After reading other stories here, I noticed what a great group of people left feedback and I hoped that someone could help me with my experiences because I'm honestly frightened and not sure of what to do next.
I bought a house in 2001 that was built in 1861. By Jan. 2003 I was too ill to continue work and have been disabled ever since. My children are now grown and live away from home and my husband works out of town so I am alone most days and nights. I am bedridden except to go to the bathroom which is located in my bedroom. I have always been sensitive and empathic and able to "read" other people's feelings and thoughts easily. Over the last six years, I have spent my time meditating and reading spiritual texts (Bible, Bhagavad Gita, Tibetan Book of the Dead, Power of Now, etc.).
There was a period after I became ill where I used to stay up for days at a time. I couldn't fall asleep no matter what I tried and I remember hearing old timey music coming from the attic and I would see strange faces and creatures in the reflections of mirrors or turned-off TVs and computer monitors. I guess I thought I was hallucinating from lack of sleep and found it interesting. During this time I would literally pass-out to go to sleep, having blackouts when I awoke. A few times I awoke to find myself drinking peroxide or sitting on the toilet with my head being banged on the sink or at the top of the staircase while being pushed by an unseen force. My daughter told me that I would also scream at the top of my lungs over and over until she came in to wake me up, or I would be singing an old blues song with the voice of an old black woman or speaking/yelling with other people's voices. The next time it happened she agreed to record me so that I could hear myself, but when I heard the tape it sounded like me crying in pain with a host of other people's voices conversing in the background. This scared me so that I have never gone more than 20 hours without sleep since that time (almost 3 years ago).
Then last year I have seen things fly by out of the corner of my eye and heard voices right outside my window, which is on the second floor. I have heard footsteps on the roof like something lands from above and then either quietly walks over above me or clonks around like it's wearing boots in the attic. I was never scared though. My son was visiting us two months ago when he saw an old man sitting in our living room. He was so real my son went in to help him and then he disappeared. A month later, I was home alone when late at night I heard what sounded like furniture being moved around beneath me in the living room. I was sure someone had broken in and sat up in bed listening when I heard a man's voice below me talking to someone at the fireplace in the living room. I called 911 and the police came and said no one was there and everything was in place. I was shocked.
Most recently, I was working on my laptop late at night waiting for my husband to get home when out of the corner of my eye I saw all sorts of spirits file in my bedroom though the window and sit down all around me. There was a little baby girl all dressed in white sitting on the bed to my right and a 4 or 5 year old boy standing next to her playing with her. There were men and women of all ages sitting around the room bathed in a golden light. I started speaking to them and they started talking back only nothing came out. I told them I wish I could help them but I didn't know what to do. I then heard one say "Susan" in a ghostly voice and suddenly I felt frightened and I asked them to leave. I told them that it was starting to overwhelm me and to please leave, but they didn't so I started praying to God and asking him to help me but nothing happened so I scooted backward and turned on the light and the TV. Then I heard them speaking outside my window and saying "Now you've done it" and sounding very upset and disappointed. Since that night, it has gotten louder and scarier and I've been feeling them get in bed with me! I can't run away or even walk away and I can't take being this scared every night. I have tried praying and asking my dead grandmothers to help me but so far nothing has worked. I know it's me and not the house because they are coming here to contact me and are angry at me for not doing anything. Please help me and tell me how to control this. God Bless you:)
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It would be good if you could bring in an experienced person whom can also check if there are any vortex's or imbalances in the location someone experienced with earth energies. Some people use herbs/prayers/spiritual medallions/salt around home to protect as barrier. It sounds like when you were first ill your body was weak and an attachment took place. When this occures: one must be cleared of attachment and then healing must be given to bring the body into balance so aura can assume normal balance. It's quite lengthy. If you want more info put a reply... Blessings