I'm fourteen, which isn't very old, but I have been going through some strange things in the recent past that has given me the mindset and philosophy equivalent to that of a thirty year old. It began when I was quite a bit younger, my age then is blurry in my memory, but I began to have dreams that came true shortly after. Nothing particularly clear, but small bits, like a specific room or outfit, for example, that someone I would meet or see shortly after (usually within a week) would have a connection with. My father just thought I was playing a game, Let's Pretend WhenTheWindWhispers Knows Everything, but he soon he would ask me what I dreamt about and take note if something rang a bell; he believes me now, although those dreams have been few and far between lately.
Also, about a year ago, I started seeing halos of light and colors emanating from people, specifically around the head. It comes when I concentrate for a few minutes and try to look; just a quick glance wouldn't be enough to decipher their "color" or aura, as I have read in other stories.
I have recently moved into a new house during the summer. I was given the task of removing the ivy from the trees in the backyard. Getting to work, I began to tug the ivy. I felt pity, for I knew it would die, even though it was a just plant, but suddenly, just as I yanked it off the tree, I heard the ivy scream in pain--strangely, inside my head-- in a way that reminded me of begging for mercy. The tree, it seemed, breathed a sigh of relief. I was so frightened, I dropped the vines. I just sat on the big rock in my backyard, under my other trees, and tried to contemplate what had just happened. Around the same time, I began to notice that I could "interpret" animals, as I like to call it. Particularly small mammals, I could look into their eyes and just read their minds, not literally of course, but it was enough to make me emotional. My cat, Max, whom we rescued from a dumpster, was looking out of the sliding glass doors in the back about a month ago, and when I asked playfully, "Maxie, whatcha doing, you brat?", he looked at me with such longing and sadness. It was as if I was feeling what he was feeling, and it was so intense, I went to my room and cried. I know it sounds over dramatic, but ever since then, we can almost communicate through feelings. I have been told that most owners feel this way, and that it may be all physiological, but I'm not quite sure, given my strange experiences.
One more thing, I have discovered voices, music, and laughter on the wind. It happens often, hence my username, but I have also heard that voices and other noises are often a phenomenon where the brain tries to create logic out of the constant howling of the wind; oddly, I have heard these things on a slight breeze. While on topic, I feel an immensely strong connection with the elements, seasons, and day and night cycles. I think it might just my love for nature, but I just want to be sure, since I have "heard" plants. I want to know who I am, and if these things are "normal", in a physic's sense or otherwise.
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