Today I finally felt something... Worthwhile I guess you could say. I have to leave something out because I can't share everything, but I will tell you the things that I can or feel like sharing. I met a very special person today that I cannot possibly put into words. You see, I am able to see people's energy and stuff on a daily basis as I walk down the roads, common places and pick out people... As I am sure a lot of you can too. I have been able to see people's real nature for a long time, even ones that think they are sneaker then the rest and try to mask themselves in their own "mind" so to speak, but you can still see past it. That's why I love animals, they don't have to do that... They simply are nature. I love nature for that reason as well.
Lately for the past few months, my speech and my communication with people as been getting harder to literally talk to people. It's really hard to explain... But most of the time my brain just freezes and stops right in the middle of a sentence and just won't speak until a few more minutes. I have been having troubles fighting a war within my body. I always hated having a "gift" or whatever and being able to see things and do things, but not being able to cure myself... Thinking to myself... How can I do all of this... But not fix myself? Simple, I did not have anyone to help with my blockage of energy. I needed someone else... Not a doctor... I needed someone who understood energy... And even more than that... I used numerous hand gestures to communicate with her. She helped with the blockage of energy I have been having for over two years... And even longer... It builds up so much that you can't fix it yourself... Or even anyone else on one try. I felt circulation again in some areas and the energy manipulation that I felt today was overwhelming.
I worked with so much energy and did so many things, that I have never really done before... Because I never had someone else there that understood to help me. She is a professional, but we reached each others levels, and while I made a line in my mind she had her hands nearby and I focusing on pushing it out towards her. She pumped energy back into me certain stings, burns, constraints, spaces, thumps... Each different, each communication very important. Our simple gestures made us laugh and worry and we still have much to accomplish, but I am so ever have glad to have met her and can't be any more gracious.
I can finally have someone to help me with this, instead of people that just walk by you not being able to understand. It feels wonderful, even though I am in pain, I can feel good today knowing their is hope and I do feel good about this, and I can go on even when I don't want to because of people like her.
I want to just spend a moment of silence now in dedication to people who give up their lives to serve others. Thank you
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