I'm an 18 year old girl and ever since I was young I have had visions in my sleep. They're never full out visions-they are merely pictures. They are incredibly vivid and absolutely perfect images of what is to come. I still remember the very first one I had ever had. It was of a woman, surrounded by 3 kids and another woman, and she was pushing a stroller under an overpass. She was an overweight woman, and was wearing a powder blue shirt with dark blue sweatpants, and one of the children was wearing a hot pink jacket. The details are getting less pronounced as I grow older, but I had that "vision" experience when I was about 8 years old.
Not too long ago I started feeling these things in my room before I go to sleep. They're really menacing energies, and they terrify me. If I tell them to go away they mess with me. They'll disappear and reappear behind me and blow on my neck, and when I say it again, they come up on my right side and breathe hot breath on my ear. My "visions" have completely stopped for quite a while now, and I'm 99% sure it's because I'm blocking my "abilities" because of my terror. I've talked to someone who has limited experience with these kinds of things and she showed me how to ground myself and whatnot else and bought me a quartz necklace for protection. I have been wearing that necklace quite often, and I sleep with it under my pillow every night for a sense of protection. I have also been experimenting with shields (specifically envisioning a safe, turning the dials and putting in a code). With all of this protection, the menacing black shadows have stopped for the time being, but I now cannot shake the feeling that I am being watched.
I could go on and on with the activity that has been surrounding me in the past year or so. So far, I have not been hurt or attacked, but only bullied and frightened (such as the blowing on my neck, breathing on my ear, etc. As mentioned before). I do not know if it is going to get worse or better, but I am reaching out desperately to find the help I may need.
I have also "seen" a old man standing out in the field by my house while I walk before, but that was quite a while ago-probably a year or so when I first "saw" him. There's one thing you must understand though when I say "saw". I don't mean "saw" in the sense that you or I would see a banana on the counter. It was a strange thing. I felt like I was being watched, so I turned and there was a black shadowy mass in the field a several hundred feet away. It was just watching me. I don't actually see the person, but I can feel the energy with a great amount of precision, I suppose. It then kind of changes into a shape in the front of my mind (the back of my eyes I guess)? And while I know I'm not actually seeing it, I see it. It's there in my thoughts just as a regular everyday image would compute.
Other occurrences include lights flickering when I walk into a room, a freezing sensation on half of my body while the other half is moderate temp, a voice whispering, "Heh heh. You wish" and chuckling darkly as I talked about possible demonic phenomenon to my long-distance friend on the phone, and most recently, a black, powdery substance showing up on my choir dress at a concert in the shape of a (demonic) hand. This is still not even covering all of it, although it is most of it. I'll try to upload a pic of the "hand" with this.
Help if you can, and I apologize for the length of this entry! ^^'
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