When I was 9 I saw fairies, ghosts, and heard voices in my head like whispers. When I was 12 I saw a UFO pass over with bright colored lights which almost looked like a comet and ever since, it's been following me and now I am 39.
Before my dad past away, I kept hearing a male person's voice saying, "You better tell your father how you feel about him because he will pass away soon." Sure enough, in '96 he did and I was the only one with him when everyone else in my family was out of town. I get other voices saying words and broken up sentences. I also can do readings but only words and whispers and objects from people who had passed away when I am talking to them on the phone. I get really bad headaches when hearing voices.
Ever since 911, I knew that was going to happen. I even knew the date 911 and knew that Bush was going to Iraq. Ever since that event took place I hear the voice tell me of another events that will happen and it scares me to death. When ever I watch TV, something in my head will tell me to watch this on the news or go watch this movie. It's like a light bulb clicking and I have to solve the puzzle.
I can't sleep at night in fear of what's going to happen on 2012 with planet x and nuclear war. I also feel like I was abducted already and had 2 UFO sightings with a witness and also have night terrors. I have lived with this all my life. I've been to doctors only to find myself in a mental ward for 3 weeks to 9 months saying I need medication. I no longer take medications and still hear the voices. When the movie came out 'Knowing' and the movie 'Demons and Angels' it was like a sign to me telling me what's in store for us. I am also able to make bad things happen to people but only if the do bad things to me like lie cheat or steal. Job loss for x friends death lighting bolt on my neighbors house car wrecks. When I curse someone it doesn't happen right away but within days or sometimes a year only to find out through someone else that I was right.
I also knew the Virginia tech shootings were going to take place around the 19th of April. I would really like to know what's going on with me why me and what am I supposed to do with this? I have a lot of other weird stories and could go on forever about all of this.
So you need to see a picture or a description to do a reading?
. So only your friend knows that your a psychic? 
But at least your friend trusts you! 
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Geez Louise what a story on UFO's! I'm no expert here so in looking outside the box I would say that somehow first sighting experienced at 12 years of age traumatized you subconsciously therefore challenging your believe system. Stanton Friedman is a leading expert on UFO's his website www.stantonfriedman.com also try www.kyleovernufos.com for info on abductions. My email is posted let me know if Stanton helped you. Down below a 'brief' rundown on my story.
My first sighting happened in 1993, unexpectedly. Just prior to seeing UFO during a twenty-minute drive from daughter's sitters, house a strong feeling of fear washed over me. My point 'no reason for it' first instinctive thought need to get home quick so I took shortcuts. Strange feeling of presence-worsened streetlights blacked out in driving pass them in making last detour down a short street my truck started to sputter stopping shy of thirty feet to a small intersection, which would lead me home. Just before opening truck door eyes glimpsed a dark shadow very close in exiting truck I felt a push pull sensation feeling is similar to placing magnets at opposite ends. In looking up something appeared to be cloaking against night stars how strange these lights are in walking to the front of my truck in an instant large shadow lit up object humongous no sound. I observed object dip down moving towards my direction at this point there was no doubt in my mind, this object locked in on my presence. I was scared my last thought was please don't hurt me and my child object then elevated straight up turning 45 degrees facing east towards beach area moving slow in an instant hit speed leaving no sound or contrail behind. I reported incident on Mufon website.
D'Mint