Hey guys!
I'm just wondering, if anyone have ever experienced anything like this I'm going to tell about now.
Well, just for starters the last year has been a hell for me, so to speak. I'll try to tell it as good as I can.
It all started in 2005, a good friend of mine went in 10th grade, he was 15 or 16 years old. I went in 9th grade, and was 14 years old. My friend got on a bike (motorbike), and died that night, in 2005. And about the same time, I got completely lost, and it was just like I passed away, and got a dream, but in the "dream" The only thing I saw was this bike he was riding on when he died. But, it wasn't clear, it was like a shadow of it or maybe fogged, I couldn't see it too good. I didn't think more about it, until May 17th, 2008 A very good friend of mine, just like a brother to me. Committed suicide with a gun. (I don't want to talk about why, that's not why I'm here on the forums)
This was about at 10o clock, at the morning. (17may is the national day in Norway) so I was up and ready to celebrate. And at the same clock, I got the same feeling like when the guy on the motorbike. But just this time, I saw his face, fogged over. So I searched a bit on the net, but gave up after ten minutes of searching until now.
In Mars 2009, A very good friend of mine crashed in a car. He had been drinking alcohol, so he wasn't fit enough to drive.
The same thing happened this time, I was having a good time at some friends, everyone was cool, until I just "passed" away. And I see his car. I didn't think so much more about it, since I built his car, and since I like the car really much, and have spent really much time with the car. The car was EXACTLY like the motorbike accident, fogged down car...
And now again, today. 29.April, 01:30 (approximately) I was discussing something real important for my life.
And suddenly, I passed away the same way like the other times. Just this time something was different. I got a lot of questions right into my head. Like "If God exists, why is the worst thing that can happen to us, worse then the best thing that can happen is good" And why do we live? Just to do the same thing every day. Etc, etc, it was all the same questions, all in all. Just not asked the same way
So, the thing I ask for is, have anyone experienced anything like this? Or even heard about it?
Any tips or hint?!
I really don't know what to do.
Best regards, Freddi
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Metaphysical instruction is what is needed to acquire the tools to accomplish that.
There is a very good school in Clearwater, Fla that offers long distance learning as well as on campus classes. The school is "The College of Metaphysical Studies." You can find them online.
Hope that is of help to you.