Untamed

I have been getting these images for the past couple of weeks that I have to admit have been quite disturbing. Note these are not the images of daydreaming that I am fantasizing about, but that I believe someone else is seriously committing. At first I thought it was a fluke sort of thing, but not after I saw repeat after repeat happen. These images for the past few weeks happen at random times, but my whole body while seeing these certain images tend to get anxiety driven and what not.

I do not know that much about the person, who is doing this because I am watching everything that happens from their eyes. I do know; however that this is a white male not that tan, pretty young and I cannot decide if there is glasses or not because I am looking through the eyes so it is hard to tell. Male also, he is wearing some old worn out jeans, has some minor cut sustained on his ankles/legs due to thick brush, cheap watch on right wrist.

The reason why these images are so disturbing more than usual is because I am watching him kill animals. When I first got the first image I confused it with having to do with myself and having this crazy urge to kill animals, not because it seemed 'fun' like some young males like to do for animal cruelty. But rather it seemed like a need, a very describable wanting to do this like it had to be done.

From being in this person's body they are extremely unstable, jittery, and compulsive and keep repeating certain images and acts again and again. This male seems this odd urge to drink the blood of some of the animals, mostly by decapitation method with some sort of dull rusted blade it seems, going in and out of various forested locations. Most of them too me seem to be taking in rural sort of areas in shedded, back street places so far that I have seen, the last one taking place in an open field of what appeared to be either golden wheat or overgrown dead grass, but the spot I was focusing on was stuffed by old pieces of wood, fence wiring and appeared what to be a chicken coop.

I am still getting compulsive images of seeing now human veins in my head over and over (particularly of the arm for some reason), like he wants to now go to humans. When he pictures the prey on his mind I usually see the veins bulging out first, over and over... Again in this compulsive manner that just attracts him so. I am trying to still get more information if I can, but so far it's just a lot of what he is doing, but less of seeing his body, which I'll try to work on.