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Empathic, Medium, Clairvoyant, And In Need Of Help

 

I'm not going to preach that I actually am psychic-I know everyone is born with it, and based on some of the stories I've read on here, my ability seems to be... Highly active. But I'm not going to claim that I am-that is for you to decide. I'm just looking for a bit of clarification, and an extra bit of support, because my family doesn't believe me. Here's what I believe my abilities are, and my experiences that lead me to personally believe that I am psychic:

I am Empathic-that's what I've called it ever since a Charmed episode described my little "quirk" perfectly. It's childish to name it after a fictional drama television series on TNT prime-time, but that's the only thing that had ever described it. I feel other people's emotions and pains as my own, and it makes me feel claustrophobic in a crowded room, because it's all pressing in on me like pillows and I'm not feeling my own emotions, and it drives me crazy. I can never tell when I'm feeling my own emotions, and it's horrible. Last night, I even felt my friend's pain while we were talking on the computer-his friend had hurt his knee cap, and my friend had felt it, and I felt it through my friend. I even placed which knee it was, without being told, because the exact same knee on my end started hurting.

I'm prone to Precognition, I think. I don't like this one, at all, after the last major experience I had with it-I don't even think about it anymore, if I can help it. It'd been pretty innocent since I was first aware of it when I was about eight or nine. Until two years ago-I had a dream of a place outside of my high school's band room, with a picture of one of my friends propped against the tree, and candles all on the planter wall-it was a memorial. I woke up that night crying and couldn't get back to sleep. A couple of days after that dream, I found out that a bus with high school students and their parents/guardians had crashed, and that many had died. And I found out that two of my friends had been on that bus. I found out the next night that the one I'd had the dream about was dead, and the next morning, I saw the memorial for real this time. It was horrible, because I keep feeling I could have stopped it somehow, even though I don't know how. Since then, it's just been the random little deja vu dreams that I can mostly ignore.

I can See spirits. I don't know how long this has been going on, but I know I can do it-one of my friends helped prove it. I was home alone, and in the kitchen. When I turned around, looking down into the living room, I saw this little girl flopped on the couch for just an instant before she disappeared. She kind of looked like a mixture between Victorian England and Alice in Wonderland, and I knew she was dead. I had the overwhelming urge to draw her, and the notion that her name was Allie, just as strong as the need to draw her. Then I called my friend, left a message saying I needed to talk to her, and called my mom. My mom believed me until Daddy heard about it, which happened only because I refused to be left home alone again. I was completely terrified, because I'd seen another ghost in my neighbor's backyard, and had the strong sense that he was Allie's father, named John. My friend called me back later that night and told me that she'd seen a ghost-and she described the exact same girl I'd seen, with the exact same name. I never told her anything about Allie until she told me. Since then, I've seen spirits in many places-the one that puzzles me most is the boy of about 17 that I saw at school. I stopped walking to avoid hitting him, and my friend stared at me like I was crazy. The boy was gone by the time I looked up to apologize for nearly running him over.

I'm not really sure if this last one is significant or not, but I'm also really adept at "reading" people, if that makes sense. I just get these little flags about people-I've only ever been wrong five times in nearly ten years. All I have to do is see them once, and I can tell if they'll be good or bad for me or my friends instantly, and I can tell who people are under their social masks. This ability had a lot of developing/refining in high school, but I ignored it for the most part. Once about a guy that was selling shave ice at school-I wouldn't go near him at all, to the point where I gave my friend money to buy an ice cream so I wouldn't have to go near him. He looked nice enough, but I didn't want to go anywhere near him. After a couple of weeks, didn't see him again, though his partner was still there. Another guy always struts around acting like a complete ego maniac and total jerk. But with one look, I was not only instantly attracted, I was convinced that he was just putting up some sort of protective mask. He proved that right by comforting one of our friends when she was blaming herself for one of her friends' wrists getting injured when she fell off of a bus seat on the way to a band competition. He admitted it himself, too. It was this beautiful, almost light that surrounded him-but that was gone after a talk I had with him. He buried it deeper, and it killed me to watch. Another was a boy that ended up completely violating and abusing one of my friends-everyone liked him but me, from the moment I saw him, and I had no explanation for it. Until one of my friends told me that he'd been trying to pressure her into sex with him because his girlfriend wouldn't do it. He continued to try for a few weeks, and even tried to use me once, saying we were friends and I was cool with him-I wasn't. I hadn't talked to him at all, because I couldn't stand him. He ended up really hurting my friend, and I kept telling my friends that I didn't like him at all. No one listened, and I'm only one of two people who knows what he really is.

So, if anyone can tell me how to strengthen these...gifts, so I can use them to help others, or at least teach me how to cope with them or anything, I'd be completely grateful. I'm just looking for advice and help, please.

Blessed be! <3

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musikat (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-12)
[at] WanderingWayne I will definitely have to check out that book. Never looked at it as perceiving auras-makes sense. Thank you very much for the suggested reading! =^.^=

[at] pegs_deborah Thank you so much for the book titles/authors! A trip to the library is in store! Thank you. =^.^=

[at] laurenge Thanks for the advice! Roller coaster rides are so much fun. 😉

[at] Oracle101 I've read a couple of your posts, but I will read as many of them as I can (which should be all of them;D), because I found the couple that I read to be informative and helpful. Thank you very much. =^.^=

Thank you all, and blessed be! ❤
~musikat
WanderingWayne (4 stories) (107 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-10)
You have a lot of posts on here and I haven't read them all, so I may be repeating what someone else has already said. When you said "It was this beautiful, almost light that surrounded him" that made me think of the book I recently got after it being recommended by someone from this site "Seeing and Reading the Human Aura" by Judith Collins. I wonder if you aren't picking up some of your knowledge of people by perceiving their auras. The lady that wrote this book is very knowledgeable and has had the ability to see auras since she was a little girl. It's a good book with a lot of information and some exercises you can do to help see auras. It may be helpful.
pegs_deborah (3 stories) (112 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-10)
I can recommend to you a list of books.

The only book I have been able to find about empathy is by Rose Rosetree. She wrote a book called Empowered by Empathy. She also wrote a book called Aura Reading Through All Your Senses. I enjoyed her books but I also know that a lot of people are critical of her. I can't remember why, though, lol.

I know Sonia Choquette has a lot of books out there. I haven't read any but my mom has. I believe most of her stuff is about clairvoyance.

I have a book called "So You Want To Be a Medium?" by Rose Vanden Eynden. It wasn't too bad. I really enjoyed "Do Dead People Watch You Shower: And Other Questions You've been all but dying to ask a medium" by Concetta Bertoldi.
laurenge (3 stories) (46 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-10)
Charmed was like the answer to everything when I didn't know I was psychic! Haha it helped a lot!

Agreed on that whole you can read people thing.
I guess what would be helpful is learn from your expirences, and if you can tell that someone's having a bad day, give them a hug!

Being psychic has it's many ups and downs so get ready!

~Lauren
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-10)
For advice on how to develop your psychic gift/ability, read my other posts. I have posted extensively on this subject, and so rather than to repost over 300 posts here on your story simply click on my profile name to read them. 😉

Oracle101, Psychic and Medium for 43 years
Always happy to help others
musikat (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-10)
[at] Veero Thank you very much-I will most definitely read up on the link. =^.^=

[at] Tara9282 Charmed is a great show! XD Thank you very much for the advice and the information-I haven't yet been able to find a lot of information about "claircognizance" or "clairsentience" (probably because I really didn't have a name for that particular ability.;D), so thank you very much.:) I do keep a dream journal now-it would just be of better use if I could remember most of my dreams.;D But it does help. Thank you again. =^.^=

[at] pegs_deborah Thank you for the advice! I have been meditating off and on, but, admittedly, not as much as I should be. I think I'm in the habit of meditating for too long or something, because sometimes it supercharges my empathic abilities so much that I'm afraid of walking out the door. But I do agree that it's great for handling my abilities (when I'm doing it right, I guess). I've been trying to find books, and I've found some, but most only having to do with clairvoyance, which is helpful only so far-my parents aren't really thrilled with the subject, or I'd be delving much deeper. I'm still looking, though-I love to read. 😁 Thank you so much for the wonderful advice.

[at] Tessalovesmusic I've been looking in to different types of meditation, but I have to say I'm not all that practiced at it just yet. I have been working with crystals, though, and they do help. It must be wonderful having your mom know what you're going through-I would think it makes experiences slightly easier to bear.:) Thank you very much for the advice.

Thank you guys again for your help!
Blessed be! ❤
~Amanda
Veero (3 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-09)
Your gifts are so beautiful and you are great for wanting to use them to do well. You should probably read this website because I think it describes a lot of us and why we feel what we do. I came across it recently.:)

http://www.jeshua.net/lightworker/jeshua3.htm

Hope it helps.
pegs_deborah (3 stories) (112 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-09)
Tara9282,
A dream journal is a good suggestion. I keep one myself and try to make myself record in it often. I like it because I can go back to the date I recorded the dream and then record the day it actually happened. It's nice having validation that way.
Tara9282 (3 stories) (41 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-08)
For the record - not only is charmed a good show xD but all shows have to get some of their knowledge from some of the truth right? Lol. I think you definitely have precognitions. And seeing spirits is what we would call being clairvoyant. As for your last ability. I know what your talking about;) lol I don't have it as strongly as you do. Basically because I have a bundle of doubt about myself. But I definitely know when someone is a good/bad person. Someone who can be trusted or not etc. I knew something was off with Chris Brown and Charlie Sheen for example:D lol I never expressed this before though, because I always put the thoughts aside right? Like pfft w.e? And I most certainly never said anything after wards because well... Whose going to believe me NOW? But when it was all over the news I was like xO lol I was a really big fan of Chris Brown actually but I had ripped out a picture of him once from a school magazine. (rebel I know ^^) and I remember feeling that something was off with him but again just thought perhaps the photographer made him look like that, and with Charlie Sheen same thing, every time I saw him on t.v I constantly thought there was something about him not to like but again I put it off... Guess who was right XP the point in saying all this isn't my moment to brag xP lol more like just saying that I know what your talking about:) somewhat at least:) I called it "soul reading" at one point but after A LOT of requests for a soul reading lol I tucked that name away and use the titles the abilities soul reading umbrellas, which is "claircognizance" which means clear knowing and "clairsentience" which means clear feeling. I recommend getting ahold of some random pictures. Old or new. Doesn't matter or even from online. Just make sure you don't know what's happening in the picture, like if you were the one taking the picture or the one in the picture. Take this picture and try to get a feel for the person (s) or even the event that's taking place. I personally look into the person's eyes, I know when the smile is genuine and can sometimes get more off it... You may be different. But try it non the less:) Random people on the street? Try to read them. I don't think it's really invading their privacy your not reading there minds. Just... Getting a feel for them xD lol... Precognition hmm... I'd suggest a dream journal though that can be very inconvenient at times. Meditation helps too, google has loads of free ones:) I don't know much about spirits, that's not my department, sorry. I just want to say; never doubt yourself:) With a lot of people this comes as a phase and after a while they start to doubt themselves greatly and put it off as non sense. I really hope that this doesn't happen to you. You definitely have a gift:)
pegs_deborah (3 stories) (112 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-08)
I can relate with a lot of your experiences. I'm also empathic, have precognitive dreams (often - everyday), and have seen and heard spirits on occasion. I'm much better at hearing spirits than seeing them and it only happens when I'm sleeping.

I've struggled with my abilities for a long, long time. In high school, it was the worst. I knew things about people that I shouldn't have known such as their true inner nature or their eventual fate. Unfortunately, I did my best to ignore those feelings. One, I didn't trust my impressions, and two, they made me feel very different and very alone. I've since learned to see my abilities differently. I wish I had paid more attention to them in high school but live and learn, I guess.

I find it difficult to be in crowds or around large groups of people. I'm a teacher so I'm pretty much around large groups of people everyday, lol. I find that I go through periods of deliberate isolation. During holiday breaks and summers, I withdraw from social activities and avoid my friends. I've always done this ever since I was a kid. I think I do it to give me some down time away from people. Being around people so much is exhausting for me.

I've been told (and I fully believe) that meditation helps a lot with strengthening your abilities and with coping. I haven't made meditation a big part of my life though I know I should. I find that when I do meditate I immediately feel more relaxed, calm, and in control of my life and abilities. It helps a lot with teaching (I have no choice but to be around a lot of people all the time). As I said, I don't meditate as often as I should but I know that it does help. I would recommend that you meditate as often as you can.

Meditation, by the way, is going to be the standard advice you'll get from a lot of people (that's been my experience at least). It sounds cliche but it does help. Meditation isn't hard. It's simply you taking 5 or 10 minutes out of your day to clear your head and concentrate on your breathing or a mantra or an image, etc.

Another thing that has helped me is that I've done my best to read as many books as I can get my hands on about my abilities. I've read books about being an Empath, Clairvoyance, Medium, astral travel, etc. The more you educate yourself about your abilities the better off you will be.

Finally, speaking with people who have similar experiences or abilities to yours is helpful. It's nice to bounce ideas and experiences off other people. It's make you feel validate and also let's you realize that what you experience is perfectly normal and natural.

Hope this helps and good luck
Tessalovesmusic (3 stories) (72 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-01-08)
There are a series of meditations that can help develop or cope with your gifts. They're are crystals that do the same thing. They're are many ways to deal with what you are going through. Being a fellow empath/medium I know where your coming from, My dad doesn't believe me but my mom does, shes an empath as well and hates being in crowds because everyone's feelings overwhelm her. Shes a Medium as well, shes sees spirits better then me though. I only see outlines and being an empath helps me know who they are, if there good or bad, just have a general outline of who they are, they only clear thing I can get from them is when there talking. My mom sees them as actual people which I think is totally cool, when I was small I used to be able to see them but as I grew up I stopped seeing them at around age 12, I picked back up on them when I was 16. Its great that you can tell how people are on the outside, I can do that also but sometimes I wish I didn't. Some of my closest friends ended up becoming enemies because I knew their true nature. Its also good because you can warn people about them, even though they don't always listen at least you tried and next time they'll come back to you looking for advise. If you need anything my emails on my profile.

Hope That Helps,
Your Fellow Emapth Teen,
Tess ❤

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