I've been reading through this site and some of its sister sites, and I have realized that I am having some of the same experiences as a lot of you guys here. And I was wondering if you guys could help me clarify a couple of things.
I am fifteen years old and I live in Oklahoma with strict non-believer parents, so I have no one to ask about these things.
Ever since I was a little kid I would occasionally hear people talking to me when no-one was in the room. It would only normally be one word, like the entity would say my name, or "Hey!", or if I was trying to think of something, it would tell me what it was. But its words always physically affected me, it's like every time it spoke, it would send shock waves throughout my body. Maybe that's just my fear of something talking to me where there's no-one around making me tense up.
I don't know, but some people have told me in the past that they thought it was a guardian spirit, like someone from my past that has died and come back to watch over me. I don't think so. The voice is most often one entity and female, and young. Most the people that have passed away around me have been older. So I don't think that's the case.
I also have other things that happen to me, like I get bad vibes from certain older buildings or places. A couple of years ago my mother and step-father wanted to get a new house, so they dragged me along to all of their open houses. They were looking for a house in Midtown, where all of the old built-during-the-oil-boom houses are. We went into one of the houses that was open and toured it.
I was fine throughout most the tour, except when we got down into the basement. The air down there was unbelievably oppressive, and the sense of utter despair just washed over me, hitting me like a ton of bricks. I ended up running out of there crying, refusing to go back in. My family still calls it the haunted house, jokingly, every time we pass it.
And besides those experiences, I have a knack of knowing what people are going to say before they say it. Like, someone will go up to me and say "Hey, guess what?" And a word will pop up in my mind, like December, and then they say, "I'm going to see my Uncle in Nevada this December!"
This last experience happens quite a lot. Almost every time I'm talking to someone, and it happens more with some people than others.
So what do you guys think? Do you think I'm just some whiny teenager trying to be different? Or am I crazy? Or do I have some actual ability? Please, I would like your advice.