I'm a 13 year old from Singapore. Having posted a story before, I wrote about my abilities, I get deja vu and jamais vu every other day, and my dreams usually come true. I hear voices from far away in whispers, but there is always a ringing in my ears that comes before that. I can "see" into places where I've never been to, and I'm usually correct. I am also able to "jinx" people, as in, when I get mad or angry with anyone, something bad happens to them. I was so angry with a friend when I found out she had been using me all this while, so, she got in trouble with the police, although I do not know what happened to her. I even caused a relative grave harm with my "jinxing".
I feel so helpless, for I'm emotional and can't control these abilities.I'm afraid of them. My mom's cousin is a spirit medium. I've dreamt of my dead grandparents before, and they were scolding my father.
Sometimes it freaks me out. I do not have any other special abilities. But sometimes, I always feel like someone is watching me.
Recently, I was at my grandparents' for the new year. I was playing card games with my cousins and uncles for fun, when my sister got a good row. I felt something strange about it and I told her not to place her fifty cents on that row. True enough, the card she picked turned out to be a losing card.
I was angry with my uncle that day too. So when he was taking out a card on his row, I "saw" and knew that the card would be a losing one, so he put a lot of his coins on that row. And again, I was right, and he ended up losing the money.
I was a it shocked at first, then it started to get fun, so I was actually determining the outcome of the card, not guessing the card itself but manipulating it into a winning card or a losing one. I manipulate the outcome of many things, which scares me. I curse people too, but its uncontrollable, determined by my emotions. I'm afraid my abilities will go out of control. No one understands me and no one believes me when I tell them about my abilities. I wish someone could tell me more about my abilities and this deja vu thing. I would also like to know if there are such things as jinxes, as in, people who are bad luck for you?



Because, I could do so scary things... Like when the time I got so angry and frustrated with my classmate I cursed him many times...
It turned out to be very bad... First, he got embarrassed in the whole class. Then he got late in the most important test in school... (that if he doesn't get this test he will not graduate) I did so much things to him and after I forgave him, I'm so scared to tell him what I did to him...
Just pray... And believe to God... And confess daily...
Im Juan Paolo Aclan... From the Philippines born in Singapore... 12 years old.