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hi everybody I just signed up to this website just to leave my comment hopefully somebody can give me some advice... I have read all the testimonials and I'm sitting here in disbelief! This is the first time I have looked up my experience and was so suprised to see all this! Anyway my experience is usually the same everytime. It mostly happens it seems just as I'm drifting off to sleep. Suddenly I have this overwhelming feeling that starts at my core and radiates out... It feels like pressure and kind of tingly and very over-powering. It scares the crap out of me and I have to use all my will power to snap out of it. I'm scared to let it progress, but a few times it has been out of my control and went further to the point where I felt awake, I could see as if I was awake (except only in front of me), but one problem, CANT FREAKIN MOVE! Feels like pressure is surrounding me like being 100000 feet under water. I try to speak or scream so hard but no sound will come out. I feel dread, as if something terrible is going to happen so I close my eyes (I guess they already are closed in real life) and start praying furiously "god please help me please please help me" over and over until I finally snap out of it! (im not a very religious person, but I pray because I don't know what else to do and it always works, also because someone once told me this feeling was a demon) many times I have felt the vibrating feeling upon snapping out of it. When my ex and I were still together I would tell her to watch over me on the nights that the feeling was coming over me. She would wake me up and tell me I was freaking her out because I was doing a weird breathing thing (she could never explain exactly what she meant by that). There is only one time I can recall that I became petrified because while I was feeling the pressure someone or something grabbed my leg and began to yank me out of bed. I couldn't see that time, only blackness but I remember sitting up and yelling "get the f*** off me!" and it did. Anyway this happens to me at random times, sometimes many months go by without it and sometimes it happens several nights in a row. It has happened during the day as well if I take an afternoon nap...
After reading these I feel like I shouldnt be so quick to try and snap out of it, I have considered just letting it happen but I always get scared... Any input or suggestions would be greatly appreciated!