I've never felt quite right in any situation. I have had many odd experiences of telepathy, telekinesis, clairvoyance, and deja vu.
Sometimes, I'll just be thinking about maybe something that I talked about at lunch. Next thing I know, my parents ask who I talked to at lunch. It's either I read minds unknowingly, or I inspire thoughts in others.
Next, telekinesis. Something inside my mom's car is constantly rattling when we are driving. More than once, I have focused on the noise and, uncontrollably, stopped it. No more rattle for the rest of the drive. Sometimes, I'll think about maybe shutting a door to trap the air from my AC in my room. Without doing anything more than that, the door will shut.
On to clairvoyancy. When I was about four, I had a dream that my grandparents bought a new house. On the outside, a completely normal house. On the inside, the tallest structure in the world, each floor having 4 equally spaced out rooms with candles sbove each door. I am visiting my grandparents with my sister and two boys I've never seen in my life. Noise on 27th floor, I wake everyone up, we check it out, and now the good part. As we reach for the light switch in the room, we hear the noise again, a mix of a growl and scratching sound. We flip on the switch. Some sort of creature that I can only depict as a zombie screeches at us. The end. I've had this dream 6 times. Twice, we've ran to the basement and found a green skinned Albert Einstein with teslas in the background. The weird thing is this: the house, its street, even the same position of the sun it had in the dream, I saw it in real life for the first time a couple months ago. But it's not just a random street. The street I saw was where my grandparents lived before I was born, and I had no idea for 10 years. Also, not as strange though, I started playing a zombie game in the summer. One kind of zombie looks the exact same as the one in my dream. The game came out 8 years after I first had the dream. Some similar dreams have also had impact in my life. As for deja vu, it's mainly that I've met people recently that I feel like I've known for years.
One other strange thing. I have not only sleepwalked and talked, but actually had complex human communication while wearing nothing but a red vest and hangars, one on each foot, and telling my mom I was getting ready for bed.
I've been depressed and anxious and questioning who I am for my whole life, searching for answers. I just want to actually find an answer to this: What am I? At this point, I'm not even sure I'm human.
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