Since I was about 3 or 4 years old I've been able to literally 'see' the colors or auras of 'invisible' objects. For example, musical notes and chords, numbers, letters, and sometimes people. I suspect this to be some kind of psychic ability since no one has it. Each time I hear a song or a note I can easily 'project' the colors from it, and since a song has many notes and chords I can see many colors in one song and they are also changing rapidly as the song progresses.
Also, since I was a toddler, deja vus began to haunt me. I often see events that I know I haven't experienced before that, but I felt like I've seen it before. It's exactly the same like what I saw in my brain. And strangely, sometimes when I woke up from my sleep I can remember dreaming about unfortunate events involving others, but I wasn't really dreaming when I sleep. Once I dreamed several times about footballers committing suicide or getting killed.
I strangely have bad luck all the time. Every schoolwork group where I became a member never get a nice score at all. One time, I played 'Tic Tac Toe' in Mandarin class with the whole 7A (my class), and I chose the number but it revealed GAME OVER. It was horrid. I also often lose things but I really, really remember where exactly I put it.
When I look at people's gestures or hearing their voice, without looking at the face I sometimes know their emotion. One time, I also learned Reiki (some kind of Japanese spiritual arts spread by Mikao Usui) from a book from my mother's father (he practices Qigong) by myself, and for sometime I was able to use it. I healed my neighbor's bruised lips using a crystal I infused with energy (instructions are in my book) and relieved my classmate's arm from pain using plain energy from my hands.
I need help and motivating comments from everyone of you who read this since many of my relatives believed that I have spiritual or psychic talents. Thank you very much for reading.