Terrible Feelings about Myself

By Candice
Date: 2007-10-05
Country: United States
State: California
Category: Misc

About a month ago, I started getting really strange feelings. They came at any time during the day, and they lasted anywhere from a couple seconds to fifteen minutes. At first, I just cast the feelings aside, and I would justify them in some way. For example, when it was dark, I would just tell myself that I felt strange because it was dark and I am afraid of the dark. (That of course is a whole different story. I have had quite a few things happen to me in my room, dark or not, that I know were hauntings of some sort.) I have always had a phobia of the dark, but for (what the normal human would consider) invalid reasons, such as a ghost is going to get me.

These new feelings that I started having were a fear of people. I have NEVER been afraid of people because I have always felt that, one way or another, I have a chance of defeating them. Over the last month these feelings have grown much stronger. I have had dreams of being kidnapped, raped, and murdered. I get random, horrible waves of fear that will last the whole day sometimes. I have even had times where I pass a semi, and I day dream that I (or they) lose control, and crash into each other, head on. It happens as if it were a movie, where the writer makes you think that the person just died, and then it skips back to right before the accident and you realize that it was just a sweeping thought. But it's so realistic that I can almost feel the pain and the horror of the event.

To top off these feelings, a friend from high school, whom I haven't seen in two years, just sent me an email to "make sure that I was ok" because he had this horrible dream that I died in a car accident. And just tonight, someone very close to me had a really strong wave of fear for me pass over them and last for quite a while. They called me to make sure I was ok, and I had a hard time convincing them to get off the phone. Neither of these people knew about the feelings that I have been getting.

I am really concerned for my safety and I really don't know where to turn for help with this. It's not exactly as easy as going to a psychologist, and my feelings are getting so strong that I barely have the courage to leave my house because I am afraid to drive. I am afraid of people. I am afraid of everything that I have to deal with in a normal every day life (especially since I'm a full time student with a full time job). I wish I could just say I'm crazy, but I really don't think so now that my friends have backed up my concerns with concerns of their own.

Any one with any suggestions... Please help me work this out. Help me understand. Should I worry for my safety?

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, Candice, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

Katie (guest)

17 years ago (2007-10-08)

pookeydoo49 is right that what I do as well. Sometimes it just won't go like when something was making me think my nanna was going to get rushed to hospital I said NO please stop. Next day it happened only cause these things happen to me all the time.

pookeydoo49 (3 posts)

17 years ago (2007-10-07)

Try and see if you can change the out come of the feelings your haveing in your mine. And what you could do to stop them. We can some times stop them by saying no! To them

heavensdoor (2 stories) (7 posts)

17 years ago (2007-10-06)

Why fear something you don't know?. Everyday of your life is so precious to waist them living in a continuous fear. Take precautions, as normal, and live. And also, all this time that you are spending fearing, you can use it as looking for some help or information that can be helpful to manage that kind of experiences. Thanks for share with us... Pray or meditate, and look at the beautiful side of things around you. I'll be praying for you.
My humble opinion. 😁

Katie (guest)

17 years ago (2007-10-06)

kidnap dream means

To dream that you are being kidnapped, denotes feelings of being trapped and restricted. Someone or some situation may be diverting your� concentration and your attention away from your goals.

To dream that someone has been kidnapped, indicates that you are not letting aspects and characteristics of that person be expressed within you. You are trying to contain and/or suppress those qualities of the kidnapped person.

To dream that you are a kidnapper, signifies that you are holding on to something that you need to let go.��You may be forcing your views and opinions on others.

**See The Meaning In Action: "Kidnapped By Aliens"

Rape dream means
To dream that you have been raped, suggests a sadistic expression of sexual desire. You may be expressing an unconscious desire to be violated, conquered, or forced into forbidden territory. It also indicates vengeful feelings toward the opposite sex. Alternatively, it suggests that you are feeling violated in some way. Something or someone is jeopardizing your self-esteem and emotional well-being. Dreams of rape are also common for those who were actually raped in their waking life.

To see a rape being committed in your dream, denotes sexual dysfunction or uncertainty.

This will help you understand how you are feeling and that. Having dreams like that doesn't mean it will happen all dreams mean something. Like for me I once had a tooth dream and they couldn't get my tooth out I was fighting hard to stop it from coming out. The next morning I asked my dad is nan or grandma alright are they poorly my dad said grandma is she has cancer. If that tooth came out my grandma would of died but instead I fighted in my dream if I didn't I would of lost my grandma. I saved her. Her operation went al right she is better. I guess y dream was helping her in a way and telling me that I didn't know something which was happening.
my dad said he didn't want me to know in case I got upset. He was going to tell me after the operation.

when I read it it said someone close to death but I guess they deleted it because someone had complained and it can upset people but it was defiantly there when I had that tooth dream.

Katie (guest)

17 years ago (2007-10-06)

I have seen ghosts and I have heard them. It has affected me because I have been through more things than this. That is why I'm scared of the dark. They come to me I feel the same I think they will come after me get me. They do come unexpectedly which is quite scary for me. That is why I am scared. I'm scared of being alone and having dark around me. I go through dreams like that my dreams the bad one's come true for me. Think about me I'm scared and I'm not trying to be nasty but there is a more chance of it happening to me. I have had dreams about being kidnapped all my life since the age of 2 years old. I had a dream 2 weeks ago about being raped which I have said to people. You can stop this from happening do things different like me don't get the bus get a taxi home or something more safer to stop it from happening. I'm scared of health and safety because how people mess around and cause people death and that. I'm scared of being in a car but I have stopped being scared of this. You just need to feel positive about yourself. These dreams you have don't always mean they will come true like mine do. You have to be psychic and the only know that they come true if all you other bad dreams have which has happened to me. All the bad dreams I have have come true. Where as yours they will mean something here is a website. I have gave this to Charlotte who is called hotandcold. It has really helped her out alot. It will help you as well. Http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/

brian (6 stories) (18 posts)

17 years ago (2007-10-06)

Why worry if there's nothing you can do about it?
Why worry if there is something you can do about it?
The point of what I just said is that worrying doesn't do any good. You just have to live your life like you normally would, then deal with whatever comes your way.

If you can just try to ignore it, or maybe try meditating. Last week I was bummed out and feeling down. After meditating for 30 minutes I was laughing about the situation haha 😁

Gaiya (guest)

17 years ago (2007-10-05)

Dear Candice,

You should seek help if you are feeling afraid of people and driving a car. Have you spoke to your family? Have you contacted Community Mental Health Team? These feelings are interfering with your daily routine in life - work and studies. Stress or ongoing stress can be a prefactor that can trigger on these feelings.
As for your friends contacting you, that conveniently reinforces your thoughts and feelings. However, there have been studies done on Telepathoy, and many people have experienced it. The main point of this comment is, if it interferes with your Daily Life, please seek appropriate help, before your fears and thoughts overwhems you.

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