I never really thought of indigo child before, but after researching I feel weird. Because somehow what I feel (which is weird for some people), it's on the list of indigo characteristics. And every test I did to know whether you are indigo or not, I always pass with 'totally indigo'. But you know when I was researching a bit more, I don't think I'm that extraordinary lol I mean they say 2 years old kid can speak English fluently when it's not even their first language. And there are 12 years old kid that can draw like grownups. I absolutely sure I'm not like that when I'm still a kid XD what I did was dancing & singing to spice girls songs. Anyway they say indigo child:
-have trouble with society (loner)
-don't like to really follow any rule or being order
-often get headache (when I'm younger I got migraine always every day, these days just sometimes)
-got pain on neck or back, sensitive nose, stomachache, bad digestion, etc. (I often get 2 off from that list & I'm not going to tell you guys which one *blush*)
-creative (well that doesn't mean I can paint like Davinci)
-think like adult in young age
-have trouble focusing
-have vision about how to save the world
-can't control emotion
-often got 'short memory loss', but have strong past memories
-always do what your mind tells you & never really listen to others
-often get dreams, even if you just sleep for 5 mins
And I'm totally like that lol I'm the most sensitive person in my family. I can locate where people are. My dad always make me guess something because he find it funny that I can guess it correctly (-.-') I can know if someone is a bad or good person by just looking at their face. People always tell me that I'm weird. But I don't even know why. Well I don't think I'm weird and I always got these vision while I'm awake. When I see something, sometimes I can feel like an electricity shock in my body. I can heal people or help people not that powerful though and if I do keep pushing my mind to keep concentrate. The next day I'll get fever for sure. When I was a kid, oddly enough everything I say will come true. I still remember sometimes I told my friends 'hey I saw god, I know what going to happen next'. After my consciousness came back, I was like 'what the hell was I talking about' lol urgh when I was a kid I'm totally a rebel hahaha. Always get angry, so sensitive with what people say. But after I reach 10 years old, I change. Well I promise god I'll change, because I don't want my friends runaway from me. I feel there's something in me. I feel I'm different. But I don't really tell people what 'really inside my mind. The hardest part is, I don't think people understand what I feel. They will just laugh it off and thinks I'm weird. That's why I never tell anyone. So please no harsh comments. I'm just wondering who am I and probably I can help people if I can get to know myself better.
P.s. Why every time whether it's a baby or animal, they always stare at me? Well they don't stare like that to other people around me.
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