Out Of Control, Please Help

Hey Chad
Im 39 years of age and have been a medium clairvoyant for the last 3 years. Shorlty after I had my first experience I was amazed. But shortly afterwards I started to experience scary things. I read heaps of books. I realised that I was so open to anything or anyone unseen and I had to control it and I did. You are too open you need to close it down just a bit.

No. 1 You need to believe in something God, Buddha, Allah, someone. Say a prayer and ask that your guides protect you and keep you safe and to have ONLY good spirits around you, only spirits with a higher love and light.

No. 2 visualise a beautiful white light around you. This white light protects and nothing absolutely nothing can hurt you. Visualise this after your prayer do it every morning and definitely do it before you sleep. It is important you imagine and more importantly BELIEVE this white light is around you. From the top of your head to the tip of your toe. You should feel at peace and more relaxed. Its going to take every bit of concentration you can muster, you have to be strong and have faith. If you find it difficult concentrating on the white light, picture yourself in a white room, everthing is white. Or imagine a white light around you much the same as when you look at the sun and you are nearly blinded by the sun's rays. Please let me know if you have any further difficulties, I will only be too happy to help.
Love and light.

there are several things you can do to control, but not get rid of, your powers. The energy of draining batteries, cell phones etc means you are absorbing large quantities of local energy. Your crown chakra may not be OPEN enough for you to receive the energy of the universe instead of the energy of smaller things close to you. In similar fashion, your psychic abilities can be controlled by CLOSING (not completely) your 3rd eye chakra.

Who's to say that being psychic isn't the norm? Just because humankind has not come to readily accept psychic abilities means that we have not evolved to that level yet. It might be that being psychic is something humankind will evolve into and we psychics now are the forerunners of that development. The Divine Spirit loves all of Its creations. It doesn't want us to be in pain. Stay positive in all things. Find the benefit instead of the downside of things. Just as you can choose your attitude, you can shape your powers into how you want them to be.

Love and Light,
Revsilverson

well I have heard of people like you not this extream... I hope you get to learn and control your power better you coulkd try medataing its workd for me (sorta stess relieaver).

Well said Freakgirl! I control these things by meditation 2 times a day about 25 minutes but I still go through cell phones about every other month and I can kill a battery in the other room. I have found it's handy for flouresant lights when the balast is going bad, a little zip/spark and let there be light!
My advice is to get the book Energy Work by Robert Bruce and Meditate.
Like Freakgirl says if you push it down it will leave a hole inside you, like something is missing. That feeling stinks!
It seems to work for me.

by the way if you really want this then here is my email to respond to. It is ten-blades (at) hotmail.com

Dude I just 13 and when I was 5 there were things that I could do that would make people shiat themselves. When I first start having my powers I learn to contral them if you like you could come by and visit my place how ever I going to need a fee because if you want me to help you I going to need some money for the equipment that is need to help you

Hi Chad. Thanks for writing. It's nice to know that people actually read or listen now and then. I never expect it. I also have to learn, a lot of stuff, so take what I write with a grain of salt. I do remember that I'm not God, much as I'd enjoy being him I guess. It's nice that sensitive people like you are in the world. It's a good balance. You'd make a great social worker.

I hear where you are coming from. I have struggled all of my life to get used to having to feel what others feel, struggling not to get a glimpse at something foreboding. It wears on you, right? And quite possibly creates no more stress than what most common folks go through. That is the kicker. We ALL go through things. Whether you are someone who tends to 'see' things or a pig farmer... We just see a little more. Since biblical times the prophetic were used, sometimes worshipped but were always persecuted. Today, and for the past several hundred years, society in the West has stopped burning the witch and started to mock her. In other words society no longer kills, but denies the possibility of the existence. Sometimes I wonder what my occupation would be if our modern world had not done this. I think that is the source of a lot of my, and possibly your, stress and aggravation. We are essentially unused resources.
So, just know that we all struggle and there are folks out here that feel the same way.

Thanks everyone... I got more responces
Then I thought I ever would... Maybe out
Of fustration I said that I want it gone...
Reading you advice If I could talk to someone or figure out how to control some of it I would like to
Use it to help people... But at this point
I do not have a clue how to control anything.
I have read a few books but they were
Not a lot of help. As most of you know its
Hard to find someone to talk to about this and me typicaly being a shy, DIY person don't help... Just writing here has made
Me feel a lot better...
Again thank you all
Chad

I would suggest as someone who has gone and is still going through the same thing as you that you learn how to cope with it and control it a bit.
The more you try to push it away the more it will push back.
You will be surprised how handy this can be. I still have a great deal of trouble being in big groups of people but I don't mind it so much anymore.

It sounds like your childhood was not the greatest. Sorry. I'm a very simple person. I don't know what you should do. Each of us are unique. A first step might be taking bottled water, fasting, and setting out somewhere comfortable and thinking. Nature helps. Figure out and envision where you want to go and do it. Before we can get what we want, we have to know what we want and be willing to sacrifice a little for it. Then I recommend appreciating everything and helping others. No matter how hard it gets, it's much worse for someone else. I promise you.

I am no expert nor do I have similar things happen to me such as you may have. Freakgirl may be right but after 30 years of living this, I am sure that when you say you want it gone, you truely want it gone.

Some things I picked up when reading this: You want to enjoy crowds and people, but something doesn't want you to. You want to be "normal".

Things I suggest:
Go to Movies, try and make friends and such and preoccupy your time with going out and having fun. If you get these feelings while you're out, ignore them, if you don't have a pet, maybe consider getting one, just so you don't have that feeling of being "alone". Recently I got a new dog and my "Guardians" as I like to call them seem to ease down but my dog (I think) knows they're there so she is always at my feet watching.

You may be suprised to find that if you just ignore these feelings, try to push them away without angering whatever it is that is causing them, you may be able to eventually subside and if not rid of them, maybe weaken them to the point where you are able to keep just things you may enjoy about them.

Sorry for Rambling on but hopefully I can help.

-Austin

This is probably the last thing you want to hear, but trying to make them go away isn't the answer. Control and understanding is. See, if you try to forget about or ignore it, it comes back stronger. Either that or you end up missing it and feeling like there's a huge chunk of you absent. Sometimes, it can be enough to send you into a constant state of panic.

You know that saying "The grass is always greener on the other side?" Well, there's weeds on both sides and who's to say you can handle the other ones?