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My name is Brandon.

I am depressed, I am psychic and I am a healer and I don't know how to tell her. She is psychic too. She is very clairaudient and Clairvoyant but she has lost touch with the spiritual world and has integrated into the world of popularity and selfishness. I love my mother but I can't tell her i'm psychic without expecting her to laugh at me, she tends to humour everything around her and I can't get into a situation to tell her without her expecting less of me. I have 3 crystals and gemstones and she finds them humourous although she has no idea what I use them for. She knows one is for healing but I don't think she's clocked on that i'm psychic or she is not telling me she knows. I absolutely refuse to read my mother and find out because i'm not like that. I can't tell anybody else other than my grandmother. My grandmother always used to call me "Special" and I never knew what she meant until now. She knows I am psychic and so is she. She is very claircognizant and very clairvoyant and I will tell her I am psychic soon enough. It's depressing because my mother has a shoulder injury and she goes to her friend's husband for healing sessions but I can do that for her for free. She also comes to me in every situation she has and talks to me about it. I am a chakra healer so if she knew talking to me would relax her then that would be the obvious thing to do. My mother's friend is extremely clairvoyant and I tend to clash with her energy alot. She makes me very sleepy and relaxed as I connect to her energy. I had an out of body experience when I was 11 and my mother saw it. Obviously that led to my abilities now I still don't know if she has clocked on. I can feel she feels differently about me to my other brothers and sister. My oldest brother has always been the "one" and has always been molly-coddled ever since day 1. My younger brother has been extremely ill and I understand why she has had so much time for him as any parent would. My sister has just had her baby and her baby will grow to be psychic at a young age. I will show him his abilities one day but at the moment I have nobody to talk to about it. I know she feels differently about me and I have an aptitude about it. If she knows why is she not telling me? Why is she covering it up? I was always the neglected one. Always the one on the side.

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TheBeyonder (4 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-08-18)
Hello my name is Ekoja.
This is natural Brandon. I sense your mother already knows. Your grandmother already knows aswell. Brandon you have a lot of Psychic people around you and there is a reason for that. Ask for assistance. Go to a counsellor. There are spiritual groups you can join that unites individuals in this type of manor. I wish you the best of luck and don't be afraid to shine like a light.
sophie_delasanity (1 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-08-18)
Dear Brandon,

Your story sounds very familiar to me. It is normal to suffer from loved-ones' blindness and persistence on going to an ego-driven direction when we can clearly see/know which way is the right path for them.

Regarding that, I had very close and long friendships that I had to end bc of this. What I realized after was: I was mostly seeing the good in them, their higher being, but not paying attention in their being in 3D which might manifest itself very different from their higher being, can be controversial. I remember yelling on a friend: "You cannot do this, I cannot accept this attitude coming from YOU!". Clearly, my image of them clashed with their image of themselves. I expected them to act like their higher being but they did not and that deceived me... What I realized years later is that we can all do mistakes and be blind for sometime to some truths, nevertheless this doesn't mean that we are bad people or so. It only means that at that particular spatio-temporal point that particular person needed to live that particular experience. So the time and place may not be right for your mom to acknowledge your abilities, and maybe hers as well...

There is one thing that you should always keep in mind: the free will. We cannot force people to do something unless they do it w their free will. This of course includes the case of giving too much, too heavy or too premature information to someone... In that case, the person will reject it since the information cannot be grasped by that person due to a large spectrum of possible causes.

When it comes to how YOU are feeling right now... If you are feeling depressed, you are also given the strength (or the "toolbox") to overcome it. You should try to question where this depression is coming from and transform it to happiness through its acceptance and contemplation.

Try to relax, and learn from this experience. On your path you will run into many future-loved ones who will be carrying the same pattern of behavior and this shall not refrain you from your path. Take as much as you can form this experience to use in the future. In the meantime much can change, since nothing is ever reached...

In the times of negativity, depression etc. Acknowledge it, observe it and listen to your inner voice this will provide you guidance and bring serenity...

Hope this helps

With serenity,
Sophie
cayce17 (6 stories) (189 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-08-14)
BrinkerzHD, a lot of people are in denial of things they've witnessed and know, because to them it doesn't make sense, but to us it's an everyday normal thing. If you do want someone to talk to about this whenever your depressed or want someone to talk to about this psychic stuff you can e-mail me here I'm on everyday, so I should get back to you super fast if you decide to e-mail me:
Rainashea16 [at] gmail.com

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