I really need some help. I have no one to talk to about this. I don't even believe it my self. I'm an empath, that I already know. That doesn't really have anything to do with what I want to say but just letting you know. Anyways, 3 or 4 days ago I was hanging with my friends at their house. Okay so, we were talking about religion and it got into a pretty heated debate.
There was me, who is anti-religious, and my other friends who all believe in god and the devil and what not. Well. I kept arguing that there was no way god existed, and they kept saying he did. One of my friends started getting VERY rude with me, and it really made me mad. Like, my head got all hot and tunnel vision started to happen as I focuses on him. I could feel his mind. And I hurt it. It was so easy.
I'm not sure what I did, but I would literally feel inside of his head, and I couldn't stop crushing him. He dropped to the floor and was holding his head and screaming that he has a headache or something. All my friends saw me, and they were getting freaked out. One of my friends screamed devil at me: (. Although I don't believe in the devil that hurt, Because the devil represents evil. And I use my Empath powers to help, not hurt. So I looked at her and she ended up having to sit down also cradling her head in her hands.
After it was over my guy friend passed out, And my girl that's a friend just closed her eyes and was breathing heavy. What did I do!? I didn't mean to hurt anyone, I don't want to hurt anyone! I'd rather die myself. But I did hurt them. And it was so EASY. I haven't tried to experiment with it. I've been too scared.
I've holed my self in my room since it happened, I don't want any contact with anyone until I know what happened and what I can do!
Please, Help me = (
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The affect of you and your friend created
A pushing and pulling affect around this area.
I wish I could say you had that much power.
But if you read Tony Neats book. You will see he listed that a cat interrupted him during meditation and sent in a fetal position with excruciating pain in the abdomen. Anger is known to raise the blood pressure and many people complain of headaches.
I'm so sorry your friends blamed you. They had no explanation but to turn to fear. Do not let anothers fear plague you.
Soldier on and move forward with courage and believe in yourself.
Unfortunately you've learned the cardinal rule: Religion and politics always causes discord.
If your concerned: just do not enter debates. This scenario was a creation of not only you but your friend whom is not guiltless. You are not evil and you do not hold that much power. I had a similar situation which was not as intense.