A few years ago I had reiki, upon having it my psychic ability became stronger. The moon seems to effect it and my moods strongly, not sure how though.
Anyway basically one day I felt somebody arriving before they actually arrived in my life. And when they did it was very disruptive as in I couldn't control or display the strong feelings I had for a total stranger. Then another came, stronger than the first and it really is beyond my ability with words to explain the feelings involved. Let's call the first one A and the second one B.
A was a total stranger (as was B) I felt person A coming from behind a wall and recognized the feeling as somebody I knew and cared strongly about, but when they appeared by the look on their face they had also felt this, by the look on our faces we were both expecting to see somebody we both knew, but instead went red and felt embarrassed and then tried to bury whatever weird feelings we had just had an act like normal. But I found this very difficult to do, I only felt more of a connection with this person and purposely tried to avoid them. I was at work one day and felt their energy very close by, I don't know how I saw them but when I looked they were well over a mile away, and I saw them, I mean how?! A week or so earlier I had been trying to meet my spirit guide and a man looking very much like the one who arrived I had seen. I couldn't concentrate at work anymore so put it down to a crush so that I could concentrate. I wish now that I had said something and looked like an idiot in the hope that they might of been able to shed some light on the situation.
Then the second person arrived, this was much more powerful than the first but not as intense it made me feel like I had lived longer than this life, the feeling of knowing them was that strong I actually started to believe they were some long lost family, I asked my own and watched their faces for reactions in case I did have a sibling I didn't know about. I felt strong intense feeling to protect this person and I over reacted when they nearly had an accident, I think it started to become apparent to others. I felt insane at some points with the intense feelings and started to become physically ill as when I didn't react to them I felt intense burning in my heart and throat area.
I guess the above bit does sound a bit crazy, but it wasn't just me. I tried to pinpoint things about the person to try and figure out exactly what was going on. And I came to the conclusion that we were connected in some way, had been or were going to be in the future, or all three, also that we had been communicating telepathically. I tested this by asking them things in my head, like 'pick so and so up if you can hear me' and they would do. One time I asked them to come over and they did do, but looked like they didn't know I had asked. That made me feel guilty like I had controlled the situation so I stopped doing it. But then other times I felt like person B had done this to me also. Some days I would see them in body similar to theirs but different and in different clothing. Like I said they were a total stranger and a friend of a coworkers. I have not seen them physically for three years but have been 'visited' by their energy nearly every day. I tried having the connection removed by two different psychics but they just told me they removed the parts that were not doing any good, but it only seems to of gotten stronger. I have seen them in hologram like ghost form, I dream about them and the connection becomes stronger when I am in water and when I am ovulating, they have sent me symbols that I feel protect me on some level but I think in reality they have no idea what is going on. Like it is there past or future self or dream self if that makes sense.
I forgot to mention that prior to meeting this person I had three psychics tell me I would meet them, I did not realize it was them until afterwards.
I have become totally deluded now to the point that I am going to try and find them if I am still being 'visited' in the next few months. I feel like I cannot go through life without knowing if they had the same experience. I'm not a total nutter and obsessed with the idea of some powerful connection, if they have not had the same experience I will thank them and leave them alone. If I still get visited I will keep contacting other psychics to try and help without involving person B.
There is much more detail, but I have already written far too much.
Any ideas? Similar experiences?
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The first instance of this in my life happened about a year ago: I was walking through the mall by myself one evening, and I saw a girl standing in the midst of a crowd of people in front of her "mini-studio" video recording booth (she was working, but I didn't know that at the time). I had never seen her before, and although she was attractive, she wasn't particularly beautiful or anything (I see beautiful women all the time where I live [S. Florida], and not to sound arrogant, but I get "checked out" very regularly due to my looks), but despite this, she stood out to me amidst the crowd of people like a light in the dark. Also, despite the fact that I am more of the "reserved" type, being a former "shy-guy" (I don't walk up to random women very often unless I feel "compelled" to, even after flirtatious eye-contact), I couldn't help but feel enamored by her, and was stopped dead-in-my-tracks after I had walked by her, and I *couldn't figure out why.* All I could think about was the brief moment of intimate eye-contact we had shared (literally a split-second, which- strangely, at the time- felt like an eternity, as she looked up at me from the inquiring consumers in front of, and beside her).
After some internal debating, I walked over to her and inquired about the booth. Right away we had this instant connection and physical comfort level with each other that made me feel like I'd found an old friend. Almost 3 hours later, I walked her out to her car and we exchanged phone numbers with the prospect of a near-future date in the air, despite barely knowing each other. As foolhardy as this may sound, I knew that I was in love with her after only having met once, and no, not merely infatuation, but true heart-felt Love, which is something that I had never felt for another prior to a lengthy relationship. It was as if that love had already been there and I was merely re-discovering it.
Unfortunately, before we could actually make said date happen, she was "asked out" and was no longer single, although it took some inquiring to get it out of her the next time I ran into her, after I'd noticed her rather "aggressively affectionate" boyfriend. Long story short, it didn't work out due to bad timing (or so I would believe until the next person I am going to speak of), but despite this, whenever we would run into each other we would hang out and talk for hours, much to her boyfriend's disdain.
The second time that this has happened to me is a rather telling story in itself. You see, I am an artist (a musician, although I do draw and paint, as well), and I run my own label. I had been working on acquiring this high-level investment for quite sometime (which is now bearing fruit), and had come to the realization that I had never been to an actual concert, or even watched one on TV my entire life (other than an N'Sync concert I went to with my mom and an older cousin, about 11 years back).
As an artist who would soon enough be performing in front of large crowds of people, I figured I should probably see how the Industry artists do it in order to improve my own skills, and it just so happens that an old friend of the family who lived in California (where my family and I are from) comes down every year or two to go to a musical event called "Jazz In the Gardens" (he's a close friend of the man that orchestrates this massive annual event in Miami, so he usually gets a bunch of VIP front row seats, for free).
Now this was nothing new to me, as my family would regularly go with him when he came down (I just never cared to go in the past), but I actually wanted to see the artists performing this year (Lauryn Hill and Musiq Soulchild, to name a few) and figured that it would be an opportune time to "pop my cherry" so to speak, so I went. Assuming that you're not aware of this, this event hosts over *45,000* people each year, for 2 days. That's a lot of people. After much effort squeezing my wrist into my sister's VIP wristband (we didn't have enough for everyobody, so we had to "swap" with each other), we were all situated in the 5th and 6th rows, respectively. After watching one or two performers, Charlie Wilson took the stage (who I didn't care much for at the time, but now acknowledge as an absolutely phenomenal performer) and I took the long journey over to the port-o-potties for a brief smoke session.
Upon returning to my seat, I noted a group of female back-up dancers sharing the stage with good ol' "Uncle Charlie." They were up there for a good while, doing their back-up dancer "thing," and I didn't notice her at first; but then she caught my eye, shortly after my sister commented on how pretty she was, to me. At first, I couldn't shake the feeling that *I knew her from somewhere.* I literally had to look, look away, and then look back at her again, multiple times, simply to be sure of whether I, in fact, did or did not know her from somewhere prior. After much deliberation, I came to the conclusion that *I had never seen her before in my life,* and yet saying so almost felt untrue. Looking at her, I knew she was the girl of my dreams.
After their song was over they danced their way off-stage (the dancers), and I hoped and prayed that they would come out again. A few songs later, and she was back on stage, this time donning a colorful lime-green 30's styled "mafioso" outfit, complete with a long-brimmed Dick Tracy-like hat, covering most of her face. I decided that I wouldn't gaze too intently, as to not scare her off, so instead I admired her fantastic dancing abilities in comparison to the others', and vowed to gain her attention somehow if she were to come back out again. Sure enough, a few songs later and she was back on-stage, albeit this time in a much sexier "Valentine red" salsa-style dress. The song they were dancing to was a slower, more sensual-yet-upbeat song, and by now I had walked into the (about 5 foot wide) aisle between seats, standing amongst the crowd of dancing, singing spectators, alongside my younger sister.
After a moment or two of them being back on-stage, my sister turns and says to me, "I think she's looking at you." I looked up at her and sure enough, there she was, looking right back at me. I couldn't believe it. Here I am, a relative nobody amidst a crowd of 100's of people (in the front rows, I mean), and one of the most beautiful and talented women I have ever seen *in my life* is locked into deep eye-contact with me, during a massive musical performance. It was the most passionately intense gaze I have ever shared with anybody in my life, and the whole time, she was smiling brightly and dancing seductively to their routine, not looking away for even a second. She was dancing *for me!* I had to look at the other dancers (who were looking off in randomly shifting directions) just to be sure I wasn't crazy, and when I looked back she was *still* gazing into my eyes. I felt a literal "connection" between us, that reached from me all the way up to her and back, almost tangibly so, stronger than any connection I have ever felt with anybody before, even my ex-girlfriend whom *I was willing to marry* at one point.
After she and the other dancers exited via side-stage again, I rushed over to my family and friends to tell them what had happened, and they told me that *they saw it themselves.* From that moment, I felt in my heart and with every ounce of my being that we were meant to be together, and in my spirit I knew it to be true. We were *destined* to see each other at that concert, and my entire life of missed opportunities and bad timing suddenly made sense (up until that point I had come to the conclusion that I was quite literally cursed, and that I was simply never meant to be happy and find true love, and I have *tons* of instances that would support that notion). I was MEANT to have that temporary connection with her- a seemingly random back-up dancer, at a concert I could have easily not gone to- on that night, so that afterward, I could have my friend gather her information (remember, he knows the event organizer), and then hire her for my future music video to play my girlfriend (it's a love song, basically) and get to meet face-to-face with her, intimately (something I had previously planned to use someone else for, but for the same purpose).
After that song, she came out for one last performance, only this time, she and the other girls were seated playing violin. The connection was the same. After the show was over and I blew a kiss goodbye for one last smile, she was gone. But what I felt in my heart 4 months ago now, is still there, and has only been strengthened and re-confirmed multiple times by God, through my use of prayer cards whenever I am in need of guidance (these are not to be confused with Tarot cards, as God will *never* come to you from a place of negativity, only of Love), and as I wait for my money to arrive, and for the day that we will soon be together (He has repeatedly told me of my near-future "Soul Mate," and of a "New Love," through the repeated drawing of these cards, amongst others).
As for what all of this actually means, and as to why and how it happens (you and I are not the only people who have experienced this, my friend), here is the answer you seek: we are all children of God, and in Heaven- or the higher spirit realms- we are all family, and have been so for eons. Before coming to Earth and assuming our pre-ordained human dispositions, we all came together and planned our purpose in each others lives, accordingly. For example, that friend that happened to call or stop by just when you really needed someone to be there, or that time you heard just the right words to keep you going a little longer. Your mother, your father, or your best-friend, were in all likelihood very close to you in Heaven, so you decided to share your existances here on Earth, together. When we are born, we are born anew, and all of our knowledge and memories from heaven are forgotten, although certain things remain, such as innate "gifts" or abilities, and in some cases, even memories of our past lives (there is an excellent book that I very highly recommend, called "Embraced by the Light," which is the true account of Betty J. Eadie's death on a hospital bed during a relatively minor surgery, and of her revealing and enlightening experiences afterward regarding Heaven, the Spirit, the question that I am now answering for you, and both benevolent- and malevolent- spirits). Every little detail of your life has been meticulously mapped out and planned in tandem with your friends and family in Heaven, and by God Himself; this is why when we both- respectively- saw these people, we felt instantly connected to them, and unshakeably so, no matter how hard you may try to rationalize and convince yourself otherwise.
The purpose of life on this planet is to grow into better, stronger spiritual-beings, and to become closer to God. When you stray from that path, and when you fall away from the Light and Love of God, things tend to be more difficult, and seem to not "fit into place," or "click." Sometimes, one may find himself so far off from the path that was intended for them, that they will literally need to "start over" to get back on track. This is the Truth. And if you listen to your heart, and to your inner-intuition, you will know it to be so. We are purposely designed with a hole in our hearts, so to speak, and this hole can only be truly filled with His love (He that loveth not, knoweth not God; for God is love... (1 John 4:8)); God is love incarnate.
Most people try to fill this gaping void within themselves with money, and people, and addictions, and oftentimes, even the Devil himself. But these things can only fill you temporarily, and in turn only seem to intensify the void, and so you will have to seek more, and more, and more, until your ultimate demise- spiritually, OR physically- or until you begin to bring about the demise of others, knowingly or unknowingly pulling them down with you.
God loves you, and although we have never met, I love you. You don't need psychics, or fortune tellers to give you guidance; you have God. He hears all, and He sees all. We all have a direct line to Heaven; all you have to do is think His name, and He will know who you are speaking to. If you live your life through love, goodwill, and appreciation for *all* of our brothers and sisters (human, animal, good, and bad), He will hear your prayers, and He will answer you. Simply have faith that He hears you (which I am telling you, He does), don't ask for things you know to be ridiculous ("God, please let my grandpa pass on so I can have the car"), and He will deliver, one way or another. But you must first humble yourself and be truly grateful for what you have, as even in the worst of situations there is always something to be grateful for, so long as you are honest with yourself (your life, for example), and also, do not ignore your God-given gift of intuition, as it is key for knowing whether something you are doing or seeing is wrong (if you have to rationalize something you have done, or might do, then *IT IS WRONG;* that is why you rationalize: because your intuition tells you that you shouldn't do it, but your mind still wants you to).
God will never lead you astray, and He will never make you do something you don't want to (that is what Satan- and other negative beings- will do), even if it is something that you had wanted before this life; He will only show you the way. Now *I* have shown you the way, and in doing so, have brought you into the remembrance of the Truth you had once forgotten. What you decide to do with it is for you to choose. God bless.