My Brother And The Voices

I have worked in a Cemetery for 10 years now. And I have not really connected with the spirit world. It was just a job to me. Until My dearly departed younger brother passed, then it went crazy. I started crying everyday for him asking him for signs seeing him in my dreams, I have experienced a lot with him I even knew before he passed, because my departed dad came to me and told me to check on him. And he was my life. I cried for him at work and ever since then. I have heard voices, seen shadows, Seen orbs, Lights flicker on and off, I can even ask them for signs, and they give them to me by knocking on headstones, shutting off my lawnmower, I can even picture whose funeral it is when the hearse goes by,old,young,man,woman. I don't know what's wrong with me. They even follow me home now. And they don't scare me. I heard one night a little girl crying. Around 3:30 she was just wailing and I knew it was cause of her mom. I walked to where I heard it more loudly and told her go to the light. God will take care of you. And after I did that I felt Warm happy and Like I accomplished something. Then I never heard her after that. There's was even this one time where I just felt awful like someone was just making me feel sick. Then I seen This Huge dark Shadow Come Out from my lawnmower,"I asked what do you want from me?".And It Replied back "Your Soul".I yelled back You Cant Have it!. I felt So tired,drained,Sick, And my stomach even started to hurt. They Are Still Around me right As I write this I don't even like sleeping here. They always wake me up around 330 I don't know why. I feel a lot of negative energy around me, I have no control how to get rid of them every time I feel something I see an orb or a shadow. Or even a mist that travels slowly to get to me then it disappears. Please help. I got more to say but that's another story. Thanks for reading. Oh I hear a popping sound. Ya this my typical night please help