

Good luck! And remember that you're not alone, sooooooo many of us feel that way at some point.
In my personal experience I've known many people with darkness around them, but I guess that really depends on the type of darkness you're seeing. If you don't get any sense of evil in him while you're not dreaming then perhaps it's something that has attached itself to him. Maybe what you're dreaming about is like a pre warning about the thing that's latched on. It could also be a warning about some kind of serious illness as well. It may even be that something is feeding on him psychically and the darkness is their energy lingering on him. There's also the possibility of evil inside of him, or maybe he's had dark thoughts but hides them well. Honestly though, I don't know him and I haven't met him to feel his energy so I can't say any of these things for sure. Perhaps you should pray about it, ask your guides to help you find an answer. Or better yet, meditate and connect with your higher self and see what's to be found there. If your daughter has the same sensitivities as you then there's something going on and I wouldn't just ignore it.

Also keep in mind that people change, sometimes a person can be completely fine and normal but then something can happen to trigger an inner darkness that even they were unaware of.

Just be careful in your search for answers, but I do wish you the best of luck & I apologize if my response wasn't exactly what you were looking for.
[at] thenewtarot
Thank you for your response, I ramble a lot too so it's quite alright.

It's funny you mention the possibility of knowing Hunter before this life, because in recent years I've begun remembering past lives & I'm sure he was in some of them. Like I said when I wrote this story I cut ALOT of things out to make it easier to read & less complicated. I'd also never considered the idea of Hunter becoming possessed on such a way, by his choices. I used to think he died somehow and the demon just jumped in or that he gave his soul over... But it doesn't really matter how he came to be what he is as much as it matters that I end this. I've done cleanings with sage in the past and that never really works for me, but I do know of some other things I can do. I just need to make sure that I'm totally ready, and then I'll do it. He can't touch my soul unless I let him and this is probably why things have dragged on as long as they have. He is the most determined... Creature I have encountered thus far. But thank you again for your help and I will look into some cleanses and getting ahold of holy water. It may be easier because while I don't remember his true name I do know his symbol that ties in with it.

[at] shiatzu123
Thank you as well, I stopped projecting for a long time for those very reasons but I can't keep allowing my fear control me. You're right about shielding, that is something I need to get better about. Perhaps I'll message you about that and some other things.

[at] ThulsaDune
And thanks to you as well. I'll try some of the things you suggested and pay close attention to what my guides have to say. I believe very strongly in God, my Higher Self and in angels, so I trust that and them.

[at] justinmartin1235
Yes, people do have a tendency to think things like this are too crazy to be true so they have to be lies. It's why things like this go on so long because those seeking help have a harder time finding it. I've been laughed at, made fun of and called a liar for telling my story before. I've also been called a witch, been told I'd burn in Hell and also had threats made on my life, I've just started to remind myself that the people who choose to believe that are on a whole different path than I am, and then it's easier to let it go.

Thanks all, sorry about the late reply, I've been super busy with school and starting a new job. But thank you for your help, I greatly appreciate it!
Hi do you still get these premonitions? I read your post and it was like reading my own story, especially about the blueberries. Total goosebumps all over after reading it. I heard a voice for the first time yesterday and it too only said one word but then my boyfriend did it. I also just know things, random things and I don't know why. I also smell things, like the other day I smelt cinnamon so strongly and then it was randomly mentioned in a programme I was watching.
I would love to know how you controlled you ability and broadened it as I'm looking to do the same.
I have actually had some kind of demonic presence follow me. Its an experience, people judge you if you tell them your storie. That's what I have found out. The more that you think about your experience the worse it gets worse.
Sleep paralysis is the perfect launching point for an out of body experience. If you've ever considered that, you can do some more research for info. I wrote about it on my sister site
Hi shiatzu123

First off, Thank you very much for taking the time to read my story I appreciate it very much! I figured the lights were energy they look almost like a spark of electricity. And yeah I do meditate and since then I was able to see visions more clear and hear the voices more easy.

The meditation exercise you told me about is similar to one I heard of but I haven't tried it but i'll be sure to give it a shot! Thankyou! 😊
Hi Redd24,
I may be able to help you with some advice. I have a lot of experience and first hand knowledge of this type of situation. In the past I have helped people with possession and influence issues.
80 % of the time it starts with an adolescent playing with things they should not or performing rituals. Many times it starts when someone starts playing with Ouija boards, Satanism, witchcraft and so on. It can be stopped and changed, but it should not be allowed to go on long if possible.
If you read some of my old posts you may find information you can use. I will warn you ahead of time that some people are put off by my frankness.
Okay step one protect your self by gaining faith in the one true creator and ask for his protection in prayer. Learn to talk to him as you would any one else.
Step 2: Imagine yourself wrapped in a blanket of or bubble of pure white light and love. Imagine that The Creator or God has you in a big hug like you would have gotten from your parents or grandparents when you were little.
Step 3: Ask for protection from Evil, Harm and sickness every night before you lay down to sleep.
This is important because you are most venerable just as you drift off to sleep and in your dreams. An Entity, Demon or attacking Satanist or malevolent psychic will attack at this time.
Step 4: Bless and Cleanse your own home and especially your room. Your room should be your fortification from Evil.
Step 5: Test for the presence of a Demonic entity. This will let you know what you are dealing with and what has to be done in the future. There are many ways and you can research them, but just don't become infatuated with the subject it can become a weakness. I will tell you the best 2 I have found. First 1 is to place a bible (King James Preferred) on a table or chair in your room by your bed. Take a small amount of flour bless it and sprinkle it lightly around the Bible. Leave it set for awhile and go about your normal routines. Check it when you wake up, go to bed or pass by it. If there is an Evil entity messing with your home or you it can't help but get P.O.'D and try and move or mess with that Bible or smear the flour around it. It wants to cause you fear, but don't let it. The second one which always works is to leave a cross on the wall or laying on a table or chair. A Demon has to move it, throw it, or hide it. Just call it Demonic O.C.D.
If nothing happens then great you are protected from evil in your home.
Step 6: After 1 through 5 you now can deal with the rest of the issues as they come in the physical realm in a conscious state of mind.
I believe you are dealing with a possessed person who has given them self over to evil. You will need to follow a lot of the advice given by others and ask us for help on each issue moving forward one by one.
Hope this helps in the future.
Oh cool, I didn't know we could publish lucid dreams on here... That's something I've really been trying to work on so maybe I'll have some good stories concerning that soon. I had my first real lucid dream a couple weeks ago, but it's probably not that great to make a post of, so I will just post it in here: (its a copy of something I posted on a lucid dreaming forum)

I found myself standing at the edge of a large lake at night time and in the distance I could see a large house that was only a part of the backdrop in my previous dream (this lucid dream was a continuation of a dream I had earlier that night) so I decided to fly over there and check it out. As I flew closer, the house changed and reformed from a small white blob into a sort of farmhouse, kind of like the re-texturing you get in video games as you get closer to things, due to lack of processing power. So it made me kind of curious what I was flying towards. When I landed on the dock I reminded myself that I was dreaming and rubbed my hands together (a trick that lucid dreamers use to strengthen the clarity of the dream). I set my intention that when I enter this farmhouse, which was still a ways away, I will meet my spirit guide. As I walk towards it, I can see the figure of someone entering the house in front of me, but I didn't want to rush things so I figured I'd find out who it was when I get there. Then two people leave the house, a young boy and a woman, who I assume was his mother. The boy runs around to the back of the house and the woman after him. I decide not to follow them but to enter the house to find my spirit guide, as intended. Before I do, something catches my eye by the door, a chalkboard menu sign that had writing on it meant for me. It was writing out a recipe for something, I can't remember the words but I do remember it said I must reduce my sins (actually, I think it said malice) to zero. Then it turned gibberish so I finally went inside. Inside was pretty much a restaurant /bar, where two dark skinned women where attending. I asked them who they were and they seemed offended. So I introduced myself. I said I am looking for my spirit guide, things get a little fuzzy but eventually I am sent after the kid that ran out the door earlier, who ran around to the back of the house.

It is daytime now... When I go around back, there's a sort of open air workshop on the right, and another opening in the house on my left. I check out the workshop where a woman is sitting, but I don't recall a conversation with her. What I do remember is trying to read a plaque that is laying on a stool, and I loose focus a few times. I rub my hands together, and also try spinning around but found that I couldn't. I could turn my head a bit but that was it. I refocused on the plaque on the stool and was able to hyperfocus on certain spots in order to read it. Otherwise it would become very fuzzy. It was a good skill to practice, but ultimately I don't remember what it said and it didn't seem significant anyway. So I raised up and decided to turn back to the house, where there was just a large opening and people inside sitting down to eat a meal. I go inside and begin asking for my spirit guide again. One lady was very hard to hear, and I had to ask her to repeat herself a couple times, then it turned out there wasn't really a lady there but some kind of object that the voice was coming through. I get fed up and turn towards the group of people about to eat at a large table, and say "is anyone here my spirit guide?" One lady raised her hand and I walk to her. Turns out that she still wasn't my spirit guide, but was housing a spirit, who then separated and claimed that she was in fact the spirit guide. At first she had a hard time separating, and argued with the lady that was housing her that she needs to point a certain way because there wasn't enough room at the table. Finally she pops out and floats over to the corner. She was wearing a blue suit type dress, and told me her name but I don't recall it. Remembering that I had heard that if you ask a dream character three times who they are, they are not allowed to lie to you the third time, I asked her who she is. She said I'm you. So I asked again. Same answer. I ended up asking 4 times, and still she answered that she is me. I am a male by the way, ha. In my dream, I completely interpreted that as saying she was my spirit guide, but now I realize she was just another dream character or maybe an actual embodiment of myself. So it makes me kind of wonder how lucid I was at this moment now, as my rationality was waning. Anyway, she says she will help me, and she floats over to a door, opens it, and tells me to go down to the basement. I was smart enough to know that this was going to be kind of creepy, but I agreed because I had come all this way.

She did not follow, but I bravely went down (which is uncommon for my dream self because he is usually a scardey cat and avoids scary things when possible). I think I had regained some lucidness at this point, and was anxiously awaiting what was going to happen to me in the basement. When I get down there, it is dark, and I lay down on a couch and suddenly am overwhelmed with voices echoing in my head and the feeling of being pulled in every direction. In a way it was the feeling that people describe when they separate from their body during astral travel. I get the sense that I am facing myself in some way. I remained brave throughout and just let the experience wash over me. After that is over, I slip into a storyline that there are people hunting me, and I have to slip out of the basement undetected like a stealth portion of a video game. Instead of going up the stairs, I find a door that leads outside. There are people on my right hunting me so I slip off to the left. At the edge of the house there are a line of hunters so I sneak off a little to my right. It is like these people are the inhabitants of the little island that I had arrived on. A kid sees me so I didn't want him to alarm the others so I grab him and run up a hill. At this point my lucidness returns and I decide I want to be shown an environment that represents my subconscious. I drop the kid, which kind of made me chuckle, even in my dream because I realized how silly that was, and keep walking up the hill going to see what the environment is going to change into. Nothing really comes of it... It just gets really foggy and eventually I couldn't see anything. Some familiar voices start speaking around me, like I am in a crowd surrounded by people that I know, but it was just too foggy to see anything at all. Next time I'm going to try shouting my intentions out at the top of my lungs, like I have heard will help. This is where the dream ends because my partner wakes me up for the day.
I experienced a spiritual awakening recently but I had abilities long before. The thing is I never had an opportunity to notice it until my awakening. I seen things I wasn't suppose to see because I get hunches to leave the house. I can channel easily.
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These sparkles of light which you have mentioned is "energy" you may be sensitive to some degree to be able to pick up on this as well as the voices, this energy & different colours could mean anything there is no one way to explain it, but it can be anything even a demonic entity or a bad spirit. The purple light from your body may be the colour of your aura.

Do you meditate at all? If not then the next time you have some free time sit down relax and visualise a light showering over your body and imagine it clearing off anything that shouldn't be there & see if that makes a difference in how you feel and the colour may even change from purple to something completly different, should you have any questions in the future feel free to message me, my email is in my profile and remember to stay safe.
Very well said:) I am still learning how to control my abilities, and this gave me some hope. So thank you:D
Yes they are two very different things. You can have multiple soul mates, but only one twin flame: The reflection of your soul. You are them and they are you.
Hey there amber444, while it is definitely possible to receive signs & messages from the being (s) that are assigned to watch over & guide us, we as humans even if we are spiritual beings by nature know so little that its very easy for us to get caught up in something that may end up being too much for us to handle.

Do you feel comfortable when you communicate with them? Have you ever felt threatened by them in any way?

I am not trying to sway you from anything, but safety comes first especially when dealing with spirituality, also I would like to add that you have probably become more sensitve to the things around you due to these practises as for your "concern" you have already answered that on your own and not much else needs to be added.

I hope this helps a little, if you would like to talk about this or have any questions in the future my email is in my profile.
I also hear voices while meditating/remote viewing /falling asleep (hypnagogic). They always sound kind of distorted or in a weird pitch that I never think in. Sometimes they are whispers (or in other words like breathy) , and sometimes not. Usually they are not saying anything of importance either, except when remote viewing. One time I was doing a practice target and it was a picture of ghandi, and one of the hits I got was a voice saying "no hair". In fact it happened like this: I got an image of a woman with blonde hair that was french braided down the back but she was wearing one of those old timey bowling hats. So I thought was that my target was a woman, but then the voice said "no hair" as if explaining exactly what the image represented.
(when you are learning remote viewing, one of the first things you learn is that full blown images like that are always more of a representation and not to be taken literally. Therefore my target was not a woman wearing a hat, but the round bald top to the bowling hat reprented ghandi's bald head. When I didn't understand the implication, its like the voice stepped in and corrected me.) I also got an image of someone smiling wide showing all their teeth, so I wrote down that my target has something to do with teeth. Turned out he didn't have any teeth at all and wore dentures haha! So like I said it can't be taken literally, but his (lack of) teeth was one of his defining physical traits.

That is too funny about the cougar story. The voices have yet to bleed into my everyday life, but it is something I have wanted to develop in hopes of mediumship. Same with the images.
I agree with the things that the user "thenewtarot" has spoken about in her comment, I am also glad that you have decided to share your experience here on this website were you can find people that will be able to help in one way or another.

I would also advise you not to astrally project as this leaves you open and vulnerable to his attacks or attacks from any other entity, you should also learn about energy protection (shielding) & cleansing.

Furthermore the "ritual" from the childhood may be connected to this in some way, but this is not for certain although in order to completly free yourself from this entity you will need to find out what caused and allowed for that connection to happen in the first place.

I hope that this makes sense and if you would like to talk further about this my email is in my profile.
thenewtarot in Top Hat

I have had MANY experiences with the man in the Top Hat! He is kind of spooky, and I am unsure if he is a benevolent spirit or not, it seems He has no problem preying on the weak, but he will assist you and even protect you if he thinks you're worthy of it or you beat him at his own game.

He stalked me, giving me terrible sleep paralysis and nightmares for a few years until I made him leave my psyche through force of will and sage ceremony, and now he comes back in my dreams occasionally to talk philosophy or give me important messages. I have heard many people refer to him with various titles, but when he speaks with me in dreams he calls himself, "The Hog King"
From a woman intuitive to another, You need to sever the ties and rid yourself of this demonic force FOR GOOD. As soon as possible. You need to excorsize yourself and your body as well as your general surroundings because you are dealing with an extremely powerful entity that has manifested physically and begun to posses you. But you also need to commit your spirit to cleansing itself. I am reading some misgivings on your part, I know how powerful and enticing it is... But you must break it's hold on you, because if it believes it is more powerful than you it will do everything to break you. Having a powerful entity interested in you is a sure sign of spiritual potential but you must MUST MUST face the force and COMMAND IT to leave you alone or else it WILL command you!

It is very possible that you unwillingly opened yourself to this experience with your young friend in Florida. But that ceremony may have been a part of a bigger Karma on your part. Perhaps you knew "Hunter" all too well in another lifetime. It certainly seems that way to me.

A "demon" is just an idea; a conjugation of dark thoughts that manifest themselves as a personality. This personality can exist purely in the ether but it can also be born into a young impressionable mind.

Let me put it to you this way; Hitler is a fine example of a man possessed by a demon. He was born a human, but certain character traits and life events made his mind open to a certain kind of corruption, and so the more he sharpened his will and his mind to atrocities, to more he gave up his will to atrocity. Slowly but surely he killed hitler the man so Hitler the demon could take over. That demon is hiding in each and every one of us. And hunter's demon, WHO IS A PSYCHIC VAMPIRE and your energy patterns, and the ceremony you performed drew him closer to you. He is drawn to you because he wishes to destroy your purity.

A few years back I was in pennsylvania, staying with a producer at his farm/studio. He told me that his ex-wife had been possessed at the house, and that he believed there was something of a spiritual border near the property. I dismissed his claims as the fanciful grudge of an divorcee, until I began having the nightmares.

At first, they were games. Extremely simple, straightforward games, like brick-breaker and collecting things. Everytime I won, the game changed; it got a little more complex, a little more intense, and slowly the force I was playing these games with began to materialize himself. He was darkly silhouetted, but he wore a sort stout 18th century top hat. Slowly the games became invitations, then became commands. He wanted me to hurt my family to achieve some monetary goal when I realized what he was. I turned to him in the dream, and I told him, "I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE. GET OUT OF MY HEAD. NOW." instantly the dream burst into searing flames, and from the man's sillouette arose the most demonic body I have ever witnessed. His eyes burned into mine as he let out a monsterous scream, and I awoke shrieking, drenched in sweat and hyper-ventilating from heat exhaustion. I thought that would be the end, but...
It followed me all the way back to New York, and I was infected with nightmares of him manifesting himself in my room while I was paralyzed on my bed, trying desperately to call out to someone. Once, my friend Cody who lived down the street from me, came to me in my dream, and I saw Him lay his eyes on him. I tried to warn Cody, who was consoling me and couldn't see the demon gripping him. When I awoke, it was to a call from Cody, telling me he just had a dream I was lying on my bed calling out to him. Then HE started having the nightmares. THE ONLY THING that cured us was a complete SAGE CLEANSING.

I suggest you get some HOLY WATER, some SAGE for burning, and learn a prayer or holy hymn of your choice. Then you burn the sage, blowing the smoke into every corner of your house, and recite the words, feeling the protection of God and/or your Higher Self envelope every room. Then you need to cleanse yourself in the smoke, starting at the head and working your way down, going around and around your body, still reciting. I find it helps to sing, but whatever makes you feel STRONG, GOOD, and PROTECTED. Sprinkle the holy water around the rooms you've blessed with sage for good measure and repeat as neccessary. The more people you have involved in the excorsism the better. Since you know the entities PHYSICAL name it may help you to find out it's spiritual name. When you know a demon's true name, which involves a sigil, you have absolute control over it. "Hunter" may or may not be his real name, and if you can remember anything about what your friend amber used to call the "vampire princes" that could really help you during the ceremony to be able to call on that dark energy by NAME and command it to LEAVE.

"Hunter" is indeed a man possessed. That being said, he is still just a man. And the entity possessing him is still just a shade. He may seem powerful and frightening, but you must fight through your gut fear. He cannot hurt YOU, (real you!) in this life or any.

Also, it wouldn't hurt to get a restraining order on that guy. ❤

Sorry that was long and rambling %.%
Thank you for trying to bring a positive outlook to those struggling with being an empath.
I wrote about this type of astral projection/lucid dreaming scenario on my other website:

That may help.
Like you, I've tried to emotionally and mentally work through this juggernaut. I can't count the 'new age' books, articles and posts about some dimensional shift, 2012, alien intervention (if I were them, I'd take one look and keep flying), and that all will be okay. This is my own website and I'm sure mostly considered 'new age' by many but I don't claim that humans will be saved by some super power and that we have no responsibility for our actions, or lack thereof. I've been told over and over that 'all will be fine' but 2012 has come and gone and I don't know about you, but I feel no differently now than I did 5 years ago. I perceive no shift energetically but I do see a shift in awareness from groups of people here and there, but is it enough? There is a strong reason why the scientist who set the Doomsday Clock have moved it closer to midnight than ever before, and I don't mean 5 years ago, but 3 months ago.

We have evolved in some ways. Women used to not be able to vote or have rights and slavery was common in many countries for most of history. London had horrid work houses and people might get their hand cut off for stealing bread (still practiced in some countries). We can collect herbs and worship who we want without the fear of being burned at the stake. People in developed countries are living better and freer than ever. What has 'de-evolved' is our treatment of the planet. I can't say everything will be hunky dory when there is a trash pile in the ocean the size of Texas, or that the rain forests have been reduced by 90%, or that extinctions are rampant, bee die offs, and the list just goes on and on. I can't understand why humans don't get that their petty dramas and differences are so minor and what good are they if there is not an inhabitable planet? This is like the person who slaves for money and fame, with no care to their personal development, just to realize they are dying and all that chasing of the material and self-aggrandization was so meaningless in the true scheme of things.

Sometimes I think we'll be 'lucky' and some super solar storm will knock us back to the dark ages (which it totally could) but even that brings no solace because I then realize that all those nuclear power plants across the world would melt down and we're dead from that. Recall that famous line, "This is how the world ends. Not with a bang but a whimper." It's staggering that we've not all jumped off the highest cliff around from the thought of it all!

Will brilliant leaders, engineers and problem solvers emerge in time? In total honesty, what can we do? I am starting to think that if there is no divine intervention of some type, all is lost and maybe you're right and the world will breathe a sigh of relief, but it will take many hundreds of years for it to recover from the imprint of humans.

The Native Americans prophesized what would happen down the road from the 'invaders', who they considered a greedy, non-sacred bunch, full of self-entitlement, exhibiting lack of respect for nature, and showing disdain for anything different from them that got in their way of so called progress.

You are right, we have not arrived as a species. Though we have consciousness and most want to do the right thing, the word cancer can't help but come to mind.

It's weird for me... All sudden I will think something and it happens? I don't know if I'm doing it or its like a vision that gets to mind before it happens... Either way is anybody else like this?
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Hey,uhh my name is sophia and when I was 5years old something similar happened to me I thought it was just a dream but I honestly don't know. If you have any questions, ask.

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