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I Feel Different, What Am I?

 

On my last story I posted a few thing about myself but I think that I left some things out: (english is not my first language so if I wrote something wrong please forgive me)

* I have this huge need of protecting the others, I thought that it was that because I'm a female I had this mom-ish thing from the beginning, but I'm starting to think its not that. I have to be fiscally strong and agile and mentally strong and not cry never to be the strongest of them all to be able to protect anyone who needs it, that takes to my next point.

* I have this urge to learn how to fight, but I have this instinct telling me that if I had to fight someone I would know what to do, like I already know how to fight but I have never fought before. Its like my body is telling me that I'm meant to be a fighter, a guardian, in every way, cause the protecting-being-the-strongest-thingy.

* I feel like I'm not human, I mean I was born at least in a human body with human family and I have human feelings I guess. But I feel like I'm not human, I don't know how to say it but I feel like I don't belong here, that the humans are one thing an I'm something else, in some ways I feel bad for them because its like the don't get to feel this thing that inside me that is like a blessing and curse at the same time. I don't like what the humans in general like, I mean that I rather be in a forest in the middle of nowhere with no phone, no internet, 100% nature and looking at the night sky, than to be in a party, or shopping, or stuff like that.

* Like I said in my last post I feel like I have this powers deep inside me, and I get this "strokes" some times that its like they come to the surface begging e to come out, so I feel anxious, I don't know how to express it, but the feeling is so hard that I end up crying, that actually how I found this website, because I was desperait to know what the heck was happening to me.

* I have this powerful connection with nature and animals, I actually want to be a vet because of the deep union with them, but I mean, one of my biggest dreams is to go to the middle of the forest and be barefoot and with animals and, idk, jut that this connection is deeper than a pet love, its like I can understand them, trough our feelings, like out souls talk.

* I've already mentioned that I feel like and outsider that doesn't fit in, I love movies and books, but the sci-fi type. For example, I know its a children's movie, but I feel a connection with "The rise of the guardians" Because I feel like I have this connection with the moon, like in the movie that its telling me that I'm special, I feel kind of like jack frost but without the powers, I feel like I'm a guardian and I have this powers inside me but I don't now how to use the or make them come to the surface, and like Jack, I don't know why the chose me if "the" are not telling me why me. Why do I feel like this if I can't use it

I'm sorry I made it so long but I needed to say something because I'm loosing my mind, I need to know I'm not crazy, or that its not all just in my head.

If you can relate in any kind of way, please comment or send me an email to AresWulf911@gmail.com

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MoonInsideMe (2 stories) (22 posts)
 
3 days ago (2018-01-15)
Heyy [at] dianadobreva: i'd love to talk to you. Pls email me at AresWulf911 [at] gmail.com I'd really like to talk to you. 😊 so happy thay I'm finding people like you ❤
Greggb (4 stories) (20 posts)
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5 days ago (2018-01-13)
I've always felt very different, too. The older I get, the more different I feel. I've posted here a few times, and have mentioned an email address that people can contact me at. It seems like I only draw people looking for sympathetic ears. No one who really understands what it is I'm going through.

I'm highly empathic, and lately I've been in the midst of some deeply negative emotions. Something really bad just happened in my family, and I've been a wreck, dealing with my own emotions, and those of other family members (one in particular, who was very hurt). It's been the worst time of my entire life.

I see the world very differently. It seems like there's always a sort of vague picture of the universe in my head, along with a reminder that I'm not even a speck in comparison to the vastness of the universe. It's estimated that around 100 billion modern humans have lived, or currently live, and I understand very well that I'm only one of them. I'm one of an unimaginable number of organisms to live here on planet earth, let alone elsewhere.

I don't see myself as being a special, unique entity the way a lot of humans do. I understand the ephemera of life all too well. I look around and see most people doing the same thing; driving to work on the freeway in the morning, returning in the evening, never really wondering what the point of it all is.

I spent a while trying to figure out if I might be something like a starseed. The problem is that without any actual evidence, it can never be more than a theory or something you want to believe. Without evidence, it isn't reality. And I could never come up with any actual evidence.

I feel a strong calling to serve what I think of as the greater good. I'm aware that there's a sort of rhyme and reason to everything that's happening. I think there's a plan at work. I think everything is happening for a reason, but I'll be damned if I can figure out what it is.

I'm a political activist, and I've put myself at high risk for my cause. My cause is the preservation of a certain forest, here in the US. It's in serious danger of being destroyed over the next few years, and I'm battling massive government agencies content to let that happen. I've pissed some pretty powerful and well-connected people off. Even though my tactics are 100% non-violent, I know I'm on some lists.

I'm going to pay someday for the things I've done, and truthfully, it scares me. But I keep doing it anyway. In fact, since things have gotten bad with my family, I've gone at my activism even harder.

It blows my mind how so many people can live their lives oblivious to the big picture, and the many terrifying problems facing us. That's very contrary to my basic nature. My nature is to care about everything, and I suffer horribly because there's so much suffering in the world, and no way of stopping it all.

I believe our planet is headed for serious trouble, and there aren't nearly enough people doing anything in response to create any hope of preventing the disaster inevitably coming. I really wish I could just wake up from what feels like a nightmare. Everyday, it feels a little more hopeless.

Anyway, I do understand what you're talking about. I also have a deep appreciation for nature. Lately I've been growing things; trees, that I'll be planting outdoors this coming spring, and cacti and succulents, and other things. Sometimes I can spend hours looking at my plants. I feel better when I'm near them. Honestly, I don't know what I'd do rnow if not for my plants.

Something else: I've experienced a lot of synchronicity, especially in regard to actual time. I have strange experiences with time-telling apparatus. When there's more than one clock in a room, I find the seconds perfectly synchronizing. I see the number 11 constantly. It's getting crazy how often I see either number 11, or some interval of 11. 121, for example, is 11 squared. 33 is 3 x 11. And it's not just me seeing the number 11 on clocks. Other people do things, and things happen related to the number 11.

I'll be damned if I know what's so important about the number 11, but I see it everywhere.

Anyway, that's probably enough for now. Let me toss my email address out there for you, or anyone else who'd like to contact me. I only ask that if anyone contact me, it's not just to tell me about your problems or your psychic abilities.

As far as psychic abilities of mine go, I don't really consider myself psychic, per se. Being as empathic as I am, I can sense things about people. I often get strong feelings about people that turn out to be accurate.

With that, here's my email address. Whiskeydango at gmail.

Do feel free to reach out if you can relate (anyone).

Take care.
gstories (6 stories) (26 posts)
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6 days ago (2018-01-12)
maybe you were reincarnated from a past life, maybe? I. Don't. Know.
dianadobreva (2 posts)
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1 week ago (2018-01-09)
so, yes I also have read that article, and I am also a starseed, but now what? What should I do now? What next steps to take? Just reading that article is not enough, we should do something to clarify everything, but what?
MoonInsideMe (2 stories) (22 posts)
 
2 weeks ago (2018-01-07)
Thanks a lor Jubeele, i'll try that as soon as I can ❤ I'll practice to "remember" myself
Jubeele (19 posts)
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2 weeks ago (2018-01-05)
Hi MoonInsideMe, I felt called to the site today and now I know! 😊 "Starseed" does indeed describe much of what you've mentioned about yourself. I'm glad you now know that you're not alone feeling like this.

Lightworkerhealer has also mentioned what I've advised, which is to meditate. It will help clear your mind so that you can focus on what you truly need.

The garden will be good for you as your empathy with the earth needs that connection. Practise drawing light from the universe to help protect and replenish yourself. Imagine roots from your feet reaching deep into the earth. Let out the negativity from you. Feel white light from the heavens coming through the top of your head from the crown chakra. Let the light flow into you and through all of your body, and into your surroundings. If you feel there is too much energy, let the excess flow out through the roots at your feet back into the earth.

I hope this all helps. I wish you well on your journey. ❤
MoonInsideMe (2 stories) (22 posts)
 
2 weeks ago (2018-01-04)
[at] lightworkerhealer: I looked into it and I actually think I am a starseed! I'm was so happy when I was reading the article.
For the people who feel this way, I have this link that pretty much describes us. Thanks a lot again!
Https://www.gaia.com/lp/content/are-you-a-starseed-27-starseed-characteristics-that-might-give-you-an-answer/
MoonInsideMe (2 stories) (22 posts)
 
2 weeks ago (2018-01-04)
Thanks a lot Lightwokerhealer, I'll look into it!:) and I'll try meditating more
lightworkerhealer (1 stories) (54 posts)
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2 weeks ago (2018-01-04)
I resonate with your feelings, however the best description of you, will not come from outside. It will come from within. So try meditating and see what comes up, and it might take a few times of meditating to actually see or get some insights if you already don't meditate regularly. To me you feel like a starseed. Search the term Starseed. 😊 ❤

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