I have been experiencing more unusual things and am not sure what it is, came here for help. I have uncovered that I am psychic, undeveloped (ish) but psychic nonetheless.
I'm starting to think I'm going a bit insane and people are suggesting maybe there's something mentally wrong but I want to check in with this page rather than assuming I'm half daft and developing schizophrenia (lol).
Ever since around the 23rd of December I haven't been sleeping properly, particularly 24-27th December, I'm usually a quiet sleeper, don't move much in my sleep and when I'm asleep, I'm asleep until morning, usually. Over this time period I've been rolling around a lot, finding it hard to sleep and my sleep has been light and easily disturbed, when I did go to sleep I kept waking up and feeling a bit 'off'. I felt before I slept someone was at the bottom corner of my room watching me and progressed closer every night.
On the 25th I couldn't sleep for at least a few hours more than normal. I woke up in the night twice (of which I can remember) and there was a hand on my side, I felt comforted by it at the time but not so much now as you can imagine. The second time I woke up there was something in my bed and I remember half rolling over and realising there was something there and I turned back over in a bit of a panic that I'd woken them up and I was scared I was going to wake them so stayed in that position, half asleep, trying not to move until I fell back asleep.
Didn't remember this at all when I first woke up, a few hours later I sat up and remembered there was something there, leapt out of bed and I stood scared in the corner of my room until it all came back to me, I got an image in my head of the hand on my side, it was pure black, a little smoky at the edges and I could see the bones in their hand, as if transparent (an X-ray effect). This is all I can remember from that night but didn't sleep well the next week or so.
Possibly unrelated but also, a few days ago I was sitting on the computer, felt a bit sick and really lethargic, cancelled plans to go out that day for no real reason really. About 8pm I started to go a bit mad for no apparent reason, still not sure why it happened but I got really worked up and started panicking and crying in about 15 minutes, was hearing things and voices and I had my eyes shut with my hands over my face and I was looking around with my eyes closed because I convinced myself I could see things? (Things being ghosts demons spirits etc) Then I realised that was absolutely crazy, causing me to cry more because I thought I was driving myself insane. I felt like my mind was so crowded and it was overwhelming me (this has happened to me once before in my friends attic that just wasn't right at all, it had thousands of dead flies, possibly hundreds of thousands, which still remains unexplained for that matter). I just couldn't think straight I felt like things were watching me and I started rocking and freaking out, bit down on my hand pretty hard then realised I had to get out, I ended up leaving my house in tears, ready to be sick, stomach doing backflips, must've been around 9.45pm when I was walking down to a friends house it all disappeared, my mind went quiet, all feelings had just disappeared. The best way to describe it was I felt like part of me had just died and I wondered if someone I knew had just passed away but there has been no news to me of anyone dying so I don't think that's it. If anyone can help with what this might be I'd really appreciate it.
Another final thing, I don't have the best hearing but the last couple days I feel like I've been hearing more than I should or am physically able to hear. When I was going to sleep last night I kept seeing eyes, people screaming, crying and dying in the darkness, could well be my imagination though. But I was hearing a bell ringing when I was trying to go to sleep, like a cow bell or something, don't know where it came from. I've been hearing vibrations and ringing sounds, no idea where from, not the neighbours as my house is the only detached one in the street. I could hear the vibrations and a ringing noise coming from the shower a few hours ago which I've never heard before.
Whenever I light a candle in my room it always flickers and dances, never thought anything of it until my friend was weirded out by her own candle and sarcastically said there was a ghost in her room. Lit a candle today, again never took me by surprise as it flickered like mad. There's no drafts in my room, my door is always shut my window is always shut but I did look into it earlier and people said to try asking the name of the ghost and yes or no questions, I asked it, if it was there, to still the flame and to flicker the flame, the flame finally stayed still longer than a split second, it stayed still until I had asked to flicker it again, I asked to draw the flame upwards, the flame was pulled up and flickered for a few seconds before going back to normal.
I just really want all these unusual things to be solved or solved in a way that I know what's going on at least.
Any help is hugely appreciated, thank you.