Urge To Find Something Or Someone

I've noticed things, different changes in behaviors and feelings in myself. Recently, I've felt the need the urge to find something or someone. I need the answer to the question, however I myself do not know the question and it's driving me crazy.

I was thinking of heading to a psychic a few weeks back. The urge and the need was there and when I was driving it felt like it wasn't me, I just knew I needed to be there. However, I was afraid of what I was going to uncover or if it was just me making myself believe things.

I've also noticed that I am able to read or know what people want even with them not telling me. Two instances that has happen recently is one from an email of a new co-worker. I have never met this person and the email was really professional. However, the vibe I got, I knew he was trouble and a two face type of person and I was proven right. The most recent experience was from a day or so ago. I work with different clients helping them with their needs as a company and as I was in the phone I wrote down what she was saying or what I thought she was saying to me. As I relayed the information to my superior, she called him and explained what I had explain to him a few minutes ago and she was surprise because she said she did not mention anything like that to me. She then repeated something totally different than what I heard on the phone from her. I am not sure what to say about this, it is a bit scary being able to understand and hear things that maybe aren't being said.

To make things a bit more hectic, I've been noticing energy, not from spirits, but from around me, maybe the life force?

I really do not know what to make of this. It's bringing me into a confused state. Sometimes if I am mad enough or distressed enough, I can feel something in me and then the energy just releases by shocking metallic things or co-workers that just pass by my area.

I feel like a nutcase, logic says that things like that shouldn't happen, at least to the extent I am feeling or experiencing. Any help or advice is wanted.