Help me! (I know it's a lame beginning but I have no idea how to start this), I'm a middle schooler that lives in a small town and in the past couple months I have been surrounded by crazy unexplainuble paranormal stuff that includes the awakening of my own special powers, and I really need some answers.
Since I don't want to get into every thing that has happened in my life I'm going to start on my very first question that I have been itching to ask sombody, that question is the simple question of what in the world am I?
Ever since I was little I used to see these... Well I called them blobs, and since there's I can't really describe them I'll put it like this; you know when you were young and your mom told you not to look into the sun and you did it any way just to see if you can (don't try to deny it) and then when you look away you see this blob of light that is in your eye no matter were you look? It's sort of like that but I could only see them in the dark and unlike the sun you could actually look away from them and I didn't have to look into a bright light to see them. Sometimes they would morph in faces or anamials, but mostly they just stay blobby.
They came in different colors, like blue and black, red and orange, pink, purple you name it and usually they were no smaller than my fist but they often got bigger. When I was young I would watch them crawl across the wall and float over my room to fall asleep, but eventually stopped seeing that around second grade and then started seeing them agian in fourth grade. I never really told anyone because when I was young I just thought it was normal but then when I started seeing them agian I didn't want people to think I was crazy so I just kept it quiet.
I thought they were orbs for a while but I threw that theory away in a motel in madras Oregon when I believe I saw two spirits fighting, they started out as normal blobs but then they grew bigger and bigger until the two blobs clouded my vision and it was all I could see. I tried blinking and rubbing my eyes but they were still there, a mix of green and purple.
The air seemed to grow alive and my hair stood on end as I watched the blobs morph into two hooded people that's started fighting, they were constantly moving, clashing with each other like waves, often morphing into wolves and then back into hooded people agian. I can easily say it was the most beautiful but terrifying thing I have ever seen before, and after ten minutes they calmed down and dissapered like smoke.
Lately I really haven't been seeing the blobs but my power has been becoming more defined I think. You see all my friends for some weird Reason has some sort of power (no they are not faking) and one of them, Alfa can see feel ghosts/spirits/demons (I know it sounds stupid but I am going to do a post about it and you can read all about my friends weirdness) and I was standing in front of her and she I blinked and in my eyelids (just roll with my stupid wording please) I saw a face of a man out of the darkness. I looked behind her agian and I blinked and saw the guys face agian, I asked her about it and she told me that there was a spirit behind her. It happened agian with my mom, I was looking at her and I closed my eyes and saw two faces, one man, one woman behind my mom.
I started seeing aruras too I think, I'm not super good at it and it recuires lots of concentration for me but I can see them, but I see the Aruras clearer if I just close my eyes
(My Arura is green with yellow and a hint of light purple and dark purple). It's like my eyes have gotten super sensitive to light, because every time I close my eyes I can see lots of stuff (weird stuff). And sometimes when I focus the whole world looked like it filled with elictristy and I know this is super weird but please hang with me.
I also might be a tad clairvoyant because I can sort of tell the future and have been known to know things that I have no idea why I know (ie having phrophetic dreams, knowing that sombody is going to call before anybody calls, knowing what people are going to say before they say it, and passingly tests that I haven't even studied for) I'm really not super good at telling the future, but I can on a small small level and I thought it might be useful for people if there going to try to figure out what I am.
I also experience a lot of deja vu all the time and headaches inbetweeen my eyebrows were my third eye is.
Yes I do know this is basically just a bunch of jumbled information but you do not know how appreciated I will be if you talk the time to figure this out or at least try
Rena Aka NannyMarmalade