I think It started in year 6, or the 6th grade for people who aren't Australian/English. I should let you know that around this time I started to get into some disturbing behaviours and hobbies such as hurting animals and killing them (preferably birds/baby birds) which I still do today, don't ask me why because I honestly have no idea why or what goes through my head. I'm telling you this because maybe it plays a role in what's happening to me.
Back to the story. Sometimes, when I would close my eyes, I would see flashes of eyes, no other facial details, just eyes painted over a black background. They would be green, purple, red, yellow etc. They weren't far away from me too, they were just really up close right in my face. Back then, when I first started seeing them, I was really confused and quite afraid, but now I've started wondered why this is happening.
I would tell my brother if he'd seen strange coloured eyes as well, because we shared a room and I thought maybe it was just the room making us see things (my stupid 10 year old brain) and he'd just say I was imagining it. It still happens to me a lot, no matter the brightness of the room. It could be pitch black or well lit and it would still happen. I'm confused as to why this is happening to me, and no one else in my family. Anybody know what's happening?
I've started seeing other things when I close my eyes, and I don't really know how to describe it. Sometimes I see blood covered objects and gore, or I see as though I'm inside an organ. It's quite disturbing and it keeps me up at night.
Also, a few weeks ago when's I was sitting in my living room on my phone, my eyes started to wander around the room when's I noticed a paper white face with wide eyes and a small mouth flash halfway across the room. Of course I was scared shiatless, until I realised it wasn't actually there. I'm not so much scared of the eyes anymore, more so of the blood and gore, and the weird pale face.
Someone please tell me I'm not crazy, and that you're going through the same thing as well. Any and all reply's back would be appreciated.
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