Dreams Of People Who Passed

I really don't know what's happening! I've always had dreams of people who passed. But things starting getting weird after my best friend committed suicide. The night before she died I had a dream that she had hung herself. The next day they found her in a tree. After she passed I always had dreams about her. But they weren't just dreams, we would talk about everything in them. And I would wake up in tears. I always thought I was going crazy because I started hearing her in my house, and I would catch myself having conversions with her. But no one was there. I could always sense when she was around, then I could start sensing other people in different places.

The morning of this Christmas I was woken up around 3 a.m. I felt someone holding me and I heard clear as day "I love you!" I woke up and said I love you too. I knew it was my mom and something was wrong. I found her dead in the bath tub not long after. A few days later I had a dream, it was like the ones I had of my best friend. She told me everything that happened and I saw everything that happened. That night her spirit sat with and held me telling me how much she loved me. We didn't know why she died, and after the dream I knew how she died. When we got everything back from the labs, the results were just what I had said. And I catch myself having conversions with her too.

The weirdest thing is a few days I was at a bar with my friends, and a woman walked in. I knew I had to talk to her, I didn't know why but someone kept telling me to talk to her. I went up to her and I feel like I went into a trance. I knew all these things about her name, her middle name, the perfume her mom would wear (cause I could smell it) and that her mom died from drinking 3 years ago. But I had never even seen the woman in my life. I felt like her mom was talking to her through me, and I couldn't control anything I was saying. And I delivered her a message that her mom wanted me to tell her. After all of it I feel I came out of this really weird trance. I knew what had happened but at the same time I didn't. I was really confused and freaked out. After all of that now when I see some people I know that they lost someone, and I keep hearing voices but I see nothing. I don't understand what's going on.