I posted different stories about the three but now I'm putting it together because they are the major abilities that have been affecting me.
First, Electrokinesis. It's not much but I have been getting a lot of signs about it. I don't think it's a ghost because it only happens when I feel the "Oh snap!" kind of feeling and then the lights would blink. I want to be able to control it, but in a way I feel like it's not just the electricity, but the weather, I feel more powerful on stormy days and well since I'm a cancer, the moon but that's another story. I need help on how to control more on the weather or the electricity, whichever I have.
Next, over Empath. I think I have too much of that ability. I have the whole "i can feel your emotional pain" thing and the one that bothers me is the literal "i have your pain". When I was visiting my dad, I saw his allergic reaction to shrimp where he has a lot of red bumps everywhere in his body, 2 weeks later, I started getting the same scratches everywhere! Another time would be when I came to my sisters room and my leg started to hurt, I asked my sister if there's something wrong with her leg and she said "its sore". There's a difference but in a way it still is the same. I need to be able to ONLY have the emotional or nothing at all. It's too much for me hehehe.
Last, Expectation. I don't want to sound like I'm spoiled but for a long time now, I've been feeling like I'm getting what I want, not things but either emotional things or well, yea sometimes things. I just think about it and later I get it. Like when I really wanted a certain type of food and later I get it. Wanting to watch a certain show they don't show anymore and end up showing it. When I expect too much, I get the opposite/negative effect. Like when I thought someone was finally okay and then in the end that person gets hurt. Every time I'm worried about somebody, and really hope everything will be okay, I get scared and try not to think about it too much or the person will get the negative effect. I like this ability but I want to be able to have an easier way to control it.
Suggestions? Any will help other than meditating hehe.
Thanks in advance
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