Around the time I was 10 I was working outside on a hot (like really hot) day. My parents were working a little bit away and I was sweating like a fish (or as much as a fish can sweat...). So I decided to tell the wind to blow in my face a little bit. And to my amazement it did! It was then that I started my daily "routine" of asking the wind questions such as "Do you have other friends? Blow harder for yes, stay same for no" I continued like this for 2 weeks. After that, I wouldn't exactly say that I stopped, but I didn't do it as much, kind of just forgetting about my "ability" over time.
I am now in middle school and just kind of "remembered" That I could do these things. So, I decided to do some research into what may be occurring to me or not to me. I searched on every site, website, and app I could get into this week. Dont ask me how I found this Website because all I have to say is "good question" I started reading some posts for about an hour then I decided I should try again. So I went outside into my pasture (my steer was out with his cows) And started talking and asking, talking and asking. I didn't get anything for a while then I started getting little gusts- no that's not the word I'm looking for, more like whispers of the wind. (that doesn't make sense does it?)
Am I imagining these things? Do I have a gift as people would call it? I wanted to ask people who seem to know what they are talking about. So, am I imagining, or are these real?
Thank you in advance for any, and I mean ANY comments!
First I thought I was just predicting it until I was at a huge bonfire party at night with adults and a few children, the smoke was blowing in their faces so I made it move 8 times. Not only that I slowly walked around the whole bonfire twice directing the smoke whenever and wherever I please. It freaked me out but was empowering. Why is this happening to only some of us? Is it spiritual or an unblocked part of our brain?
To make it more important I learnt how to write my name and create love hearts in the sky with any type of cloud well almost. Most clouds. The weather always seems to play on how I'm feeling. When I got locked away in a mental ward. For the first time. From telling people this it rained harder than ever whilst I was balling my eyes out!
When I'm super angry theirs lightning or I feel the anger of the gods or whatever I've seen a fight with red and white lightning also I've pointed in 5 directions after each 5 strikes where it would be with one witness. And its there.
I've change the energy levels of light bulbs and set of alarms in the city block. I'm just anxious in what is the point of this and if it's a blessing or a curse. Call me crazy but I haven't done it in years and tried yesterday and bam with focus and hard concentration got three letters out of a cloud and dragged them to the other side. Took photos. Just unsure in the point of this... Am I suppose to help humanity if something goes wrong or the opposite? I'm Lucy. I am the love behind the wind. Xx